Sep 30, 2006
fill my world!
i'm in a listening to chirpy english songs mood. drummy guitar-ish pianoly songs like 'Fill my little world' and 'How to save a life'. the music sounds happy enuff at least! i just randomly click on the songs from their titles, not knowing how they actually sound, and they sound good! :) good judgement. i like to share my holdings of nice english songs cos i have limited, so must flaunt! HOHO
i like the way you hold back my hand and give me elbow aches.classies jiayou! we can do As. we can get As. ;) all results back except for gp, which im fearing! AHHH.
wongjia's bday TODAY! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! stay unglam cos i like! red cos its your fave colour!!! :)
another eighteen kid to be. sigh, growing up is... fearful. let's all just feel seventeen. weekends ahead! tons of mocks to study for. must start studying alr ): no excuses ): gogogo everyone!
by apparently not listening, its not not caring. by not asking, its not ignorance. its just for a simple fact that eveyrone have their preferance. who to confide in, who not to. i never like to pursue too much into what people dont wna say, cos i dun like people to ask deeper than i'd like to. there're many things that i would prefer to keep to myself to, many things that i'd prefer not let spoil my day. many things that i'd rather not trouble others with. whatever more is that i believe i can solve problems, and i need to solve my own problems. no other way about that. even though we do need some helping hand along the way, the efforts' got to be our own, to a large extent!
FILL MY LITTLE WORLD! :D
Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you're going to realise (I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up, right up
Sep 28, 2006
pasta and pizza and many many!
i dont youtube often but this vid is damn exciting la! :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=voxxTCRs7sc
Sep 27, 2006
meeting up.

guitar scores
i swear its not a bad day, much as the day have been bad to me.
one of those ultra large photo album fell right onto my foot when i pressed it against the table, not knowing its only half balanced on the edge of the table ): and the album’s not light ); ouch!
but ytd was a lot better (: met up with cecs and pecks aft some confusion btw me and peck the confused! had a great time just catching up with each other and hearing their nj stories. hahs. meeting minyi tmr for yummy food again! and hopefully shuiying too if she can afford me some time finally! feels like the meeting up with people week this week and i really love the girls i’m meeting up with. there was supposed to be another happyfying meeting up with sixoh girls but i didn’t make it. and tmr there’s supposed to be anth iceskating trip (tho i cant) with crys and gang but ... ): tho i know aft this week its back to mugg alr!
ytd was class civics. the last class civics we’ll have as a class in the class homeroom 133! mdm woon asks us write smth for some classmates, some major event we'll cherish, some memories we can read down the road, but until now i haven finish yet! i fell asleep last night wanting to write. it was v sweet, like last yr where johnng made us play the paper-on-the-back game, it was way fun!
quite rants:
everyone was v sweet too! i have good classies!
havent used flickr for a while! i want a new cam! :(
results arent fully back yet, i'm still holding on to faith that my gp wun be bad :( pray hard! jiayous!
Sep 25, 2006
reads (:
did u ever realise that if u're on a crowded train and you dont hold anything, you can actually be more stable den if u held onto some support first before letting go? maybe its jus me, but thats what i discovered. hohs. maybe its cos w/o any support, u surely must try ur best to be stable, but with the support, you actually know that u can be more stable w/o depending v much on urself, and would be tempted to just hold to the support. amazing sometimes, what wraped theory i can come up with.it can be quite philosophical if you think about it. but i dun yet know how to elaborate.
start of term4 today, albeit it being two weeks late. starting terms have always been a lil scary, and a lil taunting. but nv overlook the exciting part, of course. :) there's only threeweeks with the class now, i just realise, i want to make every effort to stay on course and make someone's day, anyone's day, by not being moody and easily affected, but just being myself and being happy most times. its of course, a lil superficial? a lil shallow? a lil i-dunno-what. but being happier is priority now, so nothing else matters as much.
i always feel like crying when i read finish a book. i finished 'shakespeare can wait' by this local author, i dont have my book now. but its tears-inducting at the back, when a charcater, a bad-boy looking but kind inside kind of student, got into the waywards towards the end. :( good book! i love good reads. books are so much more engaging that tv and the internet. i shall finish this current book and stop. cos reading is v addictive. like i suppose drugs are. only that one is good(or at least better but not necessary the best like in the case of negliging ur work) , and the other bad.
tmr's mavis's birthday (26sept)! even if she dun see this, i'll still want to say: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAVIS! lucia misses u alot. :)
and the day aft tmr's minyi's birthday: (27sept)MINYI! happy EIGHTEEN birthday. time u grow old darling! :)
Sep 24, 2006
school's tmr! ahhh! but i enjoyed my usual (but now defunct and v ancient) rush-free, relaxing weekend alot alot. wun have much of these weekends anymore, sadly. just lazing ard hse, watching tv, playing the guitar, cleaning up my room/table, filing up worksheets, cleaning away dust, looking thru yearbooks/letters/notebooks, spending bonding time w my guitar and fingers, surfing the net, and READING A BOOK. basically doing things i like, and commitment free time. i love!
i borrowed three books, greedy greedy me. i've started on this local novel called 'shakespeare can wait' about a teacher's time and his experiences on teaching lit in the early days at a neighbourhood sch where students seem uninterested in lit and english, but actually its really the non-commitment of other teachers that caused it. really interesting considering lit is a fave subject. almost done reading it! :) finally a good read!
Sep 23, 2006
mighty bean spirit! <3
I AM FREAKING ANGRY! :( I HATE IT WHEN SOME IRRITATING SNOB FROM THE DEVELOPING SHOP CROP AWAY MY PHOTO WITHOUT EVEN TELLING ME AND IN THE FIRST PLACE I ALR CHOSEN THE 'FIT' OPTION DEN THEY TELL ME THAT GOT NO FIT'. yes tell me abt irony pls. they ask u to choose the options den they tell you, no no, got no choice one! ARGHHH i am v v v angry! i feel like killing that woman! what does she know abt the signifcance of the photo to think that the com/her is capable at cropping for me! ARGH! murder instincts. keep away. aniw, dun go to those shops that says 25cents for each 4r photo! they cheap ur money by thinking they're pros and crops away ur photos! and den u'l feel like killing them aft u received the photos. minli had a similar experience at anth branch too. the first time i feel like saying WTH. BAHH spoils my cosy saturday mood. doesnt help that that woman got attitude prob right at the start! I AM ANGRY. tahts y hen shops get digitalised in their developing, they suck.
liying's msg came timely! thank you for ur timely reminder! the mighty bean spirit! i'll nv let such trival (but expensive stuff) get me down. i love and miss u liying!!!!
in many cases i've seen
jay was on tv playing bball ytd! WHEE thanks to my dearest baguamate, i got to know that and i stayed up til 1.30am tiday to watch! so shuai can! (: okay, shld stop being a woovy-groovy fan . i'm a sane girl!
i saw some cds ytd and i feel like buying them! the clickfive album and brian litrell's welcome home. ): old albums but i think the songs inside are not bad! few of the english songs i listen to.
there was the case of the straitstimes labelling ij girls as being loose or smth and a whole uproar abt it. not totally sure of the entire thing but i read that section that caused everything abt the alt singapore encylopedia. just felt that the view is a mere stereotpye of ij girls in general but we all know it aint too true to a very large extent. anyhow ive been questioned thousand times over abt is there a lot of les and whatnot. i'll support sn no matter what decisions it may choose to undertake cos i think perhaps reputation is of importance to an institution, and being associated with of particular characteristics holding negative connotations in this still rather conservative society aint really the makings of a good reputation. the rumours have been around for v long, it just aint said and published lik it was now, perhpas we've been in denial of these rumours all years and aint about to face them .
there's really no point in today's ranting. i'm jus plain bored cos i didnt manage to wake up at my fave 8am running time so i cant run, so this evening's it! meeting cecs soooon next week! oh wells, a slacking day ahead! enjoy!
Sep 21, 2006
afterprelims!
now is the really bad time, of couchpotatoing, blog surfing, sleeping, and awaiting the bad news next week :/ , which btw would be really bad i supposed. thinking of an overnight physics success story is useless becos its impossible la. talking with the girls just now, i think it was hmm 6 hours or so? :)
for now, REST WELL! oh by the way these days i keep meeting people ive not met in ages! like leilei and hongpei at the train station just now, vanessa TWICE at the bus interchange and on the bus, siaoer at ps, crys on the bus as well! (: YIPPES! its happyfying!
and the world is getting a worst place by the minute. during prelims i had this habit of watching the six thirty channel 8 news, and eveyrday i see more and more bad news! first was the taipei protests, den now was the thai coup case. sigh, i wish for a more peaceful world. i cant imagine if any of the two happens in singapore, i'd probably be shocked and very afraid.
ahh nthg much to cheer abt, except for the three days break i selfproclaimed for myself. ;)
Sep 20, 2006
physicist!
anyway all i wanted to say was that my rocky relationship with physics is such a well-known thingand it happifies me that people msges me to tell me to jiayou for physics! cos i'm really afraid of physics. AFRAID, yes, even tho its no monster.
i felt a WAVE of suuden inspiration in the afternoon aft i napped and showered that: I DO WANT TO TRY DOING PHYSICS. ive been complaining all my life since i knew about physics that i hate physics, that this is the only time i felt like really doing well for physics. push pull factors, you could say. push cos the other subjs were sucky, pull cos its like a wish to do well for physics. really. not sure if i could succeed this time, but i'm gna keep trying for physics aft prelims. which is aft tmr! (HOHOH) i hope this wish lasts.
for once, i felt that i really wanted to prove the A2 olevel physics was mine. (: off to mugging alr. jus felt really touched that ppl are encouraging me on for physics, that they even rmb my complains. jiayou lu.
Sep 16, 2006
tour around the world!
the skyline's just wonderful! its so so pretty. i just told my mum that the skies there are blue! :/ i mean skies are blue almost everywhere, blacker in some, but in tibet, the skies are really crystal clear blue. somewhat like the ones in northan thailand too. i guess in vast land where nothing much had been changed from its initial states, thats where the beauty is.
i wna go touring ard the world one day soon, when ive earned enuff to last me a full year? or just half a yr, im thankful! i wan to go to places that will take my breath away, literally breathtaking places. beautiful places where there's only me and the sky and the land and the sea.nepal would be an equally mesmerising place i think. and the carribean! i cant wait to go touring around the world's least toured countries. thats my wish. (HINTS! so if u wna give a bday present, a tour ard the world would be most ideal! :P ) ive been thinking of gg on tour for a long time! not that cooping up at home studying does make things better.
ok, its already mid day on a saturday and im still dreaming away. back to books lar ): ):
reason for the hint: its CHINGUAN's birthday today! yohoo! happy eighteenth birthday boy! (:
there's really a lot of birthdays in sept!the prospect of thinking that im turning eighteen is scary. i wna remain a kid! mrs mountain prolly cant qualify as being childish anymore and i'd win every argument on who's more childish ): but i dont mind much. just take away the negative connotations of immaturity with childish and i'd happily remain a childish girl all my life. ok, outta point, cos my main purpose is to wish him happy birthday thats all! i shld stop going off course here (:
happy birthday to you, chinguan!
Sep 13, 2006
birthdays during exams!
its diana's birthday! aha lousy excuse to come online, but its true okay! i love u girl! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANA!
11 sept
septembereleven is a sad day technically, but its all celebration (or rather, it shld be) cos its YUEXIN's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUEXIN!
i dun wna discuss exams :/ physics off i go to! i must learn to embrace instead of fear it. let's hope everyone gets pass this hurdle and half the obstacle is done.
Sep 8, 2006
jay! (: still fantasy ehh!

jay! (:
its out, albeit much fanfare. damn good! i'm still replaying it (:
i love love love jay and his super cool style! definitely fantasy(the second album) grade! might be better, i dont know, i needa listen more properly to know! :D ahh! feels so happyifying
Sep 7, 2006
:( HEHS
im dying, not cos i have studied too much but cos it all feels so unprepared. so unconfident, even for topics that i THINK ive studied :( now try telling me that im not dead. yea, perhaps not yet. its stressful and time's running out, but the fact seems like i haven grasped many things. lik the lack of time. and the ability to concentrate. and academic stuff of cos.
i can only say, i'm trying , i'm trying. whether its hard enuff takes another wiseman to answer it, i guess.
i met xh crys kez ytd! :D and joy accidentally the day before ytd
ok, i wish i'd do okay for prelims. jay's album shld be out tmr. but shall leave it til later to listen. work is impt :(
the place whr im studying is full of bugs and pests! heh! i met a hundred ants there while im studying, and a few spiders and some other unfamous bugs. i hope they dont touch me and my things and i'll be fine with them too! :) i miss everyone! jiayou!
mugg hard and wish me luck! grant me peace
Sep 2, 2006
its a chair!

its a chair
sigh, cranky internet is detering me from internet blogging and msn :( just as well ehh! but what will happen if crank internet lasts til i-dont-know-when. i'll feel so outa touch. studies studies now. promises rmb? this could be a last post in days.
back to one have been on my playlist for the millionth time. i hadnt gotten sick of it surprisingly.
life's been study study study. one week lu! i hope i last through all trials and eveyrthing and jus concentrate on doing well. doing with that same assurance i get from doing that maths and Amaths paper. confirmed A. but its diffcult but i shall work towards it aye! dont stress too much have been my long used and expired excuse for coming online and slakcing and all. but seriously, we all need some rest. to all of you out there, pls rest when need be.
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY! i hope mrs seah can fele this love coming from here tho we all knw she doesnt like computers! i miss her plenty and again, i PROMISE i'll go back after prelims. wait there's lik plenty of things i wna do aft prelims
1. sleep 2. visit mrs seah at stnicks! 3. meet cecs! 4. listen to stillfantasy!(by then i'd have gotten it, so its througout scrutiny!) 5. kayak! ok, the rest are minor stuff, lik buying pens, wallet, printing photos
sometimes i ask who do i blog for. ahah! actualyl its blogging for self fulfilment. its fulfilling a need kinda thing. i think i talk to myself qt a bit alr, so if i still dont blog an dmake use of this avenue to talk to myself, i'd be talking to myself even more in sch. :/ and that'll make me an even weirder girl aint it?
schlife ends on 15th oct.