quite tired..from all the shopping my mum and my elder sis and me we did. walking , i would say.aniw bought my supposed CNY shoes. :)ok.wait today is .. 31st!Last day of 2003.. oh no..where's my hmwk.. @!!@ ok..shall go and find. aniw.. HAPPI BDAY PEISEE :) .
yes..i brought my sports shoes..ok larrs.. its new balance! :) kees but couldnt find x trainign ones. its running ones. cos teh x train one not v nice.. :)my mum's like .."u better buy har..i bring u out..u dun get anything u dun go hm".. heehse. yes and i made it hm! ahahs.. aniw. cya.hmwk time! aniw i gt into a grp called diao krew. :) yays. sounds cool rite?the name? :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

my new yr resolutions
-pass amaths tests and retest
-STOP failing test alr. dear..its sec 4 alr lehs
-be punctual.in everything

until i complete and fulful these resolutions, it shall stnad at 3! :)hope i can set more SOON

happy new year!:) i realli hope i start it right! :)bless u!

back,from an ultra super dupa busy day. real busy. had counselling duty in the morning..faced with a super dupa quite class, none of whihc said they wanted to join np(i knew it) ..but sheena 's got one in her class.. crystal the second huh>?lol.:) no offence.. aniw i jus realised ppl still read my blog(*shocked) hahas:) aniw afta tt i left early frm my boring counselling duty cos xh ask us go take foto 1st cos got..np. yes. NP ...den afta foto,which i look super ugly in, rushed to the session. shant elaborate..i noe its my fault.. i'm sorry. ok.`ahem.sorry no cure but.. yes..i'll try my best larrs nxt time....den after tt i rushed to chnage and have lunch, and the stall is like nothing left except maggi mee , which somehow tastes weird. yes. ohh.den rushed to drills cos xiaowen alr 1/2 killed me. yes.den just gtta say drills com the drills real sard mans(except me lars) SO shocked when i saw them do..like WOAH! liek that..yes..den got the campcraft selection.yes, i like forgot all my skills and as so openly asking genenive how far away to peg in. hais. ok, den some stupidly idiotic person took ps'
s wallet. yes thanks huh.. may u pls not end up with a good end yars. was searching every corner of the school for it...and hose fault? that idiotic person's fault. and for the first time in my blog i shall say: F*** u stupid! don't u have means to get decent money except for stealing?!?!?!... cant stand it !stupid person. blahs. .. tired..typing report nows. :)added new stuff again to my layout..hope can see. yeps. takecare! and DrILls CoM,
jiayous. we rawk...we can do it , mans!

yeps..hais..guess its time for me to wake up!!! yes..been online evry day and its not like my hmwk's anywhere near done.. ..aniw.,..made new specs yest!:) ok..ok only lars.. frameless. actually wan those thick toot looking specs..cos it looks cool, but .nah not for me.. i look funny in them .. took like wat? 45mins to choose 1 specs.. yeps. hahas thank god the uncle quite nice..hehs..and my degree din increasE! in fact got one eye decreased by 25 deg.. cant believe it man..i've like been spending 2hrs in frnt of the comp everyday and it din increase? ahahs:) -yays- did a lil amaths. got some problems with it alr.. shallnt gif up...i musnt! :) yeps, and i figured out how to load the It's my (stupid) life onto the net to b dl...but found out late that it// can be dl frm some otehr webbie.. wateva! baa. cya.. am pract time! gg my ah gong 's hse to help him sell fruits tmr..if i wake up that is,:)

wait, i dun get smthg.. am i very un- serious? baa..dunno lahs. today drills. . . as in orientation one.. okay lahs. attendance like nt very good leas.. hais.. will try harder.. hmm..today ..think our spirit a lil low.. mayb a lil more than a lil.. but aniw, think xiaowen can relax for a while:) she's like SO very stressed only.. so very./ yeps.. i noe i hafta GREAT IC! that's for sure.. who say we dunno how to appreciate? we love her a lot a lot kaes.. lol ..hahas i'm mad./.too tired..now my right arm looks like its , .. been pinch.. got brusie liaos.. as in blue black.. yeps.. hais.,.. i self multilate one mahs.. hahas. aniw..i tell the sec 2s to b serious kaes.. and they end up laughing.. i very nt serious meh? hmpf.. waeva ..aniw I"M SERIOUS K! i do things ery serious one k.. hmm..esp with xiaowen so stress.. i will of cos hlep a lil by nt laughing lar:) i'm nice wat.. :)
aniw i found out tht the sec2s a bit ers.. qi shi.. their sqdm one..reminds a lil of our sqd.. but yet its so diff.. dunno lars.. hmm
aniw ,yeps.,, dragged home a big thick spar today to practise in place of rifle.. so *too* looking..but who cares :) look like the leader of beggar sect can liaos.. lol :) yeps, tired tired liaos. been up for an hr.. shall go and do some maths first:)
lastly.. SQUADMATES, jiayous for orientation..(PS esp drills com) ..i pray.that everything will turn out fine. /i pray dare lord..i pray. ..

btw,, go see my gbk..i changed the layout ..a lil! :) -hees
-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel tired out frm drills.

yeps.think my blog is dead. very!
-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel

hmm..is my template conked up or smthg?..hmm..cecs n sheena said its .. dunno..mbut it apperaed perfectly alright on my screen...mayb its time to change one? hmm.
-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel ?????

veni vini vici
we came we saw we conquered:)
yesyes, i've officially went there, saw that and conquered it
.yes.more stories to tell/liaos..but yes...jus had a nice long bath.=)so nice.haven bath w soap for 4 days. super stinky. aniw..here's the basic outline of our wondderful prog.
d1:kayaking to ubin,obstacles/food 4 tot

d2:topo ard ubin,kaykaing back:)yes.yesi had the 2 evelyns.and the darling waves.thanks hars.` travelled to pasir ris park to camp-super wet,super muddy. of cos for sure-my white shoes got a free brown dye

d3:amazing race,:)we r 3rd,yes and it didnt matter that much to me.,cos ..we managed to get our spirits UP.singing while circulating the skool lookin for an enterance.mrs hoo n yuwen ma'am.they's so nice...hint hint us one.:)hees.. ,backwoodsman--nice food:)sambal fish tofu, minced meat, baked potatos n bacon bits(YUM!) , salad, sugar apple. and yes.all r edible!=) , concert nite:red riding hood

d4:went macritchie.and got lost:( how smart of me..wahh...feel like a complete dumbo person.,packing up, games,foto taking ... HOME:)

yes.,did i say brief? ohh.i did hees..its quite a lot...
guess i really gtta thank the instructors frm inside of me..for everything that they helped..and did. yes. i did it! *nap time!:)-tired.

and of cos
grp C roXS!:)


-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel ACCOMPLISHED!:)

man! i feel like crying ..my munm's so nice...she offer me to buy a new and larger bag. wahhs. but i wont.too lazy and no particular point.jus get this thru and i'm done.. dun wanna have a new bag whivh i'll probably spoli during the camp?(touchwood) yeps.. thanks mum ! but i wont b going to buy=)
-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel

oh my god! i am pissed at myself. cant squeeze the things into my bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hais. pre stc symptom (PSS) wah !!!!!!!!! y cant everyhting jus minimize themselves!and get into that stupid bag !! hais. nt looking forward to it AT ALL! the seams going to break soon and i haven put in the 2 huge loaves of bread and my stinky big foot shoes@@!@!@@ am so deaD! how i wish tmr is NOT tht day.!!!!!!!!!!!!! hais..runing a lil fever, from the whole brunch time under the sun tying the banner. nice nice!:)that's pershap the only thing to b happy abt.,nothg more! haishias. hate it!@@ kill me .bAAAAAAAA
-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel stressed and pissed and angry and irritated

to all those whose gbk i cant sign:


will attempt signing later or tmr. =)
-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel

omg! doomsday's reporting ma'am

xsheeshxxxxxxxxxxxxx
its in 2 days time. points up^
yes i putting it tHERE! there! to remind myself. wat more can i say.am sacared. fear.what ifs.filled my head. but i gtta go there.and do that! yes. i gtta!need to show myself i can do it...and i will(that is if i come back alive.) freaking out.michelle is.i am. who else? add on the list..who's nt:crystal tan. lol
jiayous..am goanna pack.lug home a whole bag (PS:hyperbole used) of food..plus the gas canister. still goanna go back to help hang the banner tmr..might as well hang myslef manns! BE POSiTIVE=) lucia!! hahas.going mad., shall update morre later.

-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel

thank you SHUIYING for signing my gbk !

(ps:i was forced to..haha jking)

i took half a decade to realise... that he's importnt...and i missed him.

-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel ??

the dreaded training yet again tmr. hais. i dun wanna GO! but shall..jiayous.!=)
hopefully i wun die tnmr..so many things i haven do finish..my hmwk..pass amaths,.. look at the skies..jus NOT YET!=)hees.yeps.jiayous luciA!!!! bleaghx..life;s a daily torture.hais


-j a y-chou-r o x s- i AM panicking

ok..figured out how to play music on my blog for the whole morning..yepsd!finally found the script!=) go hear k..its guiji! and the whole thing is quite cool!

-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel accomplished

shall blog whiel doing up my web..was jus trying out with geocities cos i gave up on spacesports.
went army market with yh ...got a whole lot of ppl there.. yuwen,evelyn,yh's sqdm.
me and mic felt so extra...but surprising yh was late! but she was in such a gd mood i wonder y...b4 tt me and mic was busy entertaining ourselves//got ourselves an ice cream near the ICA buliding.. stood opposite the escalator and starting crapping./.played MICHELLE"S game of u now wat? guess the gender of the next person who goes down the escalator.. so stupid..but was laughing aways cos i won all the sessions.. den i modified..the gender of the person to appear frm the escalator..den the colour to appear nxt.. which she won.. lol..hahas den on the way to the army mkt..we were laughing away as usual..like crazy gurls(nt me,,..michelle) hees..yeps..den yh's sqdmate is such a gd bargainer..kept bargaining with the aunti..and the unlces at the beach rd there all got some attitude prob one..hais.. brought home 13or 14 gas canisters,, putting my family in total danger.. hais.
-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel

hahas..jus woke up jus now at ard 8plus. feelin' SO bored.my sis's asleep.hais.shall go pla gunbound in a while..was trying to edit the neopets skin for blogskin...but the whole file is like corrupted or smthg.
decied nt to edit after all.die.i haven train 4 stc. am so dead..hais. stillwondering who fatub.wats up is.!!!
sheesh.tried witing lyrics.noe i cant but aniw.this is a part of guiji
For the last time, i glanced towards
the place that you just were
your everything,i looked on ahd heaved
never seen again

if its the last time that i'll see you
than please dont let me see you even this time
a glance would only bring back more memories
bring back all those memories.

from far away,i look towards you
you are still ever the same
years on and you are still fresh in my mind
ur smile,ur moves and your ways.
-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel nothing

puzzled...real puzzled.. hahas some one left a SWEET lil msg in my gbk and i absolutely have gt no idea whos tt... fatub.wats up. who r u!?!?!? haahs aniw..tts sweet... only thing is i dunno who's tt..aniw. .learnt the left hand of love bc ..for abt 2/3bars..lol..i cant coordinate.. hais./aniw stc menu have to change again.thanks to everyone's *ahem* fave ma'amlike real i shall b nice=) aniw gt slp.. going ikea with cecs tmr.. hope i wont b late
hahas made one more blogskin -grins- gtta train up!!!! soon

-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel puzzled

tried to learn how to play ai zai xi yuan qian ( love in BC) of jay...on the piano.. cant played..think i completely tested liying's n yimin's teaching skills.cos i jus such a ..ahemm.//music know-none. hahas.but i think i manage to figure out abt 10 bars of the score. but only one hand one larrs. hais.nvm=) at least 1. hahas. so fun..but found out tt i'm so SLOW in learning.lol hais..aniw met zhuipe today/ he's so tall..but din talk to him.ym's bf i where gt dere touch..lol..jokin'..
my sis 's at the chalet. hmpf.. hais.aniw gunbound's fun! but addictive..played abt 3/4 games everydy..ahahs notti me..shall go try do some amaths.=) aniw if crystal u reading... jiayous/=) SMILE

[i will smile:) more for i do not know if i cld survive stc]
-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel tired.i wanna sleep soon.

went to ym's hse for drills today. its illeagl...haahs.wateva//but aniw..i feel so stupid today..a whole grp of 10 waited fort 40 mins for me... lemme tell u the STORY..as xiaowen said tt meet at ym's hse..i deceide to wait there..and who noes they were waiting at the yCK mrt ..!i waited and waited and decided to walk out to find them or smthgg..den i somehow got to the seasons condo...took a bus ride which the uncle said wld take me to yck interchange..but knew wat it took me? it took me for a ride ard yimin's neighbourhood!, lalals lor.. and its the same uncle tt asked me if i wanted to board his bus outside ym's hse.. i feel so so so stupid! hais. aniw i went running today.. din run much jus 3/4 rds..cos i kinda cant run lars..hais..gtta train up..n do smthg for a maths n hmwk!! ok..hais.

-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel STUPID!

made my ic today..hais..took a ugly foto.boo. hais..but think is ok liaos lah actually.. considering im so ugly..lol hahahs

-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel sleepy

went 2nd kayaking today. din like the young guy instructor..so XIONG! prefer tt sir last yr one bettter! =( hmpf..hopes he joins us too. but tt xiong guy inst. oso going to ubin wif us.hais. heck lars.
aniw..today i feel slightly accomplished. =) cos i did my rescue..as in gtting in the kayak in the mid of the sea.. in RECORD TIME! ahahs ...did it the first try..am so proud of myself.. shant remind myslef of my horrible fate last yr.. ..hee.s=) so happi..but jus pray tt i dun capsize.. =)yeps n xiaolin came today!yippeS! am a lil black red now..but ok. nice day..wld have been nicer w/o the instr.

-j a y-chou-r o x s- i feel good n burnt