ok, time for a proper post now. my flu came and went, so did CNY. muts pia homework yet again. its a boring routine. but its a must, like i always think, at least do a bit, so the teachers have lesser possiblilty of scolding you. :) haha. oh and i bought my pony green shoe, dajie sponsered!
my com feels like its ahnging every other moment nowadays. dunno if its too much large pics or the video or the virus? hais :( but i have almost finsihed the vid! (: wheeeee. im broke sighsigh. i just realise this blister on myleft foot the first toe. hpefully it wun be that bad, still can run for xtry. not that im exactly looking forward to 4th feb, or macritchie for that matter, im qt scared of macritchie actually. but. at leats friday's a halfday! (:
vday coming! brain jucies prepare! gtta think out smth to give
and my sis bday too! dajie. haha
Jan 29, 2006
Jan 26, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL! YOU DEAR OLD GIRL! love u loads! (: stay PRETTY n HAPPY n fit! (im vvv sure abt the last point, no doubt!) kayaking SOON!
HEYHEY i love school today. only cos TMR is a short day! only phys lab n BREAK den concert and HOME! (: (: vvvvvvv (to the power of n) tired. but alas THE LONG BREAK IS COMING. i cant stress how grateful i am that cny is jus ard the corner, providing me with a long awaited chance to REST! whee
shucks i think im having flu ): soon. hopefully not. i cant wait to OPEN THE BAK KWA! i haven ate it in 48576264510466658778591 hours! haha. really long, you get the point.
schools ben okay. im REALYL sorry to minli for not helping much in gp everytime! HAHA
osy i missssssssssssss youuuu! omg omg i haven seen u for damn long. where are you? HOHO. (ps: totally random)
happy newyear. its a chore blogging often with piles of homework. sighs. break= excuse for teachers to PILE on homework. btw mrs siva DAMN SWEET! she msg the class wishing us happy new yr! (: aww. i miss her. i miss interactive gp lessons. alas, intellectually challenging lessons lik that of ms tan is not bad too. ms tay is nice too! ok, gp tchers i have are all qt nice! :) i feel happy tdy except for the exceptionally high number of ppl who smoke near me tdy. ANTISMOKERS!
HEYHEY i love school today. only cos TMR is a short day! only phys lab n BREAK den concert and HOME! (: (: vvvvvvv (to the power of n) tired. but alas THE LONG BREAK IS COMING. i cant stress how grateful i am that cny is jus ard the corner, providing me with a long awaited chance to REST! whee
shucks i think im having flu ): soon. hopefully not. i cant wait to OPEN THE BAK KWA! i haven ate it in 48576264510466658778591 hours! haha. really long, you get the point.
schools ben okay. im REALYL sorry to minli for not helping much in gp everytime! HAHA
osy i missssssssssssss youuuu! omg omg i haven seen u for damn long. where are you? HOHO. (ps: totally random)
happy newyear. its a chore blogging often with piles of homework. sighs. break= excuse for teachers to PILE on homework. btw mrs siva DAMN SWEET! she msg the class wishing us happy new yr! (: aww. i miss her. i miss interactive gp lessons. alas, intellectually challenging lessons lik that of ms tan is not bad too. ms tay is nice too! ok, gp tchers i have are all qt nice! :) i feel happy tdy except for the exceptionally high number of ppl who smoke near me tdy. ANTISMOKERS!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL! YOU DEAR OLD GIRL! love u loads! (: stay PRETTY n HAPPY n fit! (im vvv sure abt the last point, no doubt!) kayaking SOON!
HEYHEY i love school today. only cos TMR is a short day! only phys lab n BREAK den concert and HOME! (: (: vvvvvvv (to the power of n) tired. but alas THE LONG BREAK IS COMING. i cant stress how grateful i am that cny is jus ard the corner, providing me with a long awaited chance to REST! whee
shucks i think im having flu ): soon. hopefully not. i cant wait to OPEN THE BAK KWA! i haven ate it in 48576264510466658778591 hours! haha. really long, you get the point.
schools ben okay. im REALYL sorry to minli for not helping much in gp everytime! HAHA
osy i missssssssssssss youuuu! omg omg i haven seen u for damn long. where are you? HOHO. (ps: totally random)
happy newyear. its a chore blogging often with piles of homework. sighs. break= excuse for teachers to PILE on homework. btw mrs siva DAMN SWEET! she msg the class wishing us happy new yr! (: aww. i miss her. i miss interactive gp lessons. alas, intellectually challenging lessons lik that of ms tan is not bad too. ms tay is nice too! ok, gp tchers i have are all qt nice! :) i feel happy tdy except for the exceptionally high number of ppl who smoke near me tdy. ANTISMOKERS!
HEYHEY i love school today. only cos TMR is a short day! only phys lab n BREAK den concert and HOME! (: (: vvvvvvv (to the power of n) tired. but alas THE LONG BREAK IS COMING. i cant stress how grateful i am that cny is jus ard the corner, providing me with a long awaited chance to REST! whee
shucks i think im having flu ): soon. hopefully not. i cant wait to OPEN THE BAK KWA! i haven ate it in 48576264510466658778591 hours! haha. really long, you get the point.
schools ben okay. im REALYL sorry to minli for not helping much in gp everytime! HAHA
osy i missssssssssssss youuuu! omg omg i haven seen u for damn long. where are you? HOHO. (ps: totally random)
happy newyear. its a chore blogging often with piles of homework. sighs. break= excuse for teachers to PILE on homework. btw mrs siva DAMN SWEET! she msg the class wishing us happy new yr! (: aww. i miss her. i miss interactive gp lessons. alas, intellectually challenging lessons lik that of ms tan is not bad too. ms tay is nice too! ok, gp tchers i have are all qt nice! :) i feel happy tdy except for the exceptionally high number of ppl who smoke near me tdy. ANTISMOKERS!
Jan 24, 2006
woah its fast. already tues!
CAMPCRAFTERS UNITE! last minute steamboat ytd tho it was supposedly tdy! haha! we had 66.66666% for j2s! j1s ought to fan xing fan xing! oh man, i think w/o campcraft, my life would be idle. like very idle. whether its two yrs back or now, its the same. seeing them peg, i REALLY REALLY wanna go for another pitch. lets not care how lousy it maybe. our kills WILL remain, and time doesnt matter! just give me one day of pitch please! ): stupid liying reminded me of that moment two yrs ago, something that i hadnt been able to bring myself to let it into my thoughts unconciously. ok, consciously. cos ive been v v v reluctant to rmb that incident. but the mere mention of it makes me HAIS. its jus that snap, else we would have boasted entering the finals im sure! sigh. i hate mentioning it but i noe i must face up to it one day. but alas, its god's test for us, and .. i hope for the best for ccc06. couldnt commit much for them, jus occasional dropbys. but ive tried my best ehh! mingli ma'amm rocks. (: OK! CCC pitch one day soon alrites.
life's boring, im drained. im getting happier by the day knowing CNY is coming. not cos i love visiting houses, not cos of angbaos (tho i wan angbaos! ) but cos its a time for rest at least! :D i wan that PONY SHOE!
CAMPCRAFTERS UNITE! last minute steamboat ytd tho it was supposedly tdy! haha! we had 66.66666% for j2s! j1s ought to fan xing fan xing! oh man, i think w/o campcraft, my life would be idle. like very idle. whether its two yrs back or now, its the same. seeing them peg, i REALLY REALLY wanna go for another pitch. lets not care how lousy it maybe. our kills WILL remain, and time doesnt matter! just give me one day of pitch please! ): stupid liying reminded me of that moment two yrs ago, something that i hadnt been able to bring myself to let it into my thoughts unconciously. ok, consciously. cos ive been v v v reluctant to rmb that incident. but the mere mention of it makes me HAIS. its jus that snap, else we would have boasted entering the finals im sure! sigh. i hate mentioning it but i noe i must face up to it one day. but alas, its god's test for us, and .. i hope for the best for ccc06. couldnt commit much for them, jus occasional dropbys. but ive tried my best ehh! mingli ma'amm rocks. (: OK! CCC pitch one day soon alrites.
life's boring, im drained. im getting happier by the day knowing CNY is coming. not cos i love visiting houses, not cos of angbaos (tho i wan angbaos! ) but cos its a time for rest at least! :D i wan that PONY SHOE!
Jan 21, 2006
it have been qt a bad week.
only up thing: ITS SATURDAY (:
i dun like to be classified into anything, esp anything that i am not. nono, i dun tok much, nono, i dun like interacting w ppl n be enthu.
i am qt autisitic. i dun like toking to people. not anymore. have i lost faith in the human race? no, i jus lost faith in some people.
i get ignored. but i do not bother much already i guess. since i think im being ignore, ignoring means they wun even bther.
i received this sms from aiping to seek ppl to donateblood. am v tempted .but the pain and needles jus turns me away. sighsigh.
prays for thaddeus! (: get well soon.
only up thing: ITS SATURDAY (:
i dun like to be classified into anything, esp anything that i am not. nono, i dun tok much, nono, i dun like interacting w ppl n be enthu.
i am qt autisitic. i dun like toking to people. not anymore. have i lost faith in the human race? no, i jus lost faith in some people.
i get ignored. but i do not bother much already i guess. since i think im being ignore, ignoring means they wun even bther.
i received this sms from aiping to seek ppl to donateblood. am v tempted .but the pain and needles jus turns me away. sighsigh.
prays for thaddeus! (: get well soon.
Jan 20, 2006
happiness is KEY!
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones. You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish. You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody! You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
happiness is KEY!
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones. You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish. You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody! You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
Jan 16, 2006
whoo. tired. rushed and all.
homework tons alot. phys timed prat tmr? i dun even have time to revise for it. thank god for tutorials this morning that helped a lil i hope, wish n pray. maths homework. rush rush. gp rushrush. chem RUSH literalyl every monday for PE! sighs. ECONS ): hurrs.
went back SN again. im glad ccc still rocks. (: jiayous!
clasbirthday went passed in a flash. im glad to see my ohfivesixoh peeps! (: tho doubt i'll see them in a longg time. haahs.
JIAYOU LU! its only... monday! hurr! look forward to ccc on fri again!
homework tons alot. phys timed prat tmr? i dun even have time to revise for it. thank god for tutorials this morning that helped a lil i hope, wish n pray. maths homework. rush rush. gp rushrush. chem RUSH literalyl every monday for PE! sighs. ECONS ): hurrs.
went back SN again. im glad ccc still rocks. (: jiayous!
clasbirthday went passed in a flash. im glad to see my ohfivesixoh peeps! (: tho doubt i'll see them in a longg time. haahs.
JIAYOU LU! its only... monday! hurr! look forward to ccc on fri again!
Jan 13, 2006
hohohohohoo! ccc tdy again! im glad ppl are more morally high! morale means the world to me cos i always feel that it does make an deciding factor between performing and failing. a great one. gogogo ccc OHSIX! (: aint a full time trainer but the only reason why im still lugging my heavy school back and going back is cos i felt i need to 1. keep my promise of commitment two years ago and 2. i felt i needed to give back the sense of satisfaction and joy campcraft brought me. no kidding! (: jus ask most ccc mems they'll tell u training is great fun! (of cos rite, with me ard)
ok, enuff of ccc. sqdmates who r CIs! jiayou dun puke blood.chill! (:
conformity makes me sick. sick and tired of plainly sticking around.
i duno. i dun like to conform, conform to grps of ppl. nowadays i find myself getting a bit weird? ok, ive always been weird but weirder since nano. if i find myself getting to close to this person, its instinctive to get away. i dunno why. i jsu hate ppl to stick tgt when they dun lik it. sighsigh. watever!
i saw this GREEN pony shoe just now its so pretty i jus LOVE IT! im like walking past it and i saw and im like WOAH! so pretty! (: sighsigh. sixtybucks. ):
ok, enuff of ccc. sqdmates who r CIs! jiayou dun puke blood.chill! (:
conformity makes me sick. sick and tired of plainly sticking around.
i duno. i dun like to conform, conform to grps of ppl. nowadays i find myself getting a bit weird? ok, ive always been weird but weirder since nano. if i find myself getting to close to this person, its instinctive to get away. i dunno why. i jsu hate ppl to stick tgt when they dun lik it. sighsigh. watever!
i saw this GREEN pony shoe just now its so pretty i jus LOVE IT! im like walking past it and i saw and im like WOAH! so pretty! (: sighsigh. sixtybucks. ):
Jan 10, 2006
my blog have become my rantings
i hate to say, but i find my eveyr paces getting faster back to pre BNR times ):
i feel sad. i needa slow down.
but then again, there's homework to rush. tuorials to do. lects to attend. life's beeseyyyy. and fri there's CCC (: whee. i wished tent still exists , for the millionth time im dreaming...
jiayous.
i feel sad. i needa slow down.
but then again, there's homework to rush. tuorials to do. lects to attend. life's beeseyyyy. and fri there's CCC (: whee. i wished tent still exists , for the millionth time im dreaming...
jiayous.
Jan 9, 2006
changes? eeyeerr!
lew jus said tdy that she like things that changes. my immediately reaction: NO! i hate changes. i dunno since when, but there's this deep seated hatred for, and of changes in me. i knwo thats unhealthy, impractical and delusive. but know what? i hate to change my mindset so much that i dun CARE! :P
cccOHSIX jiayou! i really hope and its truely my deepest wish that u guys feel something strongly for ccc. really, its all about the spirit! :) the CAMPCRAFT SPIRIT (tho tent have highly mutilated) :(
sigh crap. tmr hols and i bet it'll be one while rush for homework. mayb drop by queensway to get soem stuffs but bet i'll be super lazzy! HOHO!
cccOHSIX jiayou! i really hope and its truely my deepest wish that u guys feel something strongly for ccc. really, its all about the spirit! :) the CAMPCRAFT SPIRIT (tho tent have highly mutilated) :(
sigh crap. tmr hols and i bet it'll be one while rush for homework. mayb drop by queensway to get soem stuffs but bet i'll be super lazzy! HOHO!
Jan 8, 2006
this week is crazy. crazily busy.
tons of ppl miaing.
but lessons still are okay.
and even more so peaceful.
or maybe its just my mind,
becoming more peaceful after nano. (:
nano outing to mslee's husband- francislee's kill 'em all/love 'em all closing party. wayy cool! i wished i could be as famous(and GOOD) a photographer as he is! DREAM ON MAN! me n sherm's wish is to win jus ONE , ONE photog com. dun need prizes, jus ONE. :( wonder whether it may EVER come true!
seeing the aj orientan this week reminded me of my won orientation. jc orientatn as in O1. sixohsixoh.
nothing have changed, yet somethings aint quite the same.
siaosiao wont u agree? sigh i miss ppl but perhaps you're right... no one bothers anymore. just NOT. anymore. sighsigh. i mightn even be returning to visit ): sighsighs. ive even forgotten how to cheer. or a mayb its just purpose forgottence.
ilovehongli! (: totally random
tons of homeowrk ): i must FOCUS this year.
ccc tmr! cant wait to see jnrs. sigh, its a reminder of another sad event held back in mind. gogog CAMPCRAFT!
WE.... come from the greatest team we come from SNG
we ae the members of the GREAT GREAT team
we fight for victory we fight for glory
we fight for the spirit ever known before
CLANG CLANG CLANG CLANG
glory glory for SNG (threetimes)
as the girls go pitching on on on!
i suddenly misses laowang.
tons of ppl miaing.
but lessons still are okay.
and even more so peaceful.
or maybe its just my mind,
becoming more peaceful after nano. (:
nano outing to mslee's husband- francislee's kill 'em all/love 'em all closing party. wayy cool! i wished i could be as famous(and GOOD) a photographer as he is! DREAM ON MAN! me n sherm's wish is to win jus ONE , ONE photog com. dun need prizes, jus ONE. :( wonder whether it may EVER come true!
seeing the aj orientan this week reminded me of my won orientation. jc orientatn as in O1. sixohsixoh.
nothing have changed, yet somethings aint quite the same.
siaosiao wont u agree? sigh i miss ppl but perhaps you're right... no one bothers anymore. just NOT. anymore. sighsigh. i mightn even be returning to visit ): sighsighs. ive even forgotten how to cheer. or a mayb its just purpose forgottence.
ilovehongli! (: totally random
tons of homeowrk ): i must FOCUS this year.
ccc tmr! cant wait to see jnrs. sigh, its a reminder of another sad event held back in mind. gogog CAMPCRAFT!
WE.... come from the greatest team we come from SNG
we ae the members of the GREAT GREAT team
we fight for victory we fight for glory
we fight for the spirit ever known before
CLANG CLANG CLANG CLANG
glory glory for SNG (threetimes)
as the girls go pitching on on on!
i suddenly misses laowang.
Jan 3, 2006
what happiness is key? this year's just gna be CRAZY! i can feel it from day 1
sigh. jiayoujiayou i guess ): ):
ohh.
HAPPINESS YESYES :) :) :) sighsigh life's back to a rush. wheres all the wishes come true for life to be paced like in bannamree? hurr
but i made an effort to say HELLO to all nanopeeps. seeing them makes me happy! (:
sigh. off to do homework. un even talk abt finishing them! ): JIAYOU!
Jan 1, 2006
optimism to start it off
the new year, if anything, is scary. unknown. looming?
having said that, today being new year's first day, i shall TRY to approach it with some optimism and faith that i can go through this year, safe sound happy and well. (:
the past yr calls for reflections!
*i'm glad to be part of 2205 and 05ssixoh! two of the nicest classes! (:
*im glad to be inspired by Jay's music, and also sidetracked to MAYDAY's! (: i just realise that for the past year, i had neglected many of his past works that have inspired me thus far. hearing and listening to them again today still brings the exact smiles and optimism it brought years back! JAY FOREVER!
*I HAVENT GONE KAYAKING. that have got to be the greatest regret! it SHALL NEVER REPEAT! i must go kayaking soon
*i need to be less bothered about certain stuufs and stay HAPPY! happiness shall be my TOP pripority this year 2006! heck with people's attitudes lu!
*STAY CHEERFUL! ive receuved countless newyear greetings to ask me to stay cheerful and so i shall! (: (:
*im glad to have still kept in contact with my limited pri school friends! shall get a gathering going soon! i miss jas and minyi and yadayada ppl from sixC!
*im glad that osy wj mich yoshi crys cecx xh pecks kez have remained very close to my heart and they shall continue to be!
*im thankful to god for the opportunities He gave me to grow, and i shall rmb that no matter what difficulties it may be, there is always reason behind it and all i have to do is follow my heart and do my best and it shall all turn out fine
*im glad to be a maths rep! at least that made me WANT to complete maths homework! (doing hmwrk for one subj is better than doing none! :P )
*im glad to have nice caring teachers commited to helping me and motivating me along the way! i hope my luck here continues tho!
*im glad to have busstoppers shumin oli su to accompany me on the beautiful walk into school!
*im glad to have ran a xctry! i hope to do well next yr tho its a drag. its long tiring and draining tho ):
*i wan to continue running and loving running. i shld keep to my evening runs to clear my mind!
*im glad to be part of nanofive! i wan to keep intouch with EVERYnano member and bear in mind the unspoken lessons ive leanrt in nan
*i wan to cherish friends and be a good one to them and accpet ppl for who they are, not expect them to behave by what i expect them to. (sigh, there's much to learn in this )
*i wan to be more patient with the kids at yangzheng becos learning maybe a difficult process for some, even if we dun see it. different people leanr differently,and we shld make them conform to the MEMORISING way. patience patience!
*i wan to improve my photography skills and take photos that i am proud of. i wan to be confident of my skills and have faith and confidence in myself that the photos i take would be nice! (ms lee said that! :) shes my biggest inspiration in photography.) and be more commited to ps.
*i wan to continue loving stnicks! and be commited to snnpcc ccc! (: WHOSSH! gogogo campcraft! i hope they carry my dreams where ive eft it two years back.
*i wan to remain hopeful happy faithful joyful cheerful and smile from deep down everyday of my life!
*and lastly i want 2006 to end with no regrets, just tons of partying cos As would be over by then.
and for now, i want to treat myself better! (: (: (:
and complete my homework :( HAHA
HAPPYNEWYEAR world!
having said that, today being new year's first day, i shall TRY to approach it with some optimism and faith that i can go through this year, safe sound happy and well. (:
the past yr calls for reflections!
*i'm glad to be part of 2205 and 05ssixoh! two of the nicest classes! (:
*im glad to be inspired by Jay's music, and also sidetracked to MAYDAY's! (: i just realise that for the past year, i had neglected many of his past works that have inspired me thus far. hearing and listening to them again today still brings the exact smiles and optimism it brought years back! JAY FOREVER!
*I HAVENT GONE KAYAKING. that have got to be the greatest regret! it SHALL NEVER REPEAT! i must go kayaking soon
*i need to be less bothered about certain stuufs and stay HAPPY! happiness shall be my TOP pripority this year 2006! heck with people's attitudes lu!
*STAY CHEERFUL! ive receuved countless newyear greetings to ask me to stay cheerful and so i shall! (: (:
*im glad to have still kept in contact with my limited pri school friends! shall get a gathering going soon! i miss jas and minyi and yadayada ppl from sixC!
*im glad that osy wj mich yoshi crys cecx xh pecks kez have remained very close to my heart and they shall continue to be!
*im thankful to god for the opportunities He gave me to grow, and i shall rmb that no matter what difficulties it may be, there is always reason behind it and all i have to do is follow my heart and do my best and it shall all turn out fine
*im glad to be a maths rep! at least that made me WANT to complete maths homework! (doing hmwrk for one subj is better than doing none! :P )
*im glad to have nice caring teachers commited to helping me and motivating me along the way! i hope my luck here continues tho!
*im glad to have busstoppers shumin oli su to accompany me on the beautiful walk into school!
*im glad to have ran a xctry! i hope to do well next yr tho its a drag. its long tiring and draining tho ):
*i wan to continue running and loving running. i shld keep to my evening runs to clear my mind!
*im glad to be part of nanofive! i wan to keep intouch with EVERYnano member and bear in mind the unspoken lessons ive leanrt in nan
*i wan to cherish friends and be a good one to them and accpet ppl for who they are, not expect them to behave by what i expect them to. (sigh, there's much to learn in this )
*i wan to be more patient with the kids at yangzheng becos learning maybe a difficult process for some, even if we dun see it. different people leanr differently,and we shld make them conform to the MEMORISING way. patience patience!
*i wan to improve my photography skills and take photos that i am proud of. i wan to be confident of my skills and have faith and confidence in myself that the photos i take would be nice! (ms lee said that! :) shes my biggest inspiration in photography.) and be more commited to ps.
*i wan to continue loving stnicks! and be commited to snnpcc ccc! (: WHOSSH! gogogo campcraft! i hope they carry my dreams where ive eft it two years back.
*i wan to remain hopeful happy faithful joyful cheerful and smile from deep down everyday of my life!
*and lastly i want 2006 to end with no regrets, just tons of partying cos As would be over by then.
and for now, i want to treat myself better! (: (: (:
and complete my homework :( HAHA
HAPPYNEWYEAR world!
