save me from the nothing that i've become. :(

countdown to test have started to be able to be counted with a mere hand. amazing. frm 6 hands to one, its =X my goshh. and i look at what i have done, there;s practically nothing to look at. not much. and i'm still reading this detective novel by robert goddard who writes great thrillers i think :) no, change that smiley to a :( . thats appropriate cos it aint good!but its overdued right after ct and i dun wna leave it hanging.will read it when i find myself watching tv.

pls save me frm the nthg that have become. whr was the me studying and mugging away studiously for os last yr? my mind was in perfect state then . i just could somehow get things in faster. sigh. and there's JAY in town tdy. i didnt go. i repeat! i wasnt one of the thousands(ok i exaggerate) screaming fans at the airport or premier. I WASNT. i'm not an obessed fan lik you think! i prove u all wrong! hahah. but we're BREATHING THE SAME AIR! my goshhh!

wahah! aniw jus an advanced HAPPY seventeen BIRTHDAY TO EMILY.my classie for the third yr running now :)

i mus mugg tonight. i mus mugg i mus mugg. jiayou!