phototrip

on days when:
-i manage to get myself out of hall and stop lazing around; and
-i think i finally may understand why people like hongkong (for the tenth time)

i manage to take one of my better photos of central.its beautiful. pity i live too near the city. but i like the tram + wind.

early morning adrenaline

(i couldnt even last a week :x )
i'm quite excited. i'm blogging this down, not cos of the individual presentation tmr, but cos its the first time I'm up this late, for a long long time, rushing projects. age is indeed catching up. 3am on this and this. i hope im not keeping my floormates up.

did i tell u, i quite like the adrenaline?
even tho i hate rushing projs.

its been so long, i missed u. i hope it lasts. because after tmr (or technically today), there's still tons of readings/ lect notes to catch up on. i don't want to lose you. i dont want another mad rush before the next quiz that's coming up. but u only come when its econs. love never hides. HAHA.

i long for the sunrise at ecp.
i enjoy showing photos of people/events that are significant to me to other people. weird, i know, and i'm just boring them with it. shucks. won't anyone care to hear?
and i dont like my messy table. they reveal the state of my mind. ):
im incoherent.

motivation

the stars gleam and glitter only when the sky is dark. so dont despair in
moments of darkness.

i'm learning
and trying.
still.

shall try not to blog here till all the assignments/projects are done.
a month? haha. GOGOGO! (: jiayou everyone!
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its earth hour this saturday. i shall try my best to conserve energy. not just 830-930pm on the 28th. but every other day in our life. but maybe, with all the lights finally switched off, i can see stars at night in hkg.

PHOTOS GONE ):

i lost some february photos ): RAH. RAHHHHHHH. sad ): BOO that dvd-r.

tons of readings/ reports / presentations. lucia needs to jiayou. dont complain! go go go! shall lock myself in the library and school benches. no diana to entertain me with porky and play the determination game. no jo to randomly msg. no ossie to talk and whine to. no mei to kope seats at woodlands with. no yingu to panic tgt with. u've gotta try even harder to mugg, lu.

but i'm thankful for the singaporegang i've got here. they got me through these few months.

and i really enjoyed the museum trip on monday even though it was info overload. date me, museum buddy, when i'm back! or i'll date you! we've still got a list of museums in singapore to visit!

quote from one of my psy testing proj readings:

happiness is dependent on unhappiness, while unhappiness is hidden in happiness.

and i dont like knowing people are troubed yet cant do a thing to help. couldnt the world be simpler? but would simpler be happier? i dont know. i dont even know myself, how do people know me?

ceiling on happiness.

i always believed that we have a limit on the amount of happiness we can get in a day / in a week. its as if, when u feel extremely happy in one part of the day, or on certain days of the week, the next part wont feel too good. which is why im alw afraid to say i'm v happy.

i'm worried that happiness will run out. ): and whenever i think of this, its cos i'm feeling like my happiness had run out already. heh.

dont know how i'm feeling. but im just waiting for the choc i just ate to take effect. hopefully.

its days like this when u feel like going home.
go lu. jiayou.

hold on to our dreams

i miss my stnicks days ): i miss the school hall, singing our hearts together, cheering.

how sweet (:


hold on to the sound of our friends so joyously singing (: its one of my fave ij song! ij friends, friends for life!

don't

running felt good, esp in the less freezing weather tonight. it cleared my mind, much needed. lu thinks too much of other things, too little of econs and psych ): dont think. dont read into things. i dont want to be too inituitive outside of econs intuition. seriously.

i/o psych today was blah. i dont like being unable to handle tests, regardless of whether my gpa counts, or doesnt count. gotta start getting going. readings are waiting. rmb your resolutions. and i worry for the people hurt by the ntu incidents. it made me suddenly miss school, my econsgang, southspine's mr bean, and the study benches at northspine. all those random aimless walking around school just to escape from studying. haha. and also the very sweet people like crys and minghui who makes me smile myself silly on fb.

dont wait til you lose it to miss it.

i hope you're not waiting for me, cos i'm not worth waiting for.

ace

just wanted to say: i'm so so so so proud of mr pzh! he literally ACEd it (: i'm so proud of him! his GP was even better than me! :/ (theres really smth abt my gp) its this happiness from within, truly happy for someone had a second chance to show his potential. (: YAYNESS.

that finally, and thankfully, its not too late.

i hope its not too late for me to mugg for my monday quiz too. go LU. gogogo! shall go offline!

where no one knows my name.

i'm finally back in hongkong. in the comfort of my room, using my all familiar laptop.

gosh, the past week felt so long. but i'm just glad i am able to be here, to have stayed safe, and to have done something i might never have done if i had hestitated the other day while booking the tickets. i'm sorry i made my family and friends worried! but i'm safe now (: hee

i think i am very blessed and lucky, for i've met so many people who helped me along the way during these 7 days. this trip to kunming/dali/lijiang, i dont know how to sum it all up, except that i'm glad i've seen the ancient towns of dali, lijiang and shuhe (and i like lijiang's most), that i've hiked the tiger leaping gorge (my very only goal), that i've learnt that the world is so big and i'm only so small, and that there's so many people on their real adventure around the world right this moment, i'm just waiting for the time to start mine. (:

shant bore you all with the details of the trip. its not particularly exciting, but i'm just glad i went for it. travelling alone is NOT cool, its scary, in fact. having to fend for yourself and being on a constant lookout for yourself. but i guess thats how we learn, and its how we grow.

europe! wait for me. perhaps then, i wont travel alone. its always good to have someone share the sights.

there's something at the back of my mind, i cant quite figure. argh.

jiayou lu for midterms (: u can do it.