before you die

chanced upon the buried life site while (still) looking for inspirational blogs. its 4 guys, on a mission to accomplish 100 goals before they die, and encouraging people to pursue their goals. sweet! but i wonder, if they really accomplished all the goals on the list, would they be ready to die ): hehhss. i'm sure 100 doesnt suffice. but its definitely a good way to start.

for we are humans, we have goals. gogogoo for your goals today. i wished i knew what mine was.

The artist never entirely knows. We guess. We may be wrong, but we take leap after leap in the dark. -Agnes De Mille

didnt get to meet my tutucians yesterday and i hadnt met them for quite some time. ):

misses.

; and i almost forgot today's monday! ): RAH. i was still expecting doraemon AT 930am.

youths.

yesterday at wsc, one of the youths i usually teached touched me. he specifically asked for me to teach him; made me promise i'll go next week; insist i take his sweets and eat it in front of him; shared that he stalked a cross-dressing man at JP. another hardworking malay boy called me sister on one occasion and boss on another.

its just this sense of joy when the youths you teach come for sessions and look for & talk to you. its even more satisfying when they voluntarily bring their schoolwork and ask you questions (esp if its math). i'm glad i've stayed two years and counting. its things like this that pushes me along on thursdays.

midweek!

i'm just glad the projects didnt clash as much as it would have been, in the worst case senario. 304 ends just as 312 starts. though quizzes and projects still clashes somewhat, there're people far worse off. i'm learning to be thankful. (:

and veryveryvery much more relieved 304 proj is finally over. here, the nightmares end. i hope.

supper with the bagua bunch of girls & meeting with my tutucians this weekend = motivation. study hard lu!

and i really think there's less than 24 hours in my day.
time flies, its already midweek! (:

morningrants

running still feels good. :D YAYS. perhaps it is the only constant, the only thing that can stay with us, in such a complex world. but at times, it seems even we dont have control over it either. weeksix. omgs

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANAAAAAAA

//1.35am. sorta refusing to sleep, for when i next wake up (if i do), the weekend will feel closer to its end again. ahh, draggs. workworkwork lu.

in a world that aint perfect;
and wishing im smarter.

vitasoy

vitasoy
Originally uploaded by lucia!.

i think i live in the past too much.

still miss my warm vitasoy accompanying me for lessons, thirtypercent discount starbucks to reward myself every other day of school, and treating my modules as though i was on exchange (can pass can alr).

i shouldnt, but i can only try.

i miss.
but i wont say so.
i ask 'do you miss me' very easily; but when it comes to saying i miss you, its a whole lot harder.

weekfive beckons.in need of a real good treat when healthecons proj is over. starbucks coffee/ sleep/ kfc/ phototrips/ storybooks. anything and everything that i want to as long as we get past the long stuggle ahead.

and coughing always makes me feel like im gna die soon. omgs. be nicer and kinder lu. jiayou.