stnicks trip back was great. i was just veyr veyr excited to see so many many many other familiar faces again! its been long since i had sucha great time, being like knowing practically every other person i meet along the way, shouting across the canteen like its my house (its my second bestest home afterall), feeling so relaxed and letting my stress down and all. :)
whee. enjoyment. simply happiness. nv felt quite like this for long
didnt talk much to most ppl i saw but i miss them i do i do! liek xinhui crys kez. promised them bball but i pangseh them! sorry girls!!! but twostars yesyesyes! esp with xh to malu with me, yesyesyes. and donna ah ma and shun! shun have grown damn tall (not lik i didnt realise, its jus more obvious now! ). joyy mich and wujuan da chiobus. haha. and mich taught me some song on the piano. i promise to TRY to rmb it!!! i do i do! and visit wujuan while viisiting my ah ma yesyes. so many others... like ltg, yingyi (tho shes in aj), chang!!!, joyce the 1000 rupiah girl, shihui my idol, siaoer, mik and the funky hair, becca!!! , cecs and pecks! steph and the tighttt hugg. i hope her legs are well soon! and the list goes. its so cool, like the ENTIRE canteen is FILLED WITH EXGIRLS. didnt wna leave, its sucha great feeling. its the feeling of HOME, yet a lil different yet very heartwarming indeed. lik i cna just shout LOUDLY and eveyrone else will do that too (rather than stare at u in pure shock and disgust). really, im happy. its such things that stnicks is the only one that holds my heart back. ilovesn! i really do.i love the familiar feeling. and talking to mrs seah is nice too! i still think 4g is the bestest class to mrs seah! hoho. and jacob still rmbs me! and ms lee is dman friendly and she got new hairstyle. so many memories, but the day must end. my sn teachers rocks, how i wish i can have them teach me forever, esp seah.
then, there's always the YELLOW STICKER. hello, which stnicks girl needs a yellow sticker to enter! hmpff! thats small, i dun care, fried food irresistable, orange bowl and soup! HAHA! and milo milo frm mobeen! (: whee.
i wan more stnicks! i want i want!
oh wells, its become rantings alr. i think sometimes when i walk on the street and i suddenly become quiet, its prolly cos im uncomfy, im tired, or im thinking. i hardly talk do i? i am a quiet girl actually! believe me. haha. nahh, but someitmes its the justdunfeelliketalking mood. (: yes, but at stnicks, im chattiest. (: HOHOH HOHweijian tmr!
Aug 31, 2005
Aug 30, 2005
to those who made a difference in me, thank you
Given tomorrow's Teachers' Day celebrations, i really feel a need to feel thankful for having some teachers in life that i meet, that do make a difference to my life. and a lot of difference they did. of cos there's definitely mrs seah.
mrs seah, the teacher who really did made an impact. shes one of the most sincere teacher that i have came across and probably will remain as that. not to mention the e8 to a1 grade in maths, theres always the effort, the extra effort that she went to make us understand maths, the subject full of complex numbers. yes. COMPLEX ROOTS AND WHATNOT. hahs. and her one is not a prime number, this is my pesent for you remains greatly and largely CLEAR in my mind. i miss interesting lessons of hers. and she has prolyl neglected her family very much for students. bad students like me who attempts to sleep during lessons or laugh at her during class. thats bad me, but she's simply great. i cant fathom how she's able to give so much, yet want SO very little. i still rmb the spongebob we gave her last teachers' day. now, the class i do belong to no longer exists. i jus hope to catch some of them tmr. :) i still rmb gulitly last yr when she first took over as form of 4grace, i just pointed --> at her and says SHE SAYS blah blah. thats not very polite and i regret it. haha. thankyou so much, thank you. (:miss ya lots mrs seah! :D
mrs chan, who prolly will nv read this. morris chan. i jus felt i must mention her, rolly cos im afraid i'll forget, i may lose these memories. i may. consideering the number of years i haven been back to chongfu and prolly nv will, she has prolly forgotten me. but teachers do make an impact which students do rmb dont they? mrs chan does make me a more conscientious girl tho i have lost it now. she may be alil slack thinking back abt it, but she encourages and thats enuff.
my pri 2 chinese teacher yang lao shi and pri chinese teacher i think its, chen lao shi. well, both of these female teachers, they really encouagred me to learn chinese, to better it. i jus rmb loving chinese lessons then.
mr chan, my pri3 form tcher. he was the one who made me love art. who made me want to be responsible by making me monitoress for the class. that really made me realise that hey, lucia is capable to a certain extent at least. and best of all, i am able to go into the air-conditioned staffroom frequently! :D
and many many other teachers who ahve taught, and made me learnt. lik john ng. the best thing he did was that write on the back good points activty. i loved that. at least that forms part of my memory! (: and that was fun. someday soon, i wna do it again!
to those who made a difference in me, thank you (:
Aug 28, 2005
;wrong site, pls redirect.
I realised i am addicted to reading blogs by literature students. Literature students, those that weren't forced to take literature anyway, are super good with the linguistic aspect that u have always wished i was more talented in. Their blogs have such fluidity and flow, yet not bombarding me with too many unknown words and phrases to showcase their full length of vocabulary. they do not. and that makes reading about the mudane lifes interesting. I wished i had given literature more time to get an A1 in the Os to pursuade myself litearture was my cup of tea.
Was browsing this videos website, its rather good. The standard of the videos, and they all are cool. (at least those that i've watch). wish i had longer attention span to give to the videos and nothing in my mind like that of a maths test tmr so taht i can watch all the vids. they are really rather long, but interesting, some i would say.
Its a warm sunday afternoon, and I wished someone will pick me up from my dreams and remind me of the maths test I have to study for. Wishes are granted, i just reminded myself. Weak one there trying to make myself realise.
Was browsing this videos website, its rather good. The standard of the videos, and they all are cool. (at least those that i've watch). wish i had longer attention span to give to the videos and nothing in my mind like that of a maths test tmr so taht i can watch all the vids. they are really rather long, but interesting, some i would say.
Its a warm sunday afternoon, and I wished someone will pick me up from my dreams and remind me of the maths test I have to study for. Wishes are granted, i just reminded myself. Weak one there trying to make myself realise.
XIA TIAN DE FENG
lucia wants to learn the guitar, anyone wans to teach her?
ughr, that 10 mins learning the first 10 plus notes from peijia wasnt enuff. i wan to learn! but my fingers v pain after that! but i dun mind! hahah.
and yuan wei jue xin's NEW album is damn nice! XIA TIAN DE FENG IS GOOD GOOD GOOD!
must study mathss alr! hoho.
next week there's ocip camp. so means i hafta skip the yangzheng thing.
and there's promos to mugg for. i needa motivatn,lord. i wish i as in stnicks. at least i prayed more to both the guanyin n god there. now, somehow, i do miss the entire sch praying fo good results and good health when exams approach. now, one one prays for us anymore. prolly why there're increases in falling ill sypmtoms in general. wished i cherished my time in stnicks more. st nicks ppl are still the best ppl i've known, things do prove in. (mathematically and non mathematically)
if i was in stnicks, i wish today wun have came.
ughr, that 10 mins learning the first 10 plus notes from peijia wasnt enuff. i wan to learn! but my fingers v pain after that! but i dun mind! hahah.
and yuan wei jue xin's NEW album is damn nice! XIA TIAN DE FENG IS GOOD GOOD GOOD!
must study mathss alr! hoho.
next week there's ocip camp. so means i hafta skip the yangzheng thing.
and there's promos to mugg for. i needa motivatn,lord. i wish i as in stnicks. at least i prayed more to both the guanyin n god there. now, somehow, i do miss the entire sch praying fo good results and good health when exams approach. now, one one prays for us anymore. prolly why there're increases in falling ill sypmtoms in general. wished i cherished my time in stnicks more. st nicks ppl are still the best ppl i've known, things do prove in. (mathematically and non mathematically)
if i was in stnicks, i wish today wun have came.
Aug 25, 2005
-character flawed;
someone today made me think alot. a lot. that i got back to the days whr i'll note things down on paper, poems, prose anything, jus my tots. feeling all for smthg. so here goes. whther u understand or not, bottom line is, live and let live. we aintperfect.
Sometimes i think,
Are we too harsh on people sometimes
Do we demand too much from them
When we cant even give of that much.
Sometimes I think,
If we all are that perfect
If we all have no faults
That come by with every person.
Sometimes I think,
That everything will be fine
If we all know not
The ability to think.
Sometimes I think
We don’t even qualify to be called friends
With that vicious character trait
With which we treat our very own friends.
Sometimes I think ,
Life’s really going badly
That everything is flawed
Yet we see ourselves not.
Why is it that we can
See all the faults in the world
Yet we cant even spot our
Very flaws.
Sometimes I think,
Are we all saints and no sinners?
Much as we advocate our superiority
All we did is make our best, lower.
Sometimes i think,
Are we too harsh on people sometimes
Do we demand too much from them
When we cant even give of that much.
Sometimes I think,
If we all are that perfect
If we all have no faults
That come by with every person.
Sometimes I think,
That everything will be fine
If we all know not
The ability to think.
Sometimes I think
We don’t even qualify to be called friends
With that vicious character trait
With which we treat our very own friends.
Sometimes I think ,
Life’s really going badly
That everything is flawed
Yet we see ourselves not.
Why is it that we can
See all the faults in the world
Yet we cant even spot our
Very flaws.
Sometimes I think,
Are we all saints and no sinners?
Much as we advocate our superiority
All we did is make our best, lower.
Aug 23, 2005
;thats a lame one -
oh wells, jus wanted to put up tis pic. no reason why. cecs, here u go. (:
life's been alright alright alright
jus tot of this, ehh on the bus.
i am not perfect. if i am anywhere far from being perfect, at least i'm myself.
doesnt say alot? hmms, probably. but its been a LONG time for me since i have these nice catchphrases i love to note down. lucia's actually quite a thinker if u didnt noe that! yesyes. eveyrone have been sick, thats bad :( get well soon! okay? hah i jus love toking to myself. anyway, did i say? blogs are OPENED stuffs which i shall be aware of the risks it brings and blog little details of my life here in case one day i get stalked and killed. crap. but TRUE. so its a paradox? haha. anyway (: its barely mid week and im burnt out.
sigh, takecare! the muggins mus begin soon. (READ: NOT MUFFINS PLS)
Aug 21, 2005
i saw junyang on the results show, really quite kelian. the unfairness in life is really. argh. its really a pity he's nt the superstar much as i dun support him that much, during the initial stages of the comp i got support him and derrick tgt one . sigh.its jus reality i guess. and we have to learn to accpet it. sigh DANNGG.
did cip at yangzheng ytd. quite ok, the shorter roofs reminds me of pri sch! haha. (: kinda miss my prisch friends. sighh. after promos thats all shallbe. :D yesyess. jiayous jiayous.gtta start to mugg soon. sighh
did cip at yangzheng ytd. quite ok, the shorter roofs reminds me of pri sch! haha. (: kinda miss my prisch friends. sighh. after promos thats all shallbe. :D yesyess. jiayous jiayous.gtta start to mugg soon. sighh
Aug 14, 2005
aug14
today's chat with lucy made me think about how i had miss being part of sixoh in school.. i was thinking about the fun times i had cheonging to lessons to coop the back seats of the classroom
hoho fishh said that ay. true.. somehow a part of my mind had tried to put hc away, intentionally or no. and if she didnt mention it, i would have forgotten that very part of my life not too long ago. sighh. gtg study econs. shall continue anth day! lik tmr! haha
aug15
yesyes, im back tdy. ocip today wasnt that bad except the bad time. it ended at 8. haham so here i am undone with tons of work which i am going to do now.
anyway yea. i msged huetheng and she said she misses me! haha and hc too. yea, its really nice for her to reply cos i jus send some Hello huetheng how have u been stuffs. (: nice hearing from her and all. yepp! i guess to a large extent that partof our life shldnt and wun be forgotten. its like more of a memory that wwe will rmb and miss as we get more and more busy. lik me not wanting to fail promos, and decide to mugg hard and online less oft. (: yes, tdy i came jus to finish the hc thing. jus my tots and all and i shall b a mugger. yesyes, till promos end! (: i really miss laopan osy becca elaine janet xying von laoma hongli. etc etc. yes i do. anytime u ask me i do. its jus a matter of whr in my mind have i left them. front back side. jus somewhr! (: im glad i made such good frens lik them, and i do hope more than we remain in contact lik til i die? haha. yes
anyway my ocip trip is confirmed! 27thnov to 18thdec! three long weeks. dun miss me. DANG.preps starting soon. hohoh. ok bye! (:
today's chat with lucy made me think about how i had miss being part of sixoh in school.. i was thinking about the fun times i had cheonging to lessons to coop the back seats of the classroom
hoho fishh said that ay. true.. somehow a part of my mind had tried to put hc away, intentionally or no. and if she didnt mention it, i would have forgotten that very part of my life not too long ago. sighh. gtg study econs. shall continue anth day! lik tmr! haha
aug15
yesyes, im back tdy. ocip today wasnt that bad except the bad time. it ended at 8. haham so here i am undone with tons of work which i am going to do now.
anyway yea. i msged huetheng and she said she misses me! haha and hc too. yea, its really nice for her to reply cos i jus send some Hello huetheng how have u been stuffs. (: nice hearing from her and all. yepp! i guess to a large extent that partof our life shldnt and wun be forgotten. its like more of a memory that wwe will rmb and miss as we get more and more busy. lik me not wanting to fail promos, and decide to mugg hard and online less oft. (: yes, tdy i came jus to finish the hc thing. jus my tots and all and i shall b a mugger. yesyes, till promos end! (: i really miss laopan osy becca elaine janet xying von laoma hongli. etc etc. yes i do. anytime u ask me i do. its jus a matter of whr in my mind have i left them. front back side. jus somewhr! (: im glad i made such good frens lik them, and i do hope more than we remain in contact lik til i die? haha. yes
anyway my ocip trip is confirmed! 27thnov to 18thdec! three long weeks. dun miss me. DANG.preps starting soon. hohoh. ok bye! (:
blues day u say, will go away. i say, its gone becos derricks gone :(
sigh i finally watched the results show when derrick was out. downloaded a hell lot of his vids cos im so gna miss seeing him sing on wednesdays nights. sigh, hte shows a no show without e guy i support. somehow as u support a person straight thru so many episoids, u will bound to feel very very sad when he's out. u'll miss his presence, and i will.
when i see his face jus when the results was out, i cried.
when i hear him sing the last song i prolly will hear frm him -hen xiang ni, i jus cried. prolly cos i was alone and feeling very sad and watching all his past videos thats why. sometimes, i jus hope i dun support anyone. no one. but thats impossible tho. i still rmb i almost cried two yrs ago when i supported the sg team in the badminton/tabletennis/swimming stuffs SEA games/olyp. den they lost :( my sis usesd to tell me that whoever i support always lose. :( its jus true again. i dun get why people think derrick dun have a nice voice. i cant comprehend becos the first time i saw him on the prelims rd, i was thinking, this guy has got a unique and very nice voice. hey, its wat his voice is thats make him so cute! :( but sigh, he's out. and im dammn sad over it. at least for today. sian, stil mus study for econs. i lik evey song that he sang, cos it touches me somewhr inside. and many of those songs were once my accompanial along one of my days these 16yrs.
kuan huai fang shi, piano, chu ci zi wai, wo zui shen ai de ren, yue liang dai piao wo de xin.... and so on :( sighsigh.
im jus blasting his every song over my com now. DAANG. i am an inconsiderate nieghbour. jus let me listen until its enuff and i'll get back to studying.
when i see his face jus when the results was out, i cried.
when i hear him sing the last song i prolly will hear frm him -hen xiang ni, i jus cried. prolly cos i was alone and feeling very sad and watching all his past videos thats why. sometimes, i jus hope i dun support anyone. no one. but thats impossible tho. i still rmb i almost cried two yrs ago when i supported the sg team in the badminton/tabletennis/swimming stuffs SEA games/olyp. den they lost :( my sis usesd to tell me that whoever i support always lose. :( its jus true again. i dun get why people think derrick dun have a nice voice. i cant comprehend becos the first time i saw him on the prelims rd, i was thinking, this guy has got a unique and very nice voice. hey, its wat his voice is thats make him so cute! :( but sigh, he's out. and im dammn sad over it. at least for today. sian, stil mus study for econs. i lik evey song that he sang, cos it touches me somewhr inside. and many of those songs were once my accompanial along one of my days these 16yrs.
kuan huai fang shi, piano, chu ci zi wai, wo zui shen ai de ren, yue liang dai piao wo de xin.... and so on :( sighsigh.
im jus blasting his every song over my com now. DAANG. i am an inconsiderate nieghbour. jus let me listen until its enuff and i'll get back to studying.
Aug 13, 2005
Aug 12, 2005
;and i live in a deluded world but i dont care wat u think
sigh,bad lucks on the rise! i jus almost finished typing a buncha crap and its gone. irritating wat can i say? anyway its jus a buncha crap, shldnt matter much,but on bad days like days that i have, it mattered. sigh... wheres my becks to sigh with me? :( ur com get well soon leh! i miss u alr!
anyway jus was saying before blogger dumped me that derrick was out :( but hell, i care not about a bunch of things u say (the non-appreicatv ppl! ) that derrick sucks! hel, no he doesnt! and watver u think I DONOT CARE! haha. u havent had such a great impact on people, u sad thing. haha. derrick is good lor, its his uniqueness , his unique voice that makes huim special. think abt it, if u wan someone who can sing well, there's a whole lot of singers out there! why do we need ANOTHER one .yea? hah. yesyes. so derricks the man whatever it is., delusion call it all u can! derrick rocks! (:
and the jaychou/ reporter incident. sigh, didnt wna watch the news at first but think that dumb reporter really provoked my jay! thats y he's angry ok! u dun be so mean to jay!!! he's innocent! hmpf! i still believe jay is a good guy! (: he is he is!
yea. listening to penny's new (or not so new album) cd. lively songs but not too impressively impactful like the national day song! i havent even rmb it in mind yet! it jus aint catchy enuf? hah. wanted to write smth meaningful unlik my previous long un full of meaning posts, but if forgot alr. i think i think best when alone, and on the bus. i jus like my thoughts trail. but bad thing is, when i try rmbing them., they're POOF. gone. :/
anyway jus was saying before blogger dumped me that derrick was out :( but hell, i care not about a bunch of things u say (the non-appreicatv ppl! ) that derrick sucks! hel, no he doesnt! and watver u think I DONOT CARE! haha. u havent had such a great impact on people, u sad thing. haha. derrick is good lor, its his uniqueness , his unique voice that makes huim special. think abt it, if u wan someone who can sing well, there's a whole lot of singers out there! why do we need ANOTHER one .yea? hah. yesyes. so derricks the man whatever it is., delusion call it all u can! derrick rocks! (:
and the jaychou/ reporter incident. sigh, didnt wna watch the news at first but think that dumb reporter really provoked my jay! thats y he's angry ok! u dun be so mean to jay!!! he's innocent! hmpf! i still believe jay is a good guy! (: he is he is!
yea. listening to penny's new (or not so new album) cd. lively songs but not too impressively impactful like the national day song! i havent even rmb it in mind yet! it jus aint catchy enuf? hah. wanted to write smth meaningful unlik my previous long un full of meaning posts, but if forgot alr. i think i think best when alone, and on the bus. i jus like my thoughts trail. but bad thing is, when i try rmbing them., they're POOF. gone. :/
Aug 9, 2005
I came to realize that life lived to help others is the only one that matters and that it is my duty, in return for the lavish life God has devolved upon me, to help others He has placed in my path. This is my highest and best use as a human.
Faith is not believing that God can. It is knowing that God will.
By Ben Stein
jus read ytd, the email that ms tay spammed our inbox with aint that SPAMM ehh? haha. at least i found this exceptionally meaningful and went back to my email several times to read it again. this is part of it.
seems pretty philosophical yet pretty simple. i guess theres a calling in eveyrone to serve, to help. not to let others see, not to show off, not to try to be kind. i guess it jus calls. like a spontaeous thing that ur gut feeling sets u to do it. and yea, thats truely helping others' life. not thinking that u're the greatest by doing what u did, but jus hoping u can make a little impact and posiitive change. hahs jus smth i took home from the ocip meeting on monday. (:
its gna be hard not knowing any much friends there, hopefully will make some friends there soon. tho eveyrone seems to know each other alr except me... to really enjoy the trip i need friends. and prolly thats what i hope i'ld gain frm the trip, and insights and a whole new realisation.
Faith is not believing that God can. It is knowing that God will.
By Ben Stein
jus read ytd, the email that ms tay spammed our inbox with aint that SPAMM ehh? haha. at least i found this exceptionally meaningful and went back to my email several times to read it again. this is part of it.
seems pretty philosophical yet pretty simple. i guess theres a calling in eveyrone to serve, to help. not to let others see, not to show off, not to try to be kind. i guess it jus calls. like a spontaeous thing that ur gut feeling sets u to do it. and yea, thats truely helping others' life. not thinking that u're the greatest by doing what u did, but jus hoping u can make a little impact and posiitive change. hahs jus smth i took home from the ocip meeting on monday. (:
its gna be hard not knowing any much friends there, hopefully will make some friends there soon. tho eveyrone seems to know each other alr except me... to really enjoy the trip i need friends. and prolly thats what i hope i'ld gain frm the trip, and insights and a whole new realisation.
Aug 8, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OSY!
i think i owe u this so i shall write BIgg BIGG for you. sorry my screwed phone and i end up nt being able to celebrate for u! :'( sighs. but happppy happpy seventeenth birthday hoho! yea yea! (: so this p[ost is dedicated, away frm my ramblings tho im very tempted to rant on abt this CUTE LITTLE girl who kept smiling anf looking and waving to me on the bus two seats in front! haha. ok, i jus rambled. but osy, haha! this post is ALL for you being sucha a great fren these many many many many yrs and hours and months and days! (: ai ni!
i think i owe u this so i shall write BIgg BIGG for you. sorry my screwed phone and i end up nt being able to celebrate for u! :'( sighs. but happppy happpy seventeenth birthday hoho! yea yea! (: so this p[ost is dedicated, away frm my ramblings tho im very tempted to rant on abt this CUTE LITTLE girl who kept smiling anf looking and waving to me on the bus two seats in front! haha. ok, i jus rambled. but osy, haha! this post is ALL for you being sucha a great fren these many many many many yrs and hours and months and days! (: ai ni!
Aug 7, 2005
wheres da love
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin' in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't really know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't really know)
Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin' in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't really know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't really know)
Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
Aug 5, 2005
rant away cos the WEEK IS OVER! (: WHOO
sorry jus RANTINGS wat can i say more ehh! RANT RANT RANTING away like crap. dun mind me. if u mind dun read anyway alls thats here is crap
whoo op workshop FINALLY over. mus say its really quite enriching in a sense. some sense ANYWAY. hahas. the instructor was quite encouraging (: ahah. and the week is finally over after a really long & very tiring stretch! lik woah this week is lik so busy and prolly not that smooth sailing with gp presntatn and op presentn yea. but watever it is its over! like WOHH. altho still mus do gp essay, at least frm monday to wednesday i wun be so stressed alr! WHOO. and can catch up on hmwk! speaking of which i have tons of it. plenty plenty
did i mention? whoo i got in for ocip! YAY YAY im really veyr grateful! really, like WOAH i haven even tot of checking cos i did really badly for e interview. think everyone got in ba? i oso dunno. but anyway! whoo. i hope my promos good enuff to qualify! it'll surely be a really meaningful exp. whoo.
andandand CHUASIRUI stop asking me whether im sad! im happy cos the week is over! whoo! hahas
andand and! i wanna run! hais haven been running much plus theres gna be no afternoon pe which means no exeercise plus intensive piggin. whoo. ntl day soooon! long holiday! (:
whoo op workshop FINALLY over. mus say its really quite enriching in a sense. some sense ANYWAY. hahas. the instructor was quite encouraging (: ahah. and the week is finally over after a really long & very tiring stretch! lik woah this week is lik so busy and prolly not that smooth sailing with gp presntatn and op presentn yea. but watever it is its over! like WOHH. altho still mus do gp essay, at least frm monday to wednesday i wun be so stressed alr! WHOO. and can catch up on hmwk! speaking of which i have tons of it. plenty plenty
did i mention? whoo i got in for ocip! YAY YAY im really veyr grateful! really, like WOAH i haven even tot of checking cos i did really badly for e interview. think everyone got in ba? i oso dunno. but anyway! whoo. i hope my promos good enuff to qualify! it'll surely be a really meaningful exp. whoo.
andandand CHUASIRUI stop asking me whether im sad! im happy cos the week is over! whoo! hahas
andand and! i wanna run! hais haven been running much plus theres gna be no afternoon pe which means no exeercise plus intensive piggin. whoo. ntl day soooon! long holiday! (:
Aug 4, 2005
HAPPY BDAY SLY!
HAPPY BIRtHday SLY!!! sorry i dunno its ur birthday today! but i'll rmb now! whoo. ai si ni le sly! haha! my coolcool sly!
anyway tdy chem pract was lik a series of scoldings. sigh...shant talk abt it, jus that she shd at least be more like, nicer in a wayy. yea, kinda makes me lik physics more alr. thadd drop chem n he seem smuch more free now. like happier? i dunno.hahas. jas sirui yuexin jiayous too! (:
nothing to blog much oso. just to say who ever is here, dun mind my frustrating here. it may pertain to u it maynt. so dun think too much guys! hahas. yea. really after saying everything heere im much better! (: whoo!
anyway tdy chem pract was lik a series of scoldings. sigh...shant talk abt it, jus that she shd at least be more like, nicer in a wayy. yea, kinda makes me lik physics more alr. thadd drop chem n he seem smuch more free now. like happier? i dunno.hahas. jas sirui yuexin jiayous too! (:
nothing to blog much oso. just to say who ever is here, dun mind my frustrating here. it may pertain to u it maynt. so dun think too much guys! hahas. yea. really after saying everything heere im much better! (: whoo!
