Feb 28, 2010

earth hour 2010

last year for earth hour, i was in hk, and without lights in my room. i could still recall much of what was going thr my mind. i wonder how different it would be this year. but whatever it is, i'll try to off the lights and all electricity, but not just for that hour i hope.

make your difference in the world today, everyday (:

Feb 21, 2010

and sometimes

and sometimes we hurt others unknowingly. we say things we mean/dont mean, and then we regret. other times we say things despite knowing that it'll hurt others, but impulsivity leaves us with no time to pause and think. it is during these times when u regret it most, and when u really hate yourself for it. If only u held it back, kept it to yourself for a second longer, things would have passed, and no one gets hurt. You'd prolly only feel a lil bothered at that time, but afterwards, u will be completely fine all the same. But if onlys only comes in hindsight, and i never seem to have the foresight to realise those 'if only's and prevent hurting others.
It is times like this that the realisation that im not the kind being i'd wish to be becomes more pronounced than ever.it is times like this that i wished i could be more courageous.yet i know sorrys would no longer help.
shucks i keep hurting people.
Invisible wounds are those that hurts the most.

and i dont want to disturb/distract any further.

Boston's on loop AGAIN.uber nice song (:

Feb 15, 2010

happy cny and happy vday (:
tons of junking, popiahs, pineapple tarts and steamboating.
its a very FILLING (and fattening) cny.

gotta jiayou more for school!

reading 'How to read a journal article' as part of an assignment, so that i can read another journal article for my assignment. haha, i seem to be the only one who thinks its somewhat ironic hehs! gogog!

Feb 1, 2010

groupings

sometimes i wished people cared more about others before they obsess with the implications on themselves alone. other times i wished people cared more about the things that will affect them, which they seemingly dont care as much about (and that which i worry about for them).

though most times, its the former case. bahhs.
breathe, and smile. will get through this mess.