this is who or what i wan to be

i can write a thousand word blog entry without thinking but i spend more than two days thinking of 100 words with so much mental block and feeling v drained. i can never reach the 250 words by monday ): boo! i dont really want to be anyone or anything else. i just want to me myself, really. mental block, perhaps is just an excuse for not having a good idea. but i use it anyway. stressed people are entitled to lame excuses i hope.

fong! i miss u so much too! ): u never have time for me! argh!

and ossie! HELLO! (: