like fishes out of water?

fishy

hahs!
muscle aches! pls tell me im becoming an old woman! and its only like one hour of game and its aching! so lousy! ): ahhh well! aniw its happy happy fun badmintoning! yay. even tho the timing is really really early! was seven, but we change to eight instead!

havent blogged with flickr for quite long. YAY

its new year's eve, so HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. i promised myself i wouldn't dread the coming of the new year (as with age). the year will hopefully be as good, friendships, ties will hopefulyl be strengthen and faith, renewed! i need to think of my new yr resolutions soon! :D

what if it says BLANKED

there's so many things going thru' my mind then, i dont know what to type now.

hahs. internet have been v slow these few days. i suspect its not the earthquake but my com, but aniw its okay becos ive become a tv addict :/

anyhow the new year is coming! its amazing how i'll keep mentioning: i'll do this this in the new year, etc etc...but when actualy the new year is just a few days away.

i dont know why, but my mind's been so heavy. or isit the heart? ah well, i dont quite know. days pass by fine(which i wished for ) but smth's quite missing im sure. i passed by yck station just now and i felt this pang of skriek, fear, emptiness? i cant put a word to it, but its just that sudden feeling that suddenly gaspes me by.

CCC gathering at marina on wed! fivesome affair but loads of fun! (: i think its the company that rock, tho not much of the food. steamboat food seems to be always similar. even tho five seems a lil lonely for an army of originally twelve, but liek liying mentioned, less people,but still as happy (: ilovemyccc

sometimes i feel like really pursuing, doing smth i really like. but then on the other hand is always the money issue. life is a contraiction of the world's extremes, i guess. HEHS

alrite, anyhow BADMINTON early tmr !!! yohooooooo

christmas wishes

(: snail mail says:pls be mr santa and pack my stockings with my nan kids
(: snail mail says:and the whole of bangkok
i can only imagine. says:haha
i can only imagine. says:if i cud, i wud

diana says:lulu!
(: snail mail says:DIANA!
diana says:i miss u!

haha my christmas eve night is happyifying enuff :) plus shopped/talked/ate the entire day away w cecs alr. hah. rest now! i wish i was on a holiday/ am going away for an holiday overseas. wished. but aint. ):

merry christmas, world! (:

faith.

perhaps most time, i lose faith too easily. im sorry for losing faith in this belief that i promise i'll nv abandon. but somehow its the weird feeling that makes lucia an escapist. to be irresponsible, i could have said its innate, but i know its more of the nurture i put myself thr' than anything else that makes lucia the escapist she is. i mean, how difficult is running away when the other options seem so cold, so lone.

sorry mr zhongzhong and ms hoho. i ought to die for not gg! :(

anyhow xlb today! YUMM.

and its amazing how happifying a snail mail can get :) :) :) 100smileys, and more. cos the joy of opening the letterbox and finding a letter(not a bill) addressed to you, is well, very priceless. perhaps this is the sort of priceless things that the mastercard advertisment is referring to. for somethings like these joy, money cant buy. ;)

i hate to promise things but i promise myself i will hold to the faith for as long as i can. and for as long as people dont give up on it as well. even if i dun say so, i qt miss the class. very much in fact.

if christmas is anything, let it be the time i renew my faith in things i believe in. and let it be time i cherish things that i alw took for granted. you go girl. merry christmas! (in 3days! )

but the amazing fact is this yr is perhpas the first yr in a long long time that i ahvent sent out some of my cards by the turn of a twentieth. normally people will complain abt me sending it tooo early. omg i dunno what im doing :( the cards will nv reach in time. but hey, its the though that counts right? hahs. aniw if u dont get an xmas card, its by no fault yours. its just that this culture of snail mailing is quickly and veyr sadly for me, dwindling. hold to the faith in snailmail. i alw think its damn powerful! :) yay

someone nice (:

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someone who i would be cheapo with. someone with all sorts of crazy CHEAPO ideas like going on sushi buffet because then we can order anything (in fact everything) and eat til we die and she would even PLAN her breakfast and dinner to max the use of the buffet, just so we can eat more:) haha. someone who thinks i look good in PINK! omg. someone who could withstand my bullying. someone who, like me, plans to do everything physical straining but never gets to do it (read: run/cycle distances). someone whose dog i've known for eight yrs. but definitely someone who's a thinker, like me!

ladies and gentlemen, this someone is as above, miss cheapskate! ;)

to the league of the trained

someone special is going into army today! our boss!
much as i think going into army aint such a bad idea, considering that protecting the country is an honourable job, but we'll still miss you boss! :D but boss looks good in his new plastic( but not ugly plasticy but good rubberish plastic) black rimed specs! yay yay . we spent his last night out (before entering army lar) eating at the v8 cafe! sigh, pls stay safe! bos's the first i know who's gg in! more more more to come i supposed.

now the cp gang only left two girls in singapore mainland. haha hinho's overseas in hk and boss in tekong. ahh well, we'll gather tgt again, no matter. go boss! and sly jiayou for sunday! :)

ahah! haven blogged for a loong long time! hoho! i cant upload pics cos there's no pics ! ): cam's still with my wongjia! urgh. i promise i'll pass her hte usb soon!

and minyi/my phone is irritating cos we cant receive each others' msges (i suppose so, since she says she msg me many amny times)

haha so incoherent but work is :/ sighh

i met up with jo for our happy dose of fishhy and chips! YAY :) LOVELOVE!! and havent met cecs yet! hee but cecs was really seet cos she msg me on my first day of work to ask abt umm. work. feels really lucky to have osy work in the area cos there's company altho she always bully me! AHA

am abruptly stopping blogging ): cos TV's on and gotta go do secret mission for tmr! :) MISSS