haven been blogging..but that OBVIOUSLY doesnt mean tt i din cum online.. jus din wanna write too any thgs...cos i'll start to b more unhappy abt life, hais. 'o's cuming..i promise i shall nt cum online, only during the 6.30 to 7 prepare to eat dinner slot.. hais..crystal's going to get her fone..n when will mine cum? prob nv. . hais...miss ng tok abt smthg today..mades me think more..later she talked to me..makes me think even more.. king of castle is getting interesting.. mebbe its only those few chpts. lars,.. yars..went back chongfu. was toatlly maluating.. n i shant tok abt it..jus tt the school's a total change frm wat it used to b..sad...din get to see mrs chann=( neither mrs miranda.. really miz themm but the stupid staff rm's LOCKED n OUT OF BOUND,, need a scan card,,to get it.BOOO! nt in a v gd mood. hais i a failure..thru n out=( actually i tot going back to help at the sj..a few days ago.. wait till i have time meebbe. dun even noe if they wan me.. hais

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sometimes i feels good to have a cup of smthg hot on ur table in this kind of weather.raining outside. real heavy thank god i got home fast . is it expressing its feelings on my behalF? hais . dun b lame,lucia.
dun really wanna tok abt it. i hate it.i'm a crybaby.boobleaghzblah. how i love alliteartion. y cant stupid me jus get a grip omn myself.hate ithate it.booboooboobleaghxxx .somehow playg bball din help. had a record bathg time jus now. just stoned think there under the shower... sorry mum for wasting water, its only this once=) hais. my sis went out to haf dinner.leaving me alone at home. with this weather guess i probably have to settle for maggi. maggi nooddles i mean. .. dun wanna tok abt it.feel real bad.its no one's fault..jus mine. MINE, somehow i really feel like giving up. but tt will mean being easily defeated.i want to be none of tt. but at the same time i noe tt i'wld b running away frm reality. i noe i do. i chose to live in a world of NOTHING, cos its so much better of. but i noe that's not good. but i jus haf to settle for dat. n jus tt. dun make sense.jus not much...will think out again later.. n i'm not goana b a crybaby..BOO i've gotta b strong. but i did tried. y cant i just do it? told u i wasnt up to it. y does other ppl can do it so well...but jus not me.?!?!?!? bleaghx, booobbobboboooooooooooobooooo. feel like going for another round of bball .thou my legs ache ..Hais

am so dead.. u guess it.. flunk my amths(.again., its not like i passed 90% of the time thou.. ) i noe eveyone's dissapointed abt this/.. (read:mi) at least i noe i had tried.. i was hoping i cld pass this.but i din eventually.it only boils down to how stupid n lazy i'm.. hais, goanna take da retest.. hais. if only.. i noe ifs wont help.. hais.. dunno.think i'm the Only Few to fail it this time.. i hate it...!! hate to fail..but yet i did.hais. guess i plain non=amaths. got credit for the aust com thing..if only that cld b my amaths result, BooOoooooooo..

hais./ cecs got *0 lor! din raelly sink into me until much longer.. she's the direct opposite of me. gOd! . boOo.she's goanna kill me.hope she does read this.

hais..the others r passed..but a merely borderlined one. still cant rmb my chem marks ..am getting older.. or izzit i din bother much..shall ask ard tmr if ani1 rmbs it..

i noe i only have myself to blame.. but truely i tried liaos. shall try harder ba...=( its nt tt i dun wanna my marks to be good..but it prob. jus cant..hais. hais. life's nv fair. i prob jus get over this tmr.. failing amths had been so frequent tt i dun rmb passing much of the tests..hais..

hahas.// went out shopping yestd. din realli shop for long cos my sister's bf nt feeling and kinda thing yea? but still bought a OxY2 dunno dunno wat t shirt w a devil in front. .looked ard far east for my berms.. but cant realli fin danythg i realli like..mum sponsered our trip.=).supposed to buy for new year(a bit long later) but aniw.. my er jie got a great time shoppin' she bought like 1 pair of pants, 2 tops, 1 sandals in like less tha an hour.. my gOd! she's a real shopper. unlike me..feel so tired whenever i'm shoppin` =)hees.. i'm a lazyb bum u see.. hais ppl say we getting back papers tmr..I DUN WAN! but hais.cant help it lahs..hais..

went kayaking today.with xinhui,yoshi,kezia,n crystal.. great Fun!!!! =) yeaysYahs!! ahha ..ok..trust tt i'll make a short entry..n i'll sum it up fast - FUN! .. but...
yahs its really cool only tt my face now is slightly red..n tt my legs r slightly aching.. n my body is slightly tired only..jus finished uploading the pics i took..but sum private n personal pics r kept lOCKED till Kezia says otherwise.. yes.. but its real fun n stuff.. hahas n although in the start at abt 11? it rained so heavily until 1 plus.. we seek shelter at teh cahngi food court n 'shop' ard at the nothing to shop shophouses... was really bo liao yes..tt's US. i mean themm .nt me yeas.. yup..we ended up , i mean they ended up playing w water.. rite> kids wat..yea.. haha but the weather is relatively ok liao lahs..no major extremes, slight drizzle only at times.. yea.. n so dear yoshi capsized twice.. n me ..none hahas=) refused to aniw.. =)kees
yups.. ok..tt's it..=)hees

noisy in hse... gt some house abive mine happily renovating away...got this hot n lazy mood rd.. yawns*

i'm a free gurl..at least today i feel RELIEVED. its. OVER...really..i've been slightly either nt my usual self or that i'm over my usual slightly crappy n crazy nature. i'm back to normal!! =) yewas.. went ps todayy...im sorry my legs ache..i dont do shoopin as a profession u see... =) *grins* i slack as a profession tt is..hhahas
goanna slack today...=)like i always do even during exams.. hm..dun wan to get back papers thou..ahahhs/ hais..noe i'm not going to pass.like anything? hais.. nvm...
hais..looking forward to kayaking on fri.. yeas.. anyone wanna go oso mus come along..gt m sure v fun one =) hees.. aniw./..gtg do our class blog..some one(read :caiyu) says its pathetic.. boo u! hahas thou i do agree lars..aniw..gtg=)play neopets.. i'm kiddy.. n guai kia

wahah i kinda obsessed with html.. fun..
had a new gbk yeas..
gtg..cya

decided i shall write somethg phillosphical everytime i post..or at least today// tot of smthg real nice but forgot it.. hais. made a slight change to the template..hopefully its more easy to see the words..
starting my crapping session liaos.
ers, do we realise how foolish we r sometimes. and that how fragile we actually r?
how many of us actually do not take our lifes for granted? very few.. its only when one goes thru lotsa ups and down or even a brush with death that we actually do begin treasuring our lifes, ourseleves, the pple around us. y must it be till that stage tt we begin to realise? no idea . i may b able to say thsi now but i only noe myself too well.. i dun rmb it the v nxt moment. cos i oso am only humane. i forget. i take things for granted. and most importantly, i take this life taht i'm living now v.v. for granted. YES. some times it may seem like life's really going thru a real rough patch, but whose life doesnt? ups and downs r there for us to realise our very own presense.cos many of us dun. =) if u feel like dying? u'll only be lettiing down other pple..a lot of ppl./ and most of all URSELF
if u r reading this n feeling real down, come on. everyone wld eventually overcome that .. wondering abt wat someone said to me today.. tt's y i'm able to crap write so much here.. hais.. tests today like =( lor..hais.. must jiayou for ChinesE !!!! all the way ,myself.. !=) lalalas

ahah new template out =) oh no..gtg.. mus go study liao waste spend so much time on palying liaos.. heehehe *grins widely*

am 50% relived that the week has passed..its kinda scary the speed it is going at, i'm goanna b sec4 nxt yr, or so i supposed on the assuption that i wont fail my exams this time and get retained that is,.and that may be highly possible that i fail.Lit today was like OK LOR am so totally flunk it lors.dear.hars..!worte like wrong scene and i'm still happily writng away ..feel so ...cheated by myself.!@BAAAA! n so going to fail it n i dun wan..cos elit supposed to b gd for me..SUPPOSED u see, but doesnt seems that it really is.
3more days , 2 more papers. jiayou..wanna type some crappy stuff liaos..
sometimes we dun realise.how many times are we turning our backs and looking at the past.how many times we realised we should have done BETTER. and it would probably meant that u would be living much better now. maybe. how many have you heard urslef say 'i should have...' . yes how many times? i think we all probably lost count of it long ago. we should have , but we didn't.. tt's the fact.. we dun realise, that everytime we walked so quickly that we so readily forgets to appreciate the things around us. the things we took for granted. jus look at it this way, when u were walking past some pavement, did u realise its beauty? did u even bother to stop n look, n enjoy? u probably won't.but it is when we start losing these things that we take for granted that we would cherish them. but that would have been TOO late.so late. so very late. its no point regreting dears. but we all do. we all make that very mistake of taking smthg for granted.so very wrong.but we r only human.n we ll make tt mistke. perhaps its time we all take time off our busy loads.n start appreciating wat others had done for us n wat beautiful sites there actually are along the way. start is the begining of an end.dears. i'm real crap today.i'm not mad.jus full o crap todayl

amaths down, eng 1 down, 10 more to go..am was ok.at least i din panic..=) hope to pass.=)hopefully. eng..think i had a chance to b out of point hou,haisz