i had a happy thursday going back to our kampung school for a visit! brings back lots of the familiar feeling, i cant describe to anyone. but its those very familiar feelings, like that of deva ju.

we spent some time mugging back at homeroom. crazy as it sounds, yes. mugg (: and i saw someone who , like mem prefers that warm, isolated bench outside the library! wheets! got to talked to only mdmwoon and mstan! always a source of inspiration for me, everytime i go back.

i havent really mugg this holidays so you know just how dead i am for my quizzes next week! sigh. its back to school tmr again! May everything go well! (: finally met up with steffi and osy for our chongpang dinner + gossip!

HAPPY 19th FONG! promise we'll meet up SOON!

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Originally uploaded by lucia!.

sometimes i wish someone would just lead me by the hand. becos i no loner know how to walk on.

leaving loving knowing

so many things were going on over the weekend, i felt like i hadnt got any rest. truth is, i didnt. i get discouraged that no one else cares anymore. but im glad im always proven wrong in the end.

two parts of an important part of my life is going to leave in two days 0r in 5. im gna feel quite zonked/lost/stony for the next few days. i've already been stoning the whole weekend and today away. i hate it when things change. but im much much more happier for them cos i know the education they received there would be so much more WOAH.

hate < happy

no matter how much we did/didnt enjoy nplife. i do love my sqms a whole lot. there were just so many things to rmb about them. how we survived camps, all the stupid things we do, all the complaints. i guess thats growing up, but hopefully not growing apart. it seem so surreal. it didnt seem that fast. in no time, this week's gna past and i'll be left at the starting line, thinking whr did eveyrone go. overseas. away from home. i guess its gg to be even harder for them. i PROMISE that i wun cry when i send them off. happy faces we all shall be. i know they'll be back :D

perhaps these are the things that taught us how to treasure, how to grow up, how to love more.

happy brunch and bbq (: <3 pls bless my sqdms

i feel like i'm busying myself, doing nothing.
i get stressed and i hate it cos i get panicky.
i hate deadlines cos i get stresed, panic and get nothing done.

and i promise i will complete all my assignments in the one hour left b4 i get out of house.
i need photography therapy.

i am incoherent as usual.
i need to write, with flow.

this is who or what i wan to be

i can write a thousand word blog entry without thinking but i spend more than two days thinking of 100 words with so much mental block and feeling v drained. i can never reach the 250 words by monday ): boo! i dont really want to be anyone or anything else. i just want to me myself, really. mental block, perhaps is just an excuse for not having a good idea. but i use it anyway. stressed people are entitled to lame excuses i hope.

fong! i miss u so much too! ): u never have time for me! argh!

and ossie! HELLO! (:

first 10 K!

haha yay. my first 10k. k for kilometers, not as in ten thousand bucks.

whee! was a good run, the weather was good, although our condition was qt bad. plus we get to run on roads and "dash" past many many red lights! but all thanks to running partner, diana, i survived! ten k now no longer seems so far anymore! i think it was the company that helps! got a few more runs in the next months... jiayou! (:

but now must mugg for some quiz on tues ): how dead am i! boooohoo.

run!

duck race
Originally uploaded by lucia!.

i havent posted pics for some time. so here's one, to cheer everyone up. i went for a mindclearing and refreshing run this morning that puts me in gd mood (: in my new runningshoes that isnt the perfect fit i was looking for, but its the next best alternative already. econs is getting difficult. jiayou!

and fong! im emo cos i dont get to see you for more than a month and i dont have updates on ur life, neither pics of ur room nor any cycling trip to ur hse! im angry! hahah :x