crapping in class(abt olympics) is fun!!! :D

hehs/ was crapping in class tdy after recess.so teschnically we didnt have any lessons at all! :D the celebration was fun i would say! cos its thru all the sec 3s hard work. had passing down/handing over/stepping down yesterday! :D hehs. pamela! jiayous! :D i'm so proud of you! you;re an exco! wohoo! :D the food was nice, but the event was abrupt. but yes, no school for ,er... 2 days! :)yippes! goodie lucis shall go back for maths remedial! :)

hahas.no more test

hahas no more tests. i am grateful for it..but somehow i noe the slacker me wunn study without tests, but hopefully my mind will constantly remind me! :/

aniw, got back ppr! :D hoho. quite happy though its like still low when compared to the smarties (note the pun) in our school. but its still an improvement. at least i didnt get the dissapointment i got last term. :P but then again its good when i put it in my context but not when i put it into perspective (as ms lim says) and which is in the perspective of the enitre level i gues? heck! just try harder. :D hehs.

yingyi! :D five girl! *grins* still rmb the pic i showed you tdy? hahas. if u remain sad i shall show u forever :P hehs. :D

olympics2004.goodbye

its the closing ceremony of the olympics at 245am tmr. and that'll end the 16days of tension...

4yrs of waiting, 16days of tension,one day to end it all.

somehow i love this olympics. and the next one seems so far away/ 2008... wondeer where i'll be then. 2008? 4yrs? i dun even noe tmr... but hope i'll live to see it. hahas. sometimes, i think i really dun appreciate things enuff. hehs. i'll miss going to school in the morning and asking my friend if lijiawei or susilo got win not..and waiting by the tv for lijiawei's and susilo';s game only to watch the game end in defeat/

--- off to chinese.! (i hope)

markcahy :(

hahahs. been repeating this but.....just that i dun like mark chay animore...hahahs. still rmb the days during the sea games in sec 2 when i tot he was superly cute and shuai and cool cos he won some medals and stuff! but after the read the ST sports report on them the swimmers who represented sg and when none qualified and the crap excuses they gave, i gave up hope and admiration for him! hmpf. irritating. susilo is so much better and at least he;'s humble and nice! :D *grins * 2 weeks to pelims! i've gotta feel motivated!
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hero-where one truly fights when he loses

hehs.she lost. but i believe she'll be back. i'm sadden onyl by the fact that we were SO close. and yet its SO far. of cos it;ll be hypocritical to tell jiawei not to be sad, that winning and losing is just a part of competitions. of cos, go on and cry out, jiawei! :) but make sure that you stand up yet again from the truma, face that failure, and improve ..and fight against it! its sad, its dissapointing but thats life? i'm kind of relentless and sick of fghting against it. mayb i've accepted that there are going to be failures a plently in my life cos i bring bad luck to myself. aww. :D but not u jiawei!!! you can do it! :D and u're my hero!

i'm feeling so sad now.dun ask me why.our player jiawei got defeated in the table tennis semis. and i so wanted her to win. serious! i so so so so so so wanted her to get into the gold medal match bcos then, we'll be guranteed of a medal this games. and its probably the best chance of a medal in 44yrs. 44yrs and we didnt get one. and i so so so wanted her to get the medal. its not her fault actually...she played so so so well the game was super tight. its mine, i bring bad luck to whoeve i support. serious. and its been proven again and again. not that i hadnt been warned of it. i just couldnt resistthe temptation of watching the match with our player having so much chance for a gold medal showdown. but... all hopes were dashed. why? ? ? we are now left with an emptied heart of hopes all gone. now its the bronze medal match...against a korean again(but this time its a south korean) i really wanted jiawei to win.so much so that i prayed thru the entire game. but. :`( i'm an unlucky girl. and i shall not watch the bronze playoff. cos i really want sg to have a medal this games. we were deprived of it for 44 yrs. and this is probably the best chance . i risked all my studying for the impt exams to support the olypmics palyers and i think i ended up giving them bad luck.
i'm keeping my fingers closed for tmr's match. i hope i'm not a jinx to the team singapore.

heh.i sorry susilo! mayb its me who watched your game with boonsak yesterday that gave u bad luck. i;m truly sorry,but i noe u rock!i guess u probably noe it by now. but hehs. :D yes, i noe u can do it! :D and u're quite shuai too! :)
ok, mayb there's somethg that i could learn from this olympics.that its not whether you win or lose...
winners are but, forgotten in a weeks' time.people who lose merely fades away faster than winners.
ok, i'm so melancholic tdy. mayb its cos all thos i support wholeheartedly are out... but here's cheers to all those who tried and all those who really put in their best! u all rock! serious. :D
prelims like in um 25 days time and i;m so dead. shall stick to my books for now1

heh.i sorry susilo! mayb its me who watched your game with boonsak yesterday that gave u bad luck. i;m truly sorry,but i noe u rock!i guess u probably noe it by now. but hehs. :D yes, i noe u can do it! :D and u're quite shuai too! :)

ok, mayb there's somethg that i could learn from this olympics.that its not whether you win or lose...

winners are but, forgotten in a weeks' time.
people who lose merely fades away faster than winners.


ok, i'm so melancholic tdy. mayb its cos all thos i support wholeheartedly are out... but here's cheers to all those who tried and all those who really put in their best! u all rock! serious. :D

prelims like in um 25 days time and i;m so dead. shall stick to my books for now1

hahas. i shall carry out my scheduled routine,
1 hr of internet time for every 2 days!
must study at least 2hrs a day!

:)and TV time cant be more than 2 hrs!

-perserve and i can do wonders. stare your fears in the face and shout"GET OUT!"

oral tdy. actually seems a lil better than i had expected with my standard! :D hahas. jiayous to those who haven take. it doesnt seem as scary anymore. :) hees. ok. hais.tired. am integration tmr... jiayous. susilo won the lin dan! :D yippes/ at least he get to move on the next rd. :)
and i shant b online as often! :)gotta study hard, hte prelims timetable came out tdy laios. hais. jiayous!!!!!!!!!!!

and thanks lots to all those who gave me your luck! :D
there's diana,niq,ltg,sam, oli,zhen,yiwen,zhimin,mic, yingyi etc etc etc. :Dthanks!!!!

editted for yingyi! :D see that ^ up there! ^

heh///watched the olympics yest! :D very nice! but was left feeling a lil lost inside. cos josceline yeo got er. 27 out of 38 foor her best butterfly 100m, and didnt mke it to the top 16 of cos. and lili was def by the china top seed. but she fought really well, considering we're so suai to get china as our opponent :/ and table tennis tdy i think hope they make it!

aww.oral tmr. wish me luck i'm the first! hate it.dun even think i'll need lunch, i just go and take the test and off i can go :( just hope i dun panic ! :D

its quite ...
wat shld i say. nostalgic to see PM goh step down. although somehow he says he isnt.
maybe its just me . cos the swearing in ceremony is MY backgrd music (and not JAY!) haha.s i just wan to say that he;s good. :D

i told ya i lead a boring life. :/ cos even i'm bored . hais. maybe its the boring ceremonuy.but its supposed to be. urg... an important chapter in our history (textbook) . yes. hais.

still got testimonials to RUSH. its tmr for the draft. :( until then., cya

B

hoho. ive just amde a new wallie since ages ago. aniw, happy national day! i love sg?!?!?!

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i'm amazed at how much i love to complain .a hundred plus posts to this blogg and still counting. sometimes i really just crap non stop here. like this post here.i'm amazed at how easily i'm influenced. despite not wanting to. i've to admit that i like the last jay album a lil more. more because of the songs, not that i dun like JAY! anymore, but mayb its his style of music now...can u believe that there's only 4 slower tracks! when i love his slower tracks most(except san nian er ban)but one thing is that i sometimes am deluded ... shant tok abt it. gotta be inspired to study like liying is!!! aww. so slack these days.just started out differentiation.tons to catch up with! and i shant update so freqently. cos the moere i update, the more time i'm on jcnet. which isnt too good. but i'm goanna be a member for a year in 2 mths time. how time pass.
off to jogging soon. i'm so fat i really need to jog. :/i miss all the things in the past. seems liek whatever was in the past was always better than what i have now. but i must b grateful . somehow i feel i shld b grateful for thgs. cos i have always been takign thgs for granted ..and i am now. my monittor is stlll pink and noirmal on and off. :/ baa. shant over use it.

tell me a reason not to love you.

if it was said that failure makes a man, then i must have not failed yet.
if it was said that man grows with experience, then i must have not gone through much.

so much for being melancholic.
mayb i'm orsino,
no, he's disgusting . hahas. and he doesnt noe Jay.
its terrible living in a world without jay.

i think jay is super talented.
really.
its nt one of my crazy love for HIM,
but his songs rox
esp wa po, so cute
and ge qian and jie kou. :) ilove jay.,
the songs are playing on a repeat now.
i'm praying tt it does nt die on me

ccc outing tdy. :) great fun! was cycling den slacking ard and stuff.. walking white snads and ended up at cd rama for so long listening and convincing them jay's songs are nice. obviously didnt work gtta brush up on my persuasive skills. no wonder i think i failed persuasive essay. ended up at liying's hse again.wonder why all meetings end up at her hse. :)she's kind to lend us her kitcehn at least :P hehs. :) i luv you guys too.

i'm ranting off. :/

kayaking tdy. first time this yr! :) hahas. u could guess my joy. went w crystal xinhui and yoshi lar.was quite a kuku place, considering tt its half day and prob half of the sng popn is at orchard. but wat can i say but HEALTHY us? hahas.lame. but i only realise tt i'm red when i come back to bathe and saw. :) its burning like other kayaking sessions lar. so its ook:) hahas.

was singing kukuk songs (not initiated by me i promised! :P) hahas. aniw, yeps. was like screaming back at those ppl dunni who one shore.and kept getting drifted away from the kelong called FC

aniw, am quite inspired to take 2 star now. mayb a while more when i'm more confient of capsizing ba. :) ok. tired alr.

btw qi li xiang roxss! the songs are so nice! dun worry i'll lend u guys su, when i finaish hugging jay! ;) aww.sickbut yes! i luv jay.

ahhas. crystal says i dun blog. so here i am blogging!!!! hahas only one thing to say. my jcnet revamp!! yays! its now the qi li xiang thingy! yippes! i luv jay. hahas. he's rocking me.! yays :)