FLEW!

one of my fave girl just flew off this morning at 6am. and i cant sleep despite camping with lyy and mei the entire night at the airport. haha.

she probably won't see this, but gosh, i will miss her alot. no yeetheng to YEEtheng, with the long YEE sound. no YO, as replies. no WELL DONE. the year ahead seems taunting without my econs gang. my support group in school. but i bet she'll have tons of fun there so i must be happy for her. its so hard to see her leave, almost on the verge of tears. six months six months. (:

and reality hits home.

soon, it'll be me.

i hope i can not sleep, to enjoy the luxury of the twentyfour hours everyday. thats not even enough though. heh.

lessons learnt

addicted to this: and a million other versions of it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5o0Nibn7n7E

no one's infallible. but that fall came super hard. its a reminder. infallible you aint.
its so glaring. i never knew.
i'll get over it. just time. some time.
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its also the time for new year resolutions and reflections. evauations of our hopes, goals and dreams. looking back at the twelve months and how things had become.

last year, i said.

its so difficult to leave. i dont know how they do it. but leave i must. act if i have to. bahh. i cant wait to whine to jo! (jo's finally coming back and yet im leaving. rah. ): i hate emo mornings. RAH. the next person who asks me when im leaving, im gg to burst out in tears. RAHHHH. i hate.

i miss.

i was uploading old photos onto the class photobucket when i suddenly realised i miss the times when tutuohfive was a large part of my everyday. its the feeling that you go to school and know they will always be there. its the plain, simple, routined and tranquil kind of life.

thank god for all the photos for they help me rmb the things that i hold dear but forgot. thank you,for tutu is still a large part of my life. not the everyday life, but the memory and spirit. (: i hope we'll always stay as a class. this strong.



how we had changed.
and how we had thought things would stay the same.

timeout.

asian civilisation (37) copy
Originally uploaded by lucia!.

escaped and museumed! (:

things i hope i do before i leave:
-national museum history gallery
-philatelic museum
-marina barrage!
-buddyhoagies
-sunrise!
-phototrip around central singapore
-FOOD FOOD FOOD!

merry christmas (:

SOME walk.

love this song currently (:


lu spent the weekend walking for Let's Take a Walk (: and man, it was SOME experience.

thinking back, i really think a 100km walk was crazy. we only did about 80km of the 100km, but its still a really great effort by everyone! GOOD JOB! i'm thankful everyone did it tgt, cos its the presence of everyone else, who pushed me on. team work and motivation: its always easier as a group. (: YAY YAYY. i will rmb the laughter, the lame jokes, the banter, the z monster battles, the cold night wind, the craziness, the highway trek, the incoherence, sleeping right in the middle of changi village and changi coastal park's hut, and the realisation that running was painless relative to walking.

i was wrong, walking trumps jogging anytime in terms of difficulty. jogging is so much easier (and less blisters inducing)! when u jog, you know you're getting much nearer the final point. when you walk, its crazily endless. i salute walkers. really.

i hate the blisters on my feet. i dislike my lousy right leg ):

thankyou the jigglypuff, walkholics anonymous, hoseh! and (most imptly) Bridgers. it was SOME walk. thankyou for the 80km. and all the efforts that got me walking on. <3 pity the last 20km, perhaps someday. someday 100km would be achievable (: i believe.

i saw the goodness again. (: thankfully.
i hope its to stay. that its not another misjudgement, another mirage, that will eventually disappear.

pls dont. its been a trying two years. i wish it over soon. so you'll return to what you used to be, in my mind. the goodness, nothing else.

rainy weekend
failed cinnamon rolls
running nose
sleep

-crys' advanced twentyfirst party
it was almost like a squadmates meetup (: happyfying!
-ajisen with cecs and pecks. finally interrogated cecs. whoo! (:
but i was sneezing away all the time. argh.

i think i had forgotten how it was like to be sick. uber urgh. hopefully i hadnt spread it to my siss and mum.i feel better today! time for those packing up/ christmas cards/ presents. go lu! and i read this phrase from Plain Truth by Jodi Picoult and thought its very true.

a world that's crowded with people could still be a very lonely place

spells love!

thankyou michie chua for the surprise visit (: eight years. time flies. my squadmate, ccc teammate, friend and schoolmate. yays to buddyhoagies, northpoint and library coffee. we're bookworms, we really are. except she is a worse case. 16 library books at one go! OMG.

i love my squadmates. and i'm seeing more tmr! (: WHEEEE!

thankyou ossie for the supper ADVENTURE TRIP on tuesday night.

i miss st nicks. must orangebowl before i leave.

and YAYS CECS IS BACK (:

42.195km (:

at least when I completed yesterday’s marathon, I didn’t promise myself I won’t go again. I know I will always fall for the temptation when the registration time comes. I was basically talking to myself, and trying to find a replacement for the stupid right leg along the way. BAHH. I could have been faster, if my mind was stronger. But for now, thank god I’m back in one piece, and with aches and knee pain but LOOK MUM, no blisters this time :D yayy!

and I missed cam’ons outing ): was super tempted to go cos that’s prolly the last time I wil see them before I leave, considering everyone’s busy schedule. Bahh ): but i couldnt even walk. or maybe its the same problem. i think i couldnt.

mental, you know. mental.

如果海會說話 如果風愛上砂

海角七號 is nice (:


nine hours to forty two. thinking about it makes me worry! GOSH.

JIAYOU LU (:

bliss

as i get older, i dont really enjoy celebrating my birthdays. it makes me realise, i dont do anything to deserve such love, but yet i am blessed with friends and family who have always tolerated and loved me instead. every year is a realisation of what i have not done for them. it is a motivation to treat them nicer and to be a nicer person myself, yet all too often, its easy to forget.

thankyou piyo tare mummy. thankyou bestest friend. thankyou econs gang.
and thank you tutucians. my loveliest bunch of classmates aka kampung kias, and my simplest and most sincere group of friends (: the classmates are super cute and thoughtful. haha. i thank god i've met such wonderful classmates at aj. each gathering is a reminder that aj was a blessing in disguise. i guess we may never know what life have in place for us, until we experience it. i love gelare waffles (:

thank you, for i will go to sleep tonight, feeling like a blessed child. i am not ready to grow up (although people have been hinting in their bday wishes that i shld :X). but, who says we need to? :P
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i had an ubin cycling trip to start the week (: we got to this new place, which gave me the feeling that i'm back at Nan! the highlands, plantations, fresh air and mudtrails. the mountainous feel that overlooks part of the island. no buildings, no anything. omg, i fell in love with that place. i felt this sense of happiness overwhelming me when i was there, cant explain why. but i miss Nan so much. ):

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4days.i've already got my mind all psyched up I THINK. go go go, all the way. (:

goal: 42.195km
motivation: bananas.