and sometimes we hurt others unknowingly. we say things we mean/dont mean, and then we regret. other times we say things despite knowing that it'll hurt others, but impulsivity leaves us with no time to pause and think. it is during these times when u regret it most, and when u really hate yourself for it. If only u held it back, kept it to yourself for a second longer, things would have passed, and no one gets hurt. You'd prolly only feel a lil bothered at that time, but afterwards, u will be completely fine all the same. But if onlys only comes in hindsight, and i never seem to have the foresight to realise those 'if only's and prevent hurting others.
It is times like this that the realisation that im not the kind being i'd wish to be becomes more pronounced than ever.it is times like this that i wished i could be more courageous.yet i know sorrys would no longer help.
shucks i keep hurting people.
Invisible wounds are those that hurts the most.
and i dont want to disturb/distract any further.
Boston's on loop AGAIN.uber nice song (: