sciences knockout was REALLY KNOCKOUT. i mean, i was the one who was KNOCKED OUT. like yes, knocked out as in beaten. yes like so totally.esp by my good friend physics. my love man.
went suntec den the ostroed ppl wna trick the slow ppl den ended up they hide in toilet we rush to suntec find them. :S ermmmm. pizzahut there, so full. haha, den jus slacked ard deciding whr to go. yuexin lost her wallet, so sad ;( sigh. so fast den gone alr lor, in the toilet... den we stlked out for 1hr plus to find the rij couple den in the end they didnt see it. hope she'll find it soon. lik how disastrous it will be if i lose. HOPE whoever got it RETURNS PLS. llike me jas jinghang did to the 2.50buck phonecard.
and i wan to KILL CHUASIRUI. when we were at pizza, jiamein who was on the left saw a dead cockroach and say PLS SHIFT, den she squeeze onto my chair, den i wanted to squeeze with sirui den she refuses to move. when i say MOVE, den she move her entire CHAIR, so where was i SUPPOSED TO SIT? chuaisirui the STUPID MRS HUANG. den ended i have to squat down and pretend i got chair to stop and think! think yes think. gosh, its damn funny! at least rid me of worries for physics, which is 99percent fail.
tot of smth.
realisation is better than advice
like self realisation of smthing, anything in fact, is better than tons and thousands of advice if u dun heed them yea.jus suddenly dawned on me la.
anyway midyrs are over, i guess i hadnt be a really good girl mugging tons lik i shld have done. mayb this is the wakeup call for me. to really get down to regualr studying and homework and everythg thats ought to be done.
Jun 28, 2005
sciences knockout
how exciting... sciences doom is here again.
every time exmas i'll dislike ermm... science subjects. cos i'm nt exactly those who science get A those kind :( :( but i wan to be. thats the diff. wahh.
wish me luck man. imagine maths rep fail maths. but i just hope to pass! goshh.
two more to go! lucks to me!
every time exmas i'll dislike ermm... science subjects. cos i'm nt exactly those who science get A those kind :( :( but i wan to be. thats the diff. wahh.
wish me luck man. imagine maths rep fail maths. but i just hope to pass! goshh.
two more to go! lucks to me!
Jun 27, 2005
PLAY TO THE END- ROBERT GODDARD
whee! i finished reading the book 'play to the end' by robert goddard jus. yes , just. took so long admist the muggin and all and i cant possibily leave a good read until after cts cos it'll b overdued then and i dun leave books hanging halfway cos i'll think oo much abt the ending alr. esp when its detective/thrilers.
robert goddard's books most make really good thrillers. like SO exciting. but it aint good reading too much thrillers, it boggs my mind! ahha. lik i'll keep thinkng abt it a looong time after i have read finish. and i am supposed to b breathing in the airof current affairs in prep for GP ltr!!! goshhh. freaking out! (:
yeps! wish me luck. .. i need LOTSA. bahhhhh!
robert goddard's books most make really good thrillers. like SO exciting. but it aint good reading too much thrillers, it boggs my mind! ahha. lik i'll keep thinkng abt it a looong time after i have read finish. and i am supposed to b breathing in the airof current affairs in prep for GP ltr!!! goshhh. freaking out! (:
yeps! wish me luck. .. i need LOTSA. bahhhhh!
Jun 26, 2005
ONE
thanks to whoever click the hugg thing to a thousand! (: u mke me happy! hahah. but study study alrites :D
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mayb i shldnt blog it down, but i'll jus do it and head to muggin alr. hmms. sad life. hah.
its abt six0 and how the secondintakers are possiblily kinda left out. sometimes i really think it could possibliy, be very largely possible- my fault. like,how those who left..ok,liek how i , attend the classoutings and the second intakers have no chance to go.not no chance, but they may feel it will be weird for them to. i mean, if its me, i wouldnt have wanted to go either considering that the previous class was sorta a group, and i was part of another. and that outing was for that previous grp, in a way. get it? jus smthg like if we see it frm their view, i cld totally comprehend. like tthey are having an outing, but not we. that kinda thing. i mean, i hafta admit its to a large/small/certain extent definitly my fault cos when i keep gg for classoutings, it means, they wun b willing to go. and when i'm gg they'll bound to feel out. but they dunno that i'l feel out too yea? i guess its no one's fault intentionally. but its jus a by-product kinda thing tat no one wans it to happen, but it does anyway. like many things in life. i wld wish to see them at outings, to noe them, but when all's not possible, i shld probbaly let them go. because they are the class...and if they dun go, its not called a classouting anymore. and they haf a whole lot of days ahead tgt and they shld bond... and when they haf, thats when everyone will haf fun. in taht ideal situation.
maybe everyone just needs one thing in life
-one love- jay!!!
-one passion- kayyaking
-one life
-one favourite
-one goal.
-one school- st nicks! (:
-one song- san nian er ban
things like that yea. and so the list will go...
-one memory.( tht neednt be continued. )
and so we jus hav to have that one memory in mind, without pursueing to further it. yes, i shld noe tat. remind me pls.
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mayb i shldnt blog it down, but i'll jus do it and head to muggin alr. hmms. sad life. hah.
its abt six0 and how the secondintakers are possiblily kinda left out. sometimes i really think it could possibliy, be very largely possible- my fault. like,how those who left..ok,liek how i , attend the classoutings and the second intakers have no chance to go.not no chance, but they may feel it will be weird for them to. i mean, if its me, i wouldnt have wanted to go either considering that the previous class was sorta a group, and i was part of another. and that outing was for that previous grp, in a way. get it? jus smthg like if we see it frm their view, i cld totally comprehend. like tthey are having an outing, but not we. that kinda thing. i mean, i hafta admit its to a large/small/certain extent definitly my fault cos when i keep gg for classoutings, it means, they wun b willing to go. and when i'm gg they'll bound to feel out. but they dunno that i'l feel out too yea? i guess its no one's fault intentionally. but its jus a by-product kinda thing tat no one wans it to happen, but it does anyway. like many things in life. i wld wish to see them at outings, to noe them, but when all's not possible, i shld probbaly let them go. because they are the class...and if they dun go, its not called a classouting anymore. and they haf a whole lot of days ahead tgt and they shld bond... and when they haf, thats when everyone will haf fun. in taht ideal situation.
maybe everyone just needs one thing in life
-one love- jay!!!
-one passion- kayyaking
-one life
-one favourite
-one goal.
-one school- st nicks! (:
-one song- san nian er ban
things like that yea. and so the list will go...
-one memory.( tht neednt be continued. )
and so we jus hav to have that one memory in mind, without pursueing to further it. yes, i shld noe tat. remind me pls.
Jun 25, 2005
back!
i'm back! (: from a nice KL-genting trip! whahah! eat so much!
and now, i mus get back to studying :(
and now, i mus get back to studying :(
Jun 22, 2005
boo there! i'm leaving
i'm leaving on a jetplane, dunno when i'll be back again...
haha. no, not a jetplane la. land land... and i noe when i'll be back la. saturday. leaving tmr! boo! msia. how's mugging in msia for a change?
i was jus wondering how it wld be like leaving this place, this singapore where i had grown up for the past 16 years and 5months completely. lik migrating or smth... how i wld miss the ppl here, the food, everythg. hell, i dun think i wan tat... but tat will surely be really WOAH. lik a challenege i supposed. will i be missed? will i die in another place? i duno. hahas.
so when i'm back it'll be saturday, a day left to cts. :( i dun wanna find out tat it aint 5% ok. pls let it be only 5%! (: and i wna pass even if its 5%. and afta tat i wna
1. watch JAY on initial d
2. go kayaking
3. SLEEEP!
4. go to SNNP POP! and see my darling campcrafters and SQUADMATES!
5. pack my computer folders. they're too flooded with nice songs and picts to company my studying.
6. meet up meet up with lotsa ppl
7. play badminton wiith 3L!!! (again!)
8. bugg ppl to go MILK RUN
8. pack my files. its always messed after muggings
ps:those in bold are the REALLYYYY meaningful ones (: whee esp my jay! MINE. hahahah. ok, going mad! cya my dear bloggie. wahah. i wun die without typing out my tots i hope! :P
haha. no, not a jetplane la. land land... and i noe when i'll be back la. saturday. leaving tmr! boo! msia. how's mugging in msia for a change?
i was jus wondering how it wld be like leaving this place, this singapore where i had grown up for the past 16 years and 5months completely. lik migrating or smth... how i wld miss the ppl here, the food, everythg. hell, i dun think i wan tat... but tat will surely be really WOAH. lik a challenege i supposed. will i be missed? will i die in another place? i duno. hahas.
so when i'm back it'll be saturday, a day left to cts. :( i dun wanna find out tat it aint 5% ok. pls let it be only 5%! (: and i wna pass even if its 5%. and afta tat i wna
1. watch JAY on initial d
2. go kayaking
3. SLEEEP!
4. go to SNNP POP! and see my darling campcrafters and SQUADMATES!
5. pack my computer folders. they're too flooded with nice songs and picts to company my studying.
6. meet up meet up with lotsa ppl
7. play badminton wiith 3L!!! (again!)
8. bugg ppl to go MILK RUN
8. pack my files. its always messed after muggings
ps:those in bold are the REALLYYYY meaningful ones (: whee esp my jay! MINE. hahahah. ok, going mad! cya my dear bloggie. wahah. i wun die without typing out my tots i hope! :P
hmms, jus tot i would lik to drop by a while. cos content cant exactly get into head now.just rmb this phrase i've been wanting to jot down...
when you discover the goodness in others, you feel happy yourself too.
hhaha, like true. its when you keep bearing grudges or not opening up to others abt how u feel that u feel miserable inside. we just cant let go smtimes, so we hold on too tightly. and so we aint happy.
so to be happy, some pics! (:
my threesome threeL the lame ppl! :) our grpphoto! hahah.
and the yummy meal we had. sorry! only empty plates now!hoo!its too delicious!
when you discover the goodness in others, you feel happy yourself too.
hhaha, like true. its when you keep bearing grudges or not opening up to others abt how u feel that u feel miserable inside. we just cant let go smtimes, so we hold on too tightly. and so we aint happy.
so to be happy, some pics! (:
my threesome threeL the lame ppl! :) our grpphoto! hahah.
and the yummy meal we had. sorry! only empty plates now!hoo!its too delicious!
Jun 21, 2005
save me from the nothing that i've become. :(
countdown to test have started to be able to be counted with a mere hand. amazing. frm 6 hands to one, its =X my goshh. and i look at what i have done, there;s practically nothing to look at. not much. and i'm still reading this detective novel by robert goddard who writes great thrillers i think :) no, change that smiley to a :( . thats appropriate cos it aint good!but its overdued right after ct and i dun wna leave it hanging.will read it when i find myself watching tv.
pls save me frm the nthg that have become. whr was the me studying and mugging away studiously for os last yr? my mind was in perfect state then . i just could somehow get things in faster. sigh. and there's JAY in town tdy. i didnt go. i repeat! i wasnt one of the thousands(ok i exaggerate) screaming fans at the airport or premier. I WASNT. i'm not an obessed fan lik you think! i prove u all wrong! hahah. but we're BREATHING THE SAME AIR! my goshhh!
wahah! aniw jus an advanced HAPPY seventeen BIRTHDAY TO EMILY.my classie for the third yr running now :)
i mus mugg tonight. i mus mugg i mus mugg. jiayou!
pls save me frm the nthg that have become. whr was the me studying and mugging away studiously for os last yr? my mind was in perfect state then . i just could somehow get things in faster. sigh. and there's JAY in town tdy. i didnt go. i repeat! i wasnt one of the thousands(ok i exaggerate) screaming fans at the airport or premier. I WASNT. i'm not an obessed fan lik you think! i prove u all wrong! hahah. but we're BREATHING THE SAME AIR! my goshhh!
wahah! aniw jus an advanced HAPPY seventeen BIRTHDAY TO EMILY.my classie for the third yr running now :)
i mus mugg tonight. i mus mugg i mus mugg. jiayou!
Jun 20, 2005
rantings
OMG I CANT CONTAIN MY EXCITMENT! XINHUI INVITED ME TO HER CI POP!!! but thing is its on saturday! like :( :( LU will still be in msia my goodness! but the fact that she invited me really thrils me! ITS GNA BE SO SO SO COOL! its a parade lehh! and i can put on the badge for her! i so wan to! i am so sorry i have to dissapoint u my dear BAOOO!!! :( :( my gosh! iamgine how COOL its is putting on the ci badge for ur sqdmate and (u aint a ci urself! ) woahhhhh! :(:( why must all things always conicide on similar dayyys!!!! hurrrrrrrrrr! i'm so sad! i wna gooooo! ITLL BE HOW COOL LAR! my goshhh! mbut i love my xinhui! at least she invited me! (: whheeeeee!!!! i can put on the rank for her!!!!!!!!! oh man! i'm over eee moon! but see la, my mum says if we can get the return ticket frm KL to sg early mayb i will make ittt!! MY GOSH! I MISS XINHUIII! i so so wannnn to go! HMMS! i can forgo all studying for common tests to go i dun care! its only 5%and the parade thing is ONCE IN A LIFETIME! its sucha a milestone for her!hmmmmmmmm!!!! i wna go! i'll try my best to attend it i hope! (: i hope she's nt sad abt it :(:(
bleagh ok i sound so whiny!
bleagh ok i sound so whiny!
Jun 19, 2005
Jun 18, 2005
WHO WAN GO MILKRUN WITH LUCY PLS?!!!
details at www.milkrun.sg. pls join the 5.3km run with me! non comp! non comp! and its for charity! (: PLS! (: make me happy ok!
sometimes i wonder why must people act as if they CANT wait for themselves to grow up. lik my neighbour dressing up like someone who is so mature and old and all when she's only sec3 i think. like why do u wna be old so fast? cant we just stroll, take our time and experience life as it takes us older instead of rushing the process? hmms. i dun lik it when people rush things or the way things are. but i noe i sometimes do rush too. jus tat i realise people rush tdy when i took my time to stroll around after visitng my ah ma and ah gong. i realise how people dun act their age, actually, thing is they act older than they are. why mus we act in sucha way? why must we rush things? rush years? why must we insist that ourselves are older than we are, and later in life, when all the wrinkles and ageing stuffs comes out, you try all means to act younger than your age. to be younger. fact is, we can never
BE wat we aint rite? we're only acting to be, not BE. (if you get the terms there. )
why can we wear just tees and jeans, tees and berms and go out? wouldnt it jsu be fine alr? why add on the complexities of makeup bangles blahblah when life itself have alr been very complex. simplicity itself is a beauty, not such artificial add ons. my heart sometimes really goes out to those who think they're damn chio and dress to the nines, makedup and all when they actauly are kinda out for their age. like hello? we shld b our age, not some ...i dunno wat. ok i'm mean :( but i jus hate to see friends who're more made up with make up than anything else. blah.
anyway on to less rantings stuffs.
ytd had sixoh outing at eastcoast! YAY! ytd oso my sis bday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIYOO! ok, anywya the outing was qt fun! thank god for one class outing at least for sixoh. still there aint any second intaker, mayb its me who scare them away anyway. fact that we're all excited abt it means they wun wan to chap in cos i dun noe them well, so ehh they dun wna come to see me. ok, i was really thinking next time i shld really nt go so tat they, well, will go. they're A class afterall. and i aint part of it. im only part of a exclass. hmsm, anyway me fish xying and becca! we got lost cycling too far away to somewhr whr ppl watch planes! which is unfortunately in CHANGI! i cld even see the sign to go changi village! ohh how i miss changi! place to kayak! den we jus traced back to ecp. (: whee funfun! and thanks to fishh and my two sisters for sending me to the bussiestop else i'ld have been potentially lost. :( haha! ok gna for a run now!
details at www.milkrun.sg. pls join the 5.3km run with me! non comp! non comp! and its for charity! (: PLS! (: make me happy ok!
sometimes i wonder why must people act as if they CANT wait for themselves to grow up. lik my neighbour dressing up like someone who is so mature and old and all when she's only sec3 i think. like why do u wna be old so fast? cant we just stroll, take our time and experience life as it takes us older instead of rushing the process? hmms. i dun lik it when people rush things or the way things are. but i noe i sometimes do rush too. jus tat i realise people rush tdy when i took my time to stroll around after visitng my ah ma and ah gong. i realise how people dun act their age, actually, thing is they act older than they are. why mus we act in sucha way? why must we rush things? rush years? why must we insist that ourselves are older than we are, and later in life, when all the wrinkles and ageing stuffs comes out, you try all means to act younger than your age. to be younger. fact is, we can never
BE wat we aint rite? we're only acting to be, not BE. (if you get the terms there. )
why can we wear just tees and jeans, tees and berms and go out? wouldnt it jsu be fine alr? why add on the complexities of makeup bangles blahblah when life itself have alr been very complex. simplicity itself is a beauty, not such artificial add ons. my heart sometimes really goes out to those who think they're damn chio and dress to the nines, makedup and all when they actauly are kinda out for their age. like hello? we shld b our age, not some ...i dunno wat. ok i'm mean :( but i jus hate to see friends who're more made up with make up than anything else. blah.
anyway on to less rantings stuffs.
ytd had sixoh outing at eastcoast! YAY! ytd oso my sis bday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIYOO! ok, anywya the outing was qt fun! thank god for one class outing at least for sixoh. still there aint any second intaker, mayb its me who scare them away anyway. fact that we're all excited abt it means they wun wan to chap in cos i dun noe them well, so ehh they dun wna come to see me. ok, i was really thinking next time i shld really nt go so tat they, well, will go. they're A class afterall. and i aint part of it. im only part of a exclass. hmsm, anyway me fish xying and becca! we got lost cycling too far away to somewhr whr ppl watch planes! which is unfortunately in CHANGI! i cld even see the sign to go changi village! ohh how i miss changi! place to kayak! den we jus traced back to ecp. (: whee funfun! and thanks to fishh and my two sisters for sending me to the bussiestop else i'ld have been potentially lost. :( haha! ok gna for a run now!
Jun 16, 2005
I LOVE YUEXIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg! YUEXIN IS DAMN SWEET!she got me the initial d book frm taiwan!
}I LOVE YUEXINNNNNNNNNNNNNN! THANKS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! (: whee! you make my dayy!
}I LOVE YUEXINNNNNNNNNNNNNN! THANKS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! (: whee! you make my dayy!
these days had been quite sianed. which is y my new catch phrase is..
sian man :(
hahas. anw really got nthg to update abt cos everyday at home or mugging or slacking. tho slakcing takes up 90percent of my time which is no good. ohh! jay's song for initial d out alr! not bad not bad ehh! one is piao yi and the other is yi lu xiang bei. like the latter better personally.
but sometimes i wonder the jay, the shen that i lik isit the one in the past. like in his fantasy album. and there. hopefully not cos jay the shen is the same shen right frm his first album. i noe i shldnt be cynical thinkg jay have changed frm beofre he rose to the title of rnb prince, but changes in his albums are bound to be ehh? styles and all. mayb the jay i like would have been one who is not wholly famous yet produces music that i would LOVEEE to bits? and only i would like thse kinda music those kind? liek perhaps getting too many idolising you may sorta change u a lil? and i dun lik changes? but it'll be selfish! it'll be selfish to deprive the recognition he so deserves. i dont rmb much abt my feelings abt 8dimensions, but when yhm came out i love it! esp san nian er ban! i still rmb the lyrics making so much sense to me.. that comps aint abt wnning or osing and all. den qlx sorta ... was an album i lik its slow songs more? but i defended his everysong all the same! when i relook back now, i love his every song la! (: but i prefer his fantasy and yhm's cd more! hmms. mayb its cos qlx the naming of the album alone was a change he nv names his album with songs b4, and with qlx he did. at that ime, i tot... hmsm, its some change thats taking away his originality! i dunno. :P i wld prob get kiled by his more crazy than me fans for saying bad htings abt jay! but but but! i'm jus sporting out my tots la! (: i love jay the wayy he is ! and i love his songs alrites!
ok i think too much it aint making sense. shall WAITTT for initial D to come out and for his new album to SWAY me awayyy! :) i think i jus love jay the wayy he is. and i shld love everyone the way they are!
sian man :(
hahas. anw really got nthg to update abt cos everyday at home or mugging or slacking. tho slakcing takes up 90percent of my time which is no good. ohh! jay's song for initial d out alr! not bad not bad ehh! one is piao yi and the other is yi lu xiang bei. like the latter better personally.
but sometimes i wonder the jay, the shen that i lik isit the one in the past. like in his fantasy album. and there. hopefully not cos jay the shen is the same shen right frm his first album. i noe i shldnt be cynical thinkg jay have changed frm beofre he rose to the title of rnb prince, but changes in his albums are bound to be ehh? styles and all. mayb the jay i like would have been one who is not wholly famous yet produces music that i would LOVEEE to bits? and only i would like thse kinda music those kind? liek perhaps getting too many idolising you may sorta change u a lil? and i dun lik changes? but it'll be selfish! it'll be selfish to deprive the recognition he so deserves. i dont rmb much abt my feelings abt 8dimensions, but when yhm came out i love it! esp san nian er ban! i still rmb the lyrics making so much sense to me.. that comps aint abt wnning or osing and all. den qlx sorta ... was an album i lik its slow songs more? but i defended his everysong all the same! when i relook back now, i love his every song la! (: but i prefer his fantasy and yhm's cd more! hmms. mayb its cos qlx the naming of the album alone was a change he nv names his album with songs b4, and with qlx he did. at that ime, i tot... hmsm, its some change thats taking away his originality! i dunno. :P i wld prob get kiled by his more crazy than me fans for saying bad htings abt jay! but but but! i'm jus sporting out my tots la! (: i love jay the wayy he is ! and i love his songs alrites!
ok i think too much it aint making sense. shall WAITTT for initial D to come out and for his new album to SWAY me awayyy! :) i think i jus love jay the wayy he is. and i shld love everyone the way they are!
Jun 13, 2005
some random tots
jus some random tots i managed to slalvage during ps camp at the lecturetheatre whr i wrote down somethings before attempting to sleep. heres it.
how sometimes...we always tend to neglect. neglect things that didnt happen by chance, yet we took them for granted so.
how i used to replay such tunes a thousand times over the player, and yet in time, i have abandoned them. how i just dont cherish things.
how we want to be cool, be popular...yet we feel we aint comfy with it.
and you think all your friends have foregone you when they are happy. and you;'re no longer impt.
many times im inspired by photographs to take even better pictures. yet i have but a willing mind but an inability to do thus.
really random, but who cares! i did some mathhs tdy! :( still nt enuff tho. sian man. jiayouuuus!
how sometimes...we always tend to neglect. neglect things that didnt happen by chance, yet we took them for granted so.
how i used to replay such tunes a thousand times over the player, and yet in time, i have abandoned them. how i just dont cherish things.
how we want to be cool, be popular...yet we feel we aint comfy with it.
and you think all your friends have foregone you when they are happy. and you;'re no longer impt.
many times im inspired by photographs to take even better pictures. yet i have but a willing mind but an inability to do thus.
really random, but who cares! i did some mathhs tdy! :( still nt enuff tho. sian man. jiayouuuus!
Jun 12, 2005
jus watched the serial of waterboys! damn nice esp the ending! i alwyas wanted to be in a team who strives to complete smth! anyth massive big or significtnt. yet i have never been in one. mayb yes, the np team.
and i hate endings. wanted to cry during the end of the serial. :( i hate endings! i always wanted everyth to continue, and no change. and all. jus no endings cos i'll cry like mad. which i do. :P
and i hate endings. wanted to cry during the end of the serial. :( i hate endings! i always wanted everyth to continue, and no change. and all. jus no endings cos i'll cry like mad. which i do. :P
Jun 11, 2005
back frm PScamp!
ahha im finally back frm the PScamp! its so tiing cos i only slept les than 3hrs ytd night? haah! was falling and repplenishing back all the sleep during montage, the nus photoseminar. its kinda nice, the beautiful pics of underwater photography which i highly doubt i'ld ever get the chance to do, the photojounalism which i think is damn cool, and the commerical photography which is glam and all, but i dun lik it.
damn lot of thgs happen in camp im too tired to type, just tt my grp rocks cos my grp keeps winning and cheating too. but nahh. who cares! hahas. ou treasurehunt got first and third leh! :) and our station games got highest points :D yay! grp d! wohoo. there's so few ppl but qt fun tho. me jas meipeng who doesnt abandon me delia president hou de lifei yihting and the grand grand snrs alummni.
haha we found HAO REN finally. (: but nono, not for me. i wwan jay! im jus damn scared i'ld get jay crazy all over cos its bad cos blocks like coming in two weeks and i haven started much ? shucks...
the exco is out. sly rocks!!! :) go sly! i'ld be ur number one loyal lifetime fan.
whee! ok, mus get to studying alr! and sixoh gathering. and sqdm meeting? nahh, dun think its possible. afta that mayb? i wan kayak! haha. oh wells.
MEOW! haha was that u at my gbk? YAY! i love sister meow too! :) :) havent toked to u for longggg! will see u on msn soon i hope. hahahaha
damn lot of thgs happen in camp im too tired to type, just tt my grp rocks cos my grp keeps winning and cheating too. but nahh. who cares! hahas. ou treasurehunt got first and third leh! :) and our station games got highest points :D yay! grp d! wohoo. there's so few ppl but qt fun tho. me jas meipeng who doesnt abandon me delia president hou de lifei yihting and the grand grand snrs alummni.
haha we found HAO REN finally. (: but nono, not for me. i wwan jay! im jus damn scared i'ld get jay crazy all over cos its bad cos blocks like coming in two weeks and i haven started much ? shucks...
the exco is out. sly rocks!!! :) go sly! i'ld be ur number one loyal lifetime fan.
whee! ok, mus get to studying alr! and sixoh gathering. and sqdm meeting? nahh, dun think its possible. afta that mayb? i wan kayak! haha. oh wells.
MEOW! haha was that u at my gbk? YAY! i love sister meow too! :) :) havent toked to u for longggg! will see u on msn soon i hope. hahahaha
Jun 9, 2005
Three L rocks!
Met up with my other buddies! (: pigging out. B4 tat went ps, but was practically doing nthg, or maybe I chose to do nthg cos yea. Anyway back to HAPPIER :) stuffs! yea! pigging out rocks!
actually we're jus supposd to play badminton and slack, not EAT. haha but we did anywayy. went shopping at coldstorage and bought a lot of things which we had for lunch and dinner. yum! hmms we were basically slacking and toking at the living room, den pplayed badminton, den was too thirsty and had nthg to drink and wenta back to the hse. Anyway it was lik how pathetic seraching for a place to play badminton and ended up playing badminton on the road, haha! but fun all the same. den we finally had lunch at three plusplus. den we baguaed abt ppl on friendster looking at chiobu! like oh my god.ahaha. den we cooked our own dinner! and tada! the completion of a wonderful dayy! we had like yummy stuffs. chunky soup and pizza for lunch and spag for dinner! we still haven eaten our bacon! whahah! lots of accidnts happened la! but too lazy to type, shall keep it inside my memories! on the wayy to the busstop had a nice short chat w fishh! (: and taken home qt alot frm a few mins. and frm the entire day toking away.
like how maybe EVERYTHING is fated. this chancing upon each other and having to leave. this bond formed from only one single lame mass chat btw the three of us to be called threeLs. this learning process. this everything. maybe its fated for us to leave, that we'll love the class even more. that we'll learn to cherish the class and most things else more. maybe. and its likely true.
like how sad it is that the vibe is no longer there. its a longg holiday. a month yet theres no major outing yet. like how maybe ehhjay is probably getting better for me. like im getting used alr. like at leats ehhjay is boring but my class aint veyr much sianed. but mugg i must all the same?
we were toking abt driving, and all three of us all thinks that we'll probbaly be road harzards. and i dun wna drive, i wan chauffeurs! and hopw fishh and becca must have high earning jobs cog they spent damn a lot on things and impluse buys. i dun! :P and how many people, in tat transition frm sec to jc, changes drastically. or at least major change. like mnay of my friends. so many i think it wld have been better off counting those who still haven changed. think neither me or backs have changed much. neither appearance, behavior wise . whether its a good thing or bad things is well, hard to say tho. my im hating changes now. so many changes i have seen are for the not so good side, that i'ld rather not have anything changed at all. none at alll. but this is practially impossible cog nthg in the world remains stagnant. sighh. and we were toking abt just crap. on everything.
and how i must go back more often cog i miss my mavis. i wonder if her hair is getting better.i wonder how's she getting on in her new class.i wonder if she's still ponning which i doubt.i jus dunno wats gg on in her life anymore, touch, sball. miss my pan.i wonder if pan is still sad over --- . i dun even noe her exact post in band.i haven even talkked to her much, just a few smses. miss van. i still rmb my promise to support her in her every comp. now i dun even noe when her comps are anymore. miss hongli. i wonder if hongli did go for the cip/interact thing she told me the other time. miss canoeing.i wonder how's trg, and how my exteammates re.whether haoxiang is still as intimidating. miss huetheng too. much as i haven been very close to her, i haven seen her for ages! god! not since i've left hc. i dunno if huetheng still drinks only diet coke for breaks and im still concerned abt her. mayb i shld call for small meetings with these ppl in my life that i do think of. but whetehr i'ld get to see them or them to meet me is another matter. i miss everyone in my life.
but i'll lok forward.
i wan more more MORE of such meetings with my friends! it destress. it takes away the mundane mugging life. :) it revitalise lucy! hahhas. thanks threeLs! lebeky,laine,lulu.
actually we're jus supposd to play badminton and slack, not EAT. haha but we did anywayy. went shopping at coldstorage and bought a lot of things which we had for lunch and dinner. yum! hmms we were basically slacking and toking at the living room, den pplayed badminton, den was too thirsty and had nthg to drink and wenta back to the hse. Anyway it was lik how pathetic seraching for a place to play badminton and ended up playing badminton on the road, haha! but fun all the same. den we finally had lunch at three plusplus. den we baguaed abt ppl on friendster looking at chiobu! like oh my god.ahaha. den we cooked our own dinner! and tada! the completion of a wonderful dayy! we had like yummy stuffs. chunky soup and pizza for lunch and spag for dinner! we still haven eaten our bacon! whahah! lots of accidnts happened la! but too lazy to type, shall keep it inside my memories! on the wayy to the busstop had a nice short chat w fishh! (: and taken home qt alot frm a few mins. and frm the entire day toking away.
like how maybe EVERYTHING is fated. this chancing upon each other and having to leave. this bond formed from only one single lame mass chat btw the three of us to be called threeLs. this learning process. this everything. maybe its fated for us to leave, that we'll love the class even more. that we'll learn to cherish the class and most things else more. maybe. and its likely true.
like how sad it is that the vibe is no longer there. its a longg holiday. a month yet theres no major outing yet. like how maybe ehhjay is probably getting better for me. like im getting used alr. like at leats ehhjay is boring but my class aint veyr much sianed. but mugg i must all the same?
we were toking abt driving, and all three of us all thinks that we'll probbaly be road harzards. and i dun wna drive, i wan chauffeurs! and hopw fishh and becca must have high earning jobs cog they spent damn a lot on things and impluse buys. i dun! :P and how many people, in tat transition frm sec to jc, changes drastically. or at least major change. like mnay of my friends. so many i think it wld have been better off counting those who still haven changed. think neither me or backs have changed much. neither appearance, behavior wise . whether its a good thing or bad things is well, hard to say tho. my im hating changes now. so many changes i have seen are for the not so good side, that i'ld rather not have anything changed at all. none at alll. but this is practially impossible cog nthg in the world remains stagnant. sighh. and we were toking abt just crap. on everything.
and how i must go back more often cog i miss my mavis. i wonder if her hair is getting better.i wonder how's she getting on in her new class.i wonder if she's still ponning which i doubt.i jus dunno wats gg on in her life anymore, touch, sball. miss my pan.i wonder if pan is still sad over --- . i dun even noe her exact post in band.i haven even talkked to her much, just a few smses. miss van. i still rmb my promise to support her in her every comp. now i dun even noe when her comps are anymore. miss hongli. i wonder if hongli did go for the cip/interact thing she told me the other time. miss canoeing.i wonder how's trg, and how my exteammates re.whether haoxiang is still as intimidating. miss huetheng too. much as i haven been very close to her, i haven seen her for ages! god! not since i've left hc. i dunno if huetheng still drinks only diet coke for breaks and im still concerned abt her. mayb i shld call for small meetings with these ppl in my life that i do think of. but whetehr i'ld get to see them or them to meet me is another matter. i miss everyone in my life.
but i'll lok forward.
i wan more more MORE of such meetings with my friends! it destress. it takes away the mundane mugging life. :) it revitalise lucy! hahhas. thanks threeLs! lebeky,laine,lulu.
Jun 7, 2005
smth i've been meanning to say
there's a lot of things i wna say, but i hv been trying to keep it outa here. but too many, i cant.
i mean i sound like im carmen... but there' this one person admist my life who is lik getting all comfy in smwhr where i aint exactly yet found myself comfy in. and she's getting in fast, on those ppl tat i try to avoid. not cos of themselves but e wayy they do things. i am stubborn, mean, watever,... i just sometimes lik doing things the SN way. like letting eveyrone have a lil part to play in or smth like that. but these ppl dun, so yea, i try avoiding them to avoid making myself sad. so yea i can manage tat. but that certain you, sighh. have leading gtten into ur head, dear? hais, anywya i aint in any position to judge u, im jus another slacker, i guess.
thats one thing tat's bogging me rite now.
and on to another issue, i have got lots to complain haven i? sigh. irk, i hate the complainy myself. bahh.
whn u love someone, this certain person, mayb we shld all try not to ask to be reciprocate too much. i seen tat he alr have reciprocated and in time, you guys will be erm, a couple soon i guess. so yea, dun push things. i mean, eveyrone needs their own free time to themsevles, dun we? eveyrone have our own commitments to our frens and families, we cant always be with a certain someone. pls stop thinking tat it aint fair tat ur requests wasnt reciprocated. life's aint fair, alrite. sighh. if everyone asks to be reciprocated, no body in this world will ever receive any happiness frm those ard him.
on to happier stuffs.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO e two SHERs.
SHERMIN AND SHERLINE! ;D happy 17th! amazing isit it, their names are so close and so are their birthdays. ytd and tmr. woho! meeting 3Ls for slacking cum sports session! :) yayy! buts its damn far at becca's. mayb can fit in some MUGGING! (: whee! bahh! im thinking of studyingg for once :)
i mean i sound like im carmen... but there' this one person admist my life who is lik getting all comfy in smwhr where i aint exactly yet found myself comfy in. and she's getting in fast, on those ppl tat i try to avoid. not cos of themselves but e wayy they do things. i am stubborn, mean, watever,... i just sometimes lik doing things the SN way. like letting eveyrone have a lil part to play in or smth like that. but these ppl dun, so yea, i try avoiding them to avoid making myself sad. so yea i can manage tat. but that certain you, sighh. have leading gtten into ur head, dear? hais, anywya i aint in any position to judge u, im jus another slacker, i guess.
thats one thing tat's bogging me rite now.
and on to another issue, i have got lots to complain haven i? sigh. irk, i hate the complainy myself. bahh.
whn u love someone, this certain person, mayb we shld all try not to ask to be reciprocate too much. i seen tat he alr have reciprocated and in time, you guys will be erm, a couple soon i guess. so yea, dun push things. i mean, eveyrone needs their own free time to themsevles, dun we? eveyrone have our own commitments to our frens and families, we cant always be with a certain someone. pls stop thinking tat it aint fair tat ur requests wasnt reciprocated. life's aint fair, alrite. sighh. if everyone asks to be reciprocated, no body in this world will ever receive any happiness frm those ard him.
on to happier stuffs.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO e two SHERs.
SHERMIN AND SHERLINE! ;D happy 17th! amazing isit it, their names are so close and so are their birthdays. ytd and tmr. woho! meeting 3Ls for slacking cum sports session! :) yayy! buts its damn far at becca's. mayb can fit in some MUGGING! (: whee! bahh! im thinking of studyingg for once :)
Jun 6, 2005
I MUST STUDY! FROM TODAY
i haven blogged for a while . neither have i been studying. must really start and not just keep saying i mus. wellll. I MUST STUDY SOON else i'll jus be very sure to fail. tho i oso dunno if studying will help in passing, nothing beats not trying yea? hmms! oh wells. studystudy! jiayou everyone who is alwyas not mugging but hafta. we gtta jiayou, you hear me? !
Jun 3, 2005
the second summer of the sisterhood!
wohooo! alrights, im damn excited, yet feeling kinda lost...erm. well its cos i've finished reading the book! the sisterhood book! and its haunting. like tots keep staying inside me... but i love the book! (: there's a third book, gtta dig it out frm the lib one day.
the second book, well was rather ominous, if thats how u use the word. its basically dark at the front and middle parts. got a totally different inspiration frm when i read char's reviews! aniw, hmms. a test on my memory here goes.
there's tibby... this girl who couldnt let go... could let go of bailey that is. i guess its good, and its bad. its good cos it meant that she was truly a friend to bailey, and if i was bailey, i'll be so touched to have made such an impact in someone else's life. but i wun wan her to remain in the past. we all need to let go sometimes. and how she reminds me of me sometimes. us maybe. liek how we always see cool ppl and we will be like 'i wan them'. but yet, we actually dun click. they mayb cool, but if they do thngs u dun like, why stay ard?
and there's bridget the girl who have a natural spot for soccer. her persistence in going back to her oldtown and wanting to find out the truth. she had beeen such a dear granddaughter, and perhaps, living a simple life that you wan is truly bliss.
and there's lena who is faced with all the boken hearts. the girl who loved too... deeply i supposed. she couldnt get out. she's jus lik trapped in love, when love no longer exists. its not kostons fault to break her heart, i guess eveyrhting happens for a reason. and well, she DID managed to carry on without him... (:
carmen the girl who loved too hard. liek how we wished our closest will be happy, yet when they have happiness, we're afraid we lose importance in their lifes. like being jealous that now that theyre happy, we're no longer needed? jus this insecurity yea? but she learnt to love, and allowthose ard her to be loved as well.
there's lthis lost now that ive finsihed reading the book tho. sigh. it always happen. but, well, with no sisterhoods now, i mus mug soon! haven touched the mugger's loves at all!
the second book, well was rather ominous, if thats how u use the word. its basically dark at the front and middle parts. got a totally different inspiration frm when i read char's reviews! aniw, hmms. a test on my memory here goes.
there's tibby... this girl who couldnt let go... could let go of bailey that is. i guess its good, and its bad. its good cos it meant that she was truly a friend to bailey, and if i was bailey, i'll be so touched to have made such an impact in someone else's life. but i wun wan her to remain in the past. we all need to let go sometimes. and how she reminds me of me sometimes. us maybe. liek how we always see cool ppl and we will be like 'i wan them'. but yet, we actually dun click. they mayb cool, but if they do thngs u dun like, why stay ard?
and there's bridget the girl who have a natural spot for soccer. her persistence in going back to her oldtown and wanting to find out the truth. she had beeen such a dear granddaughter, and perhaps, living a simple life that you wan is truly bliss.
and there's lena who is faced with all the boken hearts. the girl who loved too... deeply i supposed. she couldnt get out. she's jus lik trapped in love, when love no longer exists. its not kostons fault to break her heart, i guess eveyrhting happens for a reason. and well, she DID managed to carry on without him... (:
carmen the girl who loved too hard. liek how we wished our closest will be happy, yet when they have happiness, we're afraid we lose importance in their lifes. like being jealous that now that theyre happy, we're no longer needed? jus this insecurity yea? but she learnt to love, and allowthose ard her to be loved as well.
there's lthis lost now that ive finsihed reading the book tho. sigh. it always happen. but, well, with no sisterhoods now, i mus mug soon! haven touched the mugger's loves at all!
Jun 1, 2005
when u lose smth, u gain smth. but rmb its VICE VERSA too.
today we did a damn sweet thing. :D hhahas sweet me and jas and yuexin and joyce did a jigsaw puzzle to cheer emily up!
at first we were jus thining e puzzle was cute, den me and jas , being the sweeties that we were, came up with the idea to do it on the spot for emily to surprise her since she was at j8 too! hahas. but we didnt catch her in j8 la, we delievered it right to her doorstep, she nv come come of the hse somemore ehh!!! :D yay! veh fun! joyce was our tour guide! brought us to her hse... cos we tot she was still with emily, den we called her ask her dun let emily go hm first but she's alr home! so she ba ka with us call emily to go her hse pass her smth! and emily got tricked! HOHO! and we actually bumped innto them witht the materials and me and jas bluffed that it was for my sis! haha! how convnicing! :D yay!we are great actressses! :D woho! emily was damn
touched! :)
yay! at least by making others happy, i myself feel happy too.
nah, jus strips of my tots in jagged sentences. so yea.
i am tired of these hauntings;
these very hauntings that troubles
THEM so.
jus leave THEM alone
for this pursue prove
or at least seems so,
fruitless and more
hurting than one expect.
truths are hard to bear
but yet why do many
remain ever perisistent
in search for
that truth-
that supposed THIS.
if it leaves them restless
and affected;
if it leaves them abandoning friends
and oneself;
if it leaves one crying,
it aint
any good.
why is THIS so hard,
isnt THIS supposed to jus
come by?
not a relentless chase after
not a pursue
to the skies.
if it aint meant to be yours,
it aint gonna be yours.
always thought
THIS was meant to be
simple.
but life proved more difficulties
and complexity than
human can.
we aint weak,
we just aint strong enough.
we need THIS,
we just need not
the hurt with it.
THEY are my friends, and THIS is love.
at first we were jus thining e puzzle was cute, den me and jas , being the sweeties that we were, came up with the idea to do it on the spot for emily to surprise her since she was at j8 too! hahas. but we didnt catch her in j8 la, we delievered it right to her doorstep, she nv come come of the hse somemore ehh!!! :D yay! veh fun! joyce was our tour guide! brought us to her hse... cos we tot she was still with emily, den we called her ask her dun let emily go hm first but she's alr home! so she ba ka with us call emily to go her hse pass her smth! and emily got tricked! HOHO! and we actually bumped innto them witht the materials and me and jas bluffed that it was for my sis! haha! how convnicing! :D yay!we are great actressses! :D woho! emily was damn
touched! :)
yay! at least by making others happy, i myself feel happy too.
nah, jus strips of my tots in jagged sentences. so yea.
i am tired of these hauntings;
these very hauntings that troubles
THEM so.
jus leave THEM alone
for this pursue prove
or at least seems so,
fruitless and more
hurting than one expect.
truths are hard to bear
but yet why do many
remain ever perisistent
in search for
that truth-
that supposed THIS.
if it leaves them restless
and affected;
if it leaves them abandoning friends
and oneself;
if it leaves one crying,
it aint
any good.
why is THIS so hard,
isnt THIS supposed to jus
come by?
not a relentless chase after
not a pursue
to the skies.
if it aint meant to be yours,
it aint gonna be yours.
always thought
THIS was meant to be
simple.
but life proved more difficulties
and complexity than
human can.
we aint weak,
we just aint strong enough.
we need THIS,
we just need not
the hurt with it.
THEY are my friends, and THIS is love.
