我的以為 只是我以為

我以為終究妳會慢慢明白
他的心 已不在妳身上
我的關心 妳依然無動於衷
我的以為 只是我以為

我以為我的溫柔能給妳整個宇宙
我以為我能全力
填滿妳感情的缺口
專心陪在妳左右
彌補他一切的錯
也許我太過天真
以為奇蹟會發生

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looking at the sister's and mh's travelling photos really ignite this random impulse inside me to go travelling now. like right now. i may miss those high buildings and narrow streets, the unfamiliar dialect, random feelings, jidanzai and the company of the hkgang a whole lot, but i know it's time to explore new grounds when the greenbackpack makes its next travel. to be brave enough to get lost again. to be uncaring enough to see things as they are, not as i presume them to be. to wander and not know where i'm going.

okay time to stop watching/ thinking. time to start fyping again! may it be a good final sem for me, and a good sem for the sister too. jiayou (:

“One’s destination is never a place, but a new way of seeing things.” (Henry Miller)

19th january

请你加油，我相信你可以的 (:

也请我加油，快乐和努力一点儿

努力地过得快乐， 快乐地用功努力

readings :D

have been reading quite a bit this holidays. and i really enjoyed lazing at home, just busy reading. in books, one enter into another world with the characters, away from the world you think you live in. some random lovely quotes from the books i've read:

Knowing and feeling are two different things. And feeling is what counts.

And in my own imperfect way, I loved her.

People and places and feelings kept slipping away from me.

i concur. people, places, feelings. wants, happiness, thoughts. they never seem to stay with me. the happiness cap hypothesis.

hypothesis. gosh. reminds me that i must really do something about projf soon! stop procrastinating, lu. really thankful for my much more efficient groupmates. i really am.

and you keep hurting, again and again. until it gets to the point when you're numb. and then you stop hurting, because you can no longer differentiate between being hurt or otherwise

twentyeleven

some friends, you know that they are friends forever. (:
a series of meetups at the beginning of twentyeleven, after having missed them for much of twentyten. really happifying. diana, econsgang, cecs&peck tutucians, hkgang. growing old, i truly believe that one don't need many good friends; just a few close ones with whom you can pour your entire heart out to :)

in twentyeleven, i just hope everyone stay safe and healthy.
it's gonna be a year of changes and a very important year as well. i just hope i'll figure things out eventually, and stay happy all the way. jiayou.