moving!

i'm moving my entries to a far away place for the new year as a trial for a new start!
but i may be back (:

for the past three days,
i composed my own fonts
i met a kind shuttle bus uncle who waited for me to board the bus from qt some distance away (and under darkening skies, so you know how grateful i am!)
results were out. contentment (:
choc fondue
got cheated by the people who said it will be slow jog (ended up panting! how slow is that!)
midnight movie with people who cant stop laughing
suffered from stiff shoulders that doesnt go away ):
saw three korean guys move into hall! (small eyes!)

for ltr,
tutu dinner (:

the year's ending. i dont know what i've really accomplished this year. in fact, i think i just let half a year went by without any feelings (working). im glad im back in school. resolutions at a ltr time.

perhaps the last. perhaps not.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ( :

PERHAPS

Perhaps its cos we've grown up and grown old

Perhaps its cos happiness is running out, not on limitless supply

But, really, perhaps its cos we don't care anymore

That things turned out this way.

We need to be happy, to make ourselves happy.
This world can get quite dark at times
But after the darkness, there'll always be the sunrise. Or so i hope.
December's ending ): I dont quite look fwd to christmas or new year. I havent accomplished enough this year to deserve anything. its sad.

my mind's bogged but i cant exactly say what/why. its this mixture of worries and thoughts and i-dont-know-what.

i'm trying to keep my entries short, really. but cos my grasp of the language is so lousy, i needa use more words to express myself. DANG.

i had steamboat with cecs (: MARINA STEAMBOATS ARE CLOSING DOWN ): ): pretty place where many memories root from. kiteflying, steamboating...

i cycled to fong's hse today. knee's aching. but well worth. (: chow is cute,when she doesnt come near me.

i ny pizzed.

i finally saw sharon au on tv today!

i need a break. a real break pls.

okay, no emo. cos cecs said so. my only excuse is, cos my leg aches. so its making me emo.

this is love

this is love!
Originally uploaded by lucia!.

2205bbq ytd. thanks to all those who organised! finally got to meet up with everyone (: yay! we didnt sleep a wink the entire night and caught the sunrise! and had macs breakfast while waiting for the too. haha! thats how you can get this pic you see above! :D we saw stars too! YAY! reminds me of nan, only less clear and bright! ): i miss nan.

met up with the ps exco after that too for nydc! havent met them for really long cos i was always missing out on outings, i admit! HEE (: but yay. the girls are done with exams and the guys still bogged by army. one yr, just one more yr boss,cp and pres!

sometime in the week i also met up with siyu and jas! my lovely pri sch frens! siyu's away in China now and i didnt get to go send her off cos i was in ecp. really didnt know how to go. i hope she have fun there!!!

sometimes i think i really need to get away from the comfort of home, and go on this big exciting adventure (: that sometime, will come soon. soon, i promise myself. i just needed that push, that motivation. and i must do it. shooting stars aplenty. wait for me pls. i get worried that when i finally get to backpack, the skies would get too polluted by our own wrongdoings that it is nv the same again.i worry, and i WANT my shooting stars aplenty sky. thats y sometimes i get environmentallyfriendly too. (by taking bus/trains instead of car rides even though its twice as long).

thats my way of saving the earth. whats yours?

NOT BAD

NOT BAD
Originally uploaded by lucia!.

1/ i was clearing my worksheets last week (slowly but steadily im trying!) and was reminded of the days when 48% was a not bad even tho it barely was a pass! i think 50 plus was VERYGOOD. of cos, i wasnt that elite group! for CHEM last yr. how bittersweet (:

2/ STARS-ed just now. oh my, the waitlists can go on forever. but yays to THREE econs core!

3/ this week's rather packed, what with 3plus hours journeys to and fro from hall. BEN AND JERRYS ytd with sherm & pj ! wohoo! icecream with CHUNKS

4/ i've borrowed books from the library! (fiction! in case u were thinking otherwise, like econs) gotta get myself back to reading. saya gemar membaca buku cerita!

sometimes when i put myself in the shoes of foreigners, i do want to feel welcomed and included in the local circles if i were in a foreign country, wont i? but why aint i doing just that?

do we get too comfy in our comfort ? we forgot those onlookers on the borders.

remind me to love

becos for the longest time, i've been trying.

10k tmr (: may all things go well. stitches unwelcomed.

ive jus backread my posts again. i think i sounded suicidal during the pre a's period. but then again, i sound suicidal ever so often.