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those smiles etched in them dont reveal the struggles behind and within.
maybe thats why i refuse to be in pictures sometimes. they arent real anyway. contrary to popular belief, cameras lie. and they lie, all the time.

but pictures are all i have for now.
so i can only trust in them anyhow.

cant believe October's gna end. i cant quite imagine how crazy and insane November will be. but lu, keep sane. jiayou everyone :)

http://www.dayswithmyfather.com/

im guessing its anterograde amnesia.
but it's a sweet but sad photoblog.

回到最初的美好

TO LU (a song that u should never forget. thanks to the mp3 for shuffling to it on days when i need it):

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

*还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

its weird how different this sem feels.
for one, i keep losing things. i've already lost two rulers this semester, when i dont seem to lose any before.
whats with me? and whats with this brain which refuses to stop thinking, crowding up my mind with things that shouldnt matter... i cant think clearly this way. ):
nearly half the semester had gone by and i dont feel like ive achieved any more than nothing. boo. lu, you needa start concentrating on school. you know u want a good semester. jiayou. (:
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an amazingly powerful picture from ST.
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we can do no great things. only small things, with great love.
-mother theresa

happy

:D

recognise that everyday won't always be sunny.
and when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair,
remember, its only in the dark of night that you see the stars.
-from

one week before recess week. gogogo! (: jiayou everyone.

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