letters for emily

my first read for the holiday- Letters for Emily by Camron Wright. i would like to quote this very touching verse.

My existence will be utterly miserable if you are not standing by my side. I will shiver, for you are my warmth- I will be lonely, for you are my friend- I will feel lost, for you are my guide. Everything good in me, no matter how small, you discover. I long to see you smile in the morning, to feel your touch in the evening.

I hope I am not too late.

aww ): i think you've got to read the book to feel touched by the verse. i find it really touching.
a novel about a father's love, a grandfather's love, and a couple's salvaged love. and there's so much about life we can learn from the book. from Harry's letters.

also, lu is thankful. that i am surrounded by people who love me. i am fortunate. thankyou thankyou thankyou. thankyou to the econs gang for the steamboat present cakesss laughter. thankyou mei,ying,dan,theng,val,minghui,fatein,huiyi,redmoon,kami,kat(CUPCAKES),meijie. <3 (: thankyou for being a big part of my uni life.

9 days to 42km. go lu. (: i hope you're not too late for this at least!

it'll be a long time.

it'll prolly be a long time before i see the econs people. this sem went past really fast. i didnt felt like i had the time to catch my breath. i dont even know how to face next sem. really, i dont.

three books from the library trip for company now! YAY. i was tempted away while looking for seats on thurs :X

lu wants to go cycling, beaches, ubin, somewhere nature-ish. too much buildings for too long. lu needs to run and train for 7dec. (to make resolution completion one step nearer) needs to cheer up and stay happy. needs to start plans going.

off i go to be a bookworm (: i miss reading fiction.

beauty is.

i was just looking at my sharing folders. some really lovely pics thanks to jeremy. i promised myself i'll be back. there. endless horizons, dramatic sunsets, plenty of greens.

for now, i shall be out and about with the camera soon (: sunrise sunset cloudyskies!

jiayou to everyone who is having/going to have exams! GOGOGO! (: just one more lu.

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this is like the DREAM KITCHEN seriously. omg! PRETTY.

back to psych! gogogo (: i miss my foodpornblogs.
soon.

positivity

i only wanted to blog that:

i enjoyed my evening run ytd.
after such a long break, the lethargy is finally gone.
replaced with a reminder of why i love jogging. the light steps, the natural rhythm, and the feeling that you can conquer the whole world with your runs. (:

its one of those rare days that i feel all positive. even though i have slacked the past two days away ): jiayou! psych psych psych. :D

halfway mark

lu's econs exam week is over. the psych week is next.

gosh. it hadnt been good.
but jiayou lu (: u needa last through. without all the pimples outbreak my mum have been talking about. exams are numbing. going through the three days feeling nothing but panic. and the first shocker is BLAH. i should stop whining about it. i know i shouldnt keep harping on it. but its just something tugging at the back of my mind. hidden it, but something's been telling me, this sem had gone way wrong.

we cant afford to fall, can we?

the halfway mark,
would you pull me through?

at least i could pretend to smile. at least i can try to cheer you on. go lu! (: jiayou !

something happy (:

just wanted to blog down something happy.

dont think i laughed that much in weeks. i really laughed til my stomach muscles were almost going to cramp. tutucians always make my day. (: the random things we do. standing along and blocking public corridors just talking away and waiting for someone to decide what's next. hee. always ending up suaning baguamate and woah, we have new targets today. s and jh. :P

i feel really sorry i hadnt been catching up much on their life, and another sem just flew past alr. gosh. go girls for exams! i'm happy for the guys who're ording soon! (: and even happier for phua. he is going to get at least 3 As.

all that, despite exams in four days' time and im only just starting. SHUCKS lu :S gogog! thank you. you dont know how therapuetic it was for me. taking myself away from the gloomy week of rushing reports and preparing the final stretch. i think it recharges. i hope im ready to face it.

HAPPY BDAY HENG! TWENTY! ahahah!

time to study hard lu. LAST STRETCH. give it your best shot.

barely

yay. the report is finally done. but there's still psych report hanging around.
less than a week to go. omg. lu u hafta jiayou! feels like the worst sem ever. no more repeats okay. GOSH.

and even though i always tell people not to get overly dependent on coffee, but i think the coffee addict is back ): weeks of past 2am bedtime can kill an old woman like me.

and i whine too much here.stay strong. trying to.

thats my defence mechanism

hello piggy
Originally uploaded by lucia!.

laugh, grin, pretend not to hear/mind, rebutt defensively.
that's my defence mechanism, when you catch me by surprise, when there's some truth i cannot say, or when my brain needs much more time to think it through.

whats yours?

there's no jo to randomly msg while studying, i ended up msging random people. hehs ): i think i made people worry. i'm sorry, dont mind me. im just usually cranky whenever exams come round. my studybuddy knows best. but even she's not around this sem ): \

prof reminded me that sometimes when things happen, its entirely an exogenous factor thats causing it. but yet we tend to point fingers around all too often. if anything, its my fault, no one else's. remind me to be a better person. please.

anyhow i really thought i would become frozen pork on the train home today. isn't 25degc the optimal temperature?