i am stupid.incompetent.lousy. but not my team darling.no faith?just u see

tired. i think i'm always complaining of being tiredf, cos i really am. hehs unit day tmr. sdo, wat does UNIT mean to u? US ritE>everyone one sec 1 s to s4 rite? YES. but arent the ccc ppl part of the unit too? shouldnt we celebrate unti day too> ? itsnt it rite that evryone in the unit ..takes a break, and enjoy on the ONE AND ONLY unit day (per year) . isnt it MORE supposed to b enjoyed especially since this is our last unit day? apparently someone doesnt see the leasdt of the point.at the very least , she doesnt . :(hehs. sheesh. and i heard that someobody dun think e'll make it. *bash* *hit * *kick wall * WHY!WHY! have faith in us darlings. cos we are trying hard.,its just taht u dun seee.. and so therefroe u HAVE no right to say that we wont make it. we will. even if no, we will b proud that at least we tried. and had tried. YOU did nt even make an efort to say jiayou.always hanging out..i dunno wat ./ and there u are pouring cold h2o on us. ? we'll show u wat we can do. and dont u insult my team. just found this meaningful quote. i am stupid.incompetent.lousy. but not my team darling.no faith!?just u see yes. just u see ?/ i'm just so dissappointed in you. u only show how irritating u r.i'm sorry. u r ! baa!~

i'm tired.i wan more hols! but i noe i've gotta chiong fmr now on.enuff of hte net.enuff of food.enuff of sleep. go give ur best my darling lucia. go! u cant always remain slacking ard! and u noe that/ go and give ur best. be it ccc or ur studies. gif it ur best mans!

i'm tired.i wan more hols! but i noe i've gotta chiong fmr now on.enuff of hte net.enuff of food.enuff of sleep. go give ur best my darling lucia. go! u cant always remain slacking ard! and u noe that/ go and give ur best. be it ccc or ur studies. gif it ur best mans!

yays..its da new year./the 2nd day of the cny..and i'm practically stoning at hm..ate breakfast outside. den came home and slacked. sis went out.i stayed at home.. h\surfed thru the foru,.den did up the np website..looks good! :) yays. but not done yet lars.. :hhmm.

the break .

hehs nice timing tdy. due to the cooperative grd of course. the st nicholas desert is not that hard.. . hehs ..may b telling them that.. if i manage to find the courage to. we'll see then. ani record today: 11plus ..did 6 pitches(woah) ..hehs. hppy new yr aniw.. :)wish me well...at least theres a break. for my hands..

saw phs npcc training for ccc oso..at like 7 at night? wah. somehow i was stunned. dunno.but just simply stunned when i saw that they trained .. untuil so late.. cldnt really see the quality lars.but ..looks fast to me. and they were wearing dark blue tee and blakc slacks. woah. hais tired. new yera cele tmr. cya

pics link- one of the hidden thingy there.

i uploaded pics we took after campcraft.. campcraft peeps:)! its herE! :) aww.tired say./ jiayous or look at the link box below

the 'i love weixi' campaign:)

am more sad than tired now. WEIXI is leaving! i dun wan! i hereby proclaim my love for her..pls stay.
i luv weixi ma'am. baa. y must she leave>?when she's SO nice and good.! (whoever dare oppose.. i'll kil u) baa..violence.lol / but i really wan her to stay..her drills sessiom///her dont lookon the floor..no gold theory. its simply.. hais. BAA ..it'll be yh's reign lor. like a bit omg i dunwan only lor.s and i could only BAAA here. mans. frustration. BAA

hehs idnt go school tdy. sore eyes in the morning/ but okay later after i went back n slept .hehs. shall study physics. now. no fooling ard.! muster parade tmr. and cc. baa.

volley today..lotsa fun.
recess trg today. ok lars.practised tying bowline and slip knots. so flimpsy.or at least for my hands. :( hais. but aniw. its okay target: bowline under 5 secs or bith under 10secs. reward:drink frm ms ng. lame lame. hahas. but shll try when i free-er
haois.had amaths retest tdy. shallnt elaborate.. went hm with osy, :) yeps.boring busy day.

campcraft jiayous!

campcraft trg for 2 consectutive days. with like interval of lemme see..abt 15 hrs i guess. baa. i can really reallY feel its strain on my fingers and my entire body.esp when i had to camp in school and its like i slept at 1 to write msgs for my darling class. in the morning some stupid sec 1s came to the gym and made so much noise lor. baa.for the orinetation camp..i practically missed every highlight on it. yes, so heh.only thing is that cheryl is obessed with arongon. or however u spell it. like ~ dots.
hehs and
one diligence ROCKS
i love u guys. actually they r really fine ppl. and fun too:) hope they 'll grow to b even more enthu and active in class. :)gogogo!

camopcraft was like totally ` .. whichever u may llook at it.fri's was like whacking session. went to the supposed st nicholas swamp..but it turned out to b st nicholas rocky mts. yes. so piak chet lor. to keep hitting into rocks. michelle. jiayous!!! cos we must keep findign a spot until we hit it in..nd she tried for 7 times. yes 7 whole times on one instance. ..i tried like 4 times. and the feeling is like ...so frustrating i really wanted to just say 'i quit' .. i just wanted to cry. . hit the peg so hgard but it reaps no result. NONE! mans. i really really hate that feeling. that whacking session practically drained my body. and the supplies in the first aid kit too! hehs. michlelle cant raelly see her inger tips alr. and genivieve perserved till her blister broke. liying also not any better lars her hand. felt bad,..cos i dun really have much blisters. hehs. but the entire 2 days of trg made me flt like -totallyt shagged-
after that whckng session we peg a lil of the tents ..twice for 15 mins each time.obviosuly didnt complete. but..yea. :)den i sorta got a feeling that i wun be corners. but an upright. baa.

(dinner break)
back:) aniw ..today's training reap a lil results lars. at first we got the confirmed position and we did half pitch -ie we pictch until inner is up, and flagpole until they tie finish. just dun erect frst that part. yeps den we continbes to finish lars. timing was like 35mins ?hehs. den had water break. water never tasted so good :) hehswas like lining up at the water cooler three times. cold sweet tasting water! hehs .den after that yuanzhen & gloria maam told us a lil about wat we should do lars.but after a hwile ms ng decided we shld like hands on in case ppl cant imagine. den while we were pitching , they gave instructions lars.:) yz kept telling me wat to do. baa. i'm a bad uprigt. hehs but , yes,with siow yi:)den st first me and sy was like carrying the grd sht and fumbling.hehs., den we laughed... baa. hahas. but yes. i think that made our spirits higher. (plus the h2o breaK OF COS)yeps and we did a full pitch. in RECORD23.03 secs.(maam say shld write down. big improvem:)) ohh.i was timer.shldnt had volunteer:( :) aniw.its ok lars hehes. so happy.our target was 25mins. and i at first tot we cldnt reached it. but we did. abd i think its pretty ok for beginners like us alr...the quality of the tents..at least u can shake n not b scared that it will fall:) so pround of everyone. plus the flagpole guys! :)think their job is tougher than ours. :)but jiayous nonetheless!~ only thgs the stupid twine which is reused over,.. a bit cant untie only lor. A BIT ONLY LORS. hehs. baa! aniw.:)yeps.tired. my finger the center joints feel the tension when i just open my hands flat. and my right wrst feels the strain whenevre i use it, feels so crippled. just now cldnt even close the uncle mobben's the frgde below the drinks there. baa!and i cld hardly press the tap fo the shower.! omg! stupuid me. baa.yeps. ok..so tired.gtg! aniw nyaa netball was fun! :)wehhes! ok. -tired tired-

.random tots.

actually. i'm not sure if i want to join in the very first place.
i've been worrying . for the very fact is that my studies are not good. its nothing fantastic.nothing near there at all. nowhere.and that ...is the living truth.mu studies is barely hinged. and my amaths. clinging to that strand. its pathetic as i have came to understand/ but i alos know there's no way out of this mess , that i've got myself into. NO WAY OUT. mayb the only thing i can do.. is to do my best. my very best . i've got to know and gtta restrict web time. tv time. slping time. and up those studying time to make up. else. i'll be walking myself into a dead track.alone.

drills performance today. tired- my hands feel funny. like got the size of the rifle there alr. lol :) aniw
hais. got into ccc. in c-rious trouble. -baa.. people say they cant see my blog.. hmm..so sad.

new year. yes.i'm so very unprepared. i'm so unwilling to start new term tmr. so very. plus the np activity tmr. baa. jaiyous, lucia. shuiyign just sms ed to remind me abt my amaths again.thanks to all those who ahve been constanty reminding. i have just been not a good gurl that's all. baa. 1 gunbound and off to study.