yesterday
i just felt like hugging ppl today. but no worries, i didnt jus went around hugging anyone. aha
flu and sorethroat just wont go away!
sometimes i think love can be selfinduced. so can dislike.
i am beginning to see joy in being an psexco. altho i seldom do admit to being a fulltime exco cos im only a cp, but i am really touched by the passion they have shown in every activity we do. i must
today
just some tots. im not like those ppl u see on the streets.
well, that for one, is a fallacy, i recognise. hasty generalisation and perhaps a faulty cause (a red herring ) too. i dont know, i hate to conform. i dont know why the world have more and more duplicates. when u are interetsed in sales, im more interested in the shelves of huggish toys next door. when u try on those shoes, im more tempted to move into the shop selling running stuffs.
that said, i haven ran for long. tmr it shall be!
i dont know how to talk to people. like seriously, i dunno how to talk most times, which is why i merely talk crap. i panic inside when i have to talk to people or tell them how i feel, which is why, very often i just hide behind the monitor infront of the keyboard and would rather type, much as i hate computer screens' glaring glass.
i think im autistic. very autistic. and naturally reclusive as well.
ahh. nicer things now. davincicode was okay, altho the back part ended rather fast. but the girl is very pretty. and the guy cheated my feelings cos not shuai at all. :( but other than that, its a nice movie. i think the louvre museum is a really nice place and i want to go there one day, at one point in my life.
May 30, 2006
May 27, 2006
thinking tots talk
i dont know how exactly to update this.
freedom. your world, express it , the AJPS 05/06 photog seminar has officially ended on a good note. turnouts were so huge compare to prev years, the next batch will have a tough time beating out record. yays. mr raytan was really good, i like the approach, the photos and all. cos he did smth like a documentary thing on his trip to vietnam. if i could list one wish, it will be to go to thailand, nan, bnr school with a film slr to capture the schoolkids like he did in bnw. i've always preferred black n white more for its ability to bring out a deeper meaning into things. if only i could b more confident of what i can do with film. though i might nv be.
it felt like passingout for ps today, tho obviously not. i tot about second chances, second choices. what i would do if i had another chance. i guess for me i would prolly have chosen another path totally different. had i know i would have tim for regrets now, i wouldnt have joined cos of my fave blueskytaking activity. i wouldnt. blueskies are different from a two yr commitment, blueskies can only turn out nice on good days, they differ when it gtes dry and the going gets resistant. perhaps its the people, perhaps its my own attitude, but i suspect its the neighbouring forces. i joined becos i think i like blueskiestaking but other people joins cos they just needed a cca. its different. ppl who join just fr the cca sake would just be different and i guess it sorta influecned somewhere, sometime back. i would have wished i was a lil more pro, a lot more commited, a hugeextent less influenced by slacker behaviourrs.
i could wish for the entire world but still not get it .
i love my cuteprincess for motivating me to be that bit more commited. else, i could just end up alot worse today. i love my darkroom mistress for always being my reminder to stay sincere and interested, else wednesdays would end up much more dry than the desert alr. i love my boss for teaching a camera illiterate some technical stuffs that i can bring with me and for always being kind on my lousy photos and still allow me to cover the next events.
the hols are here. like i said, i really need to mugg hard cos my term two results are alot of failures and hardly passes. jiayou jiayou my motivation buddy. though ive yet to find u a nice quote.
Natural abilities are like natural plants; they need pruning by study.
therefore, lucia must study hard to discover her very well hidden talents.
thank you fr believing in me. everyone.
i love my buddy with the blueblack hairdye too.
freedom. your world, express it , the AJPS 05/06 photog seminar has officially ended on a good note. turnouts were so huge compare to prev years, the next batch will have a tough time beating out record. yays. mr raytan was really good, i like the approach, the photos and all. cos he did smth like a documentary thing on his trip to vietnam. if i could list one wish, it will be to go to thailand, nan, bnr school with a film slr to capture the schoolkids like he did in bnw. i've always preferred black n white more for its ability to bring out a deeper meaning into things. if only i could b more confident of what i can do with film. though i might nv be.
it felt like passingout for ps today, tho obviously not. i tot about second chances, second choices. what i would do if i had another chance. i guess for me i would prolly have chosen another path totally different. had i know i would have tim for regrets now, i wouldnt have joined cos of my fave blueskytaking activity. i wouldnt. blueskies are different from a two yr commitment, blueskies can only turn out nice on good days, they differ when it gtes dry and the going gets resistant. perhaps its the people, perhaps its my own attitude, but i suspect its the neighbouring forces. i joined becos i think i like blueskiestaking but other people joins cos they just needed a cca. its different. ppl who join just fr the cca sake would just be different and i guess it sorta influecned somewhere, sometime back. i would have wished i was a lil more pro, a lot more commited, a hugeextent less influenced by slacker behaviourrs.
i could wish for the entire world but still not get it .
i love my cuteprincess for motivating me to be that bit more commited. else, i could just end up alot worse today. i love my darkroom mistress for always being my reminder to stay sincere and interested, else wednesdays would end up much more dry than the desert alr. i love my boss for teaching a camera illiterate some technical stuffs that i can bring with me and for always being kind on my lousy photos and still allow me to cover the next events.
the hols are here. like i said, i really need to mugg hard cos my term two results are alot of failures and hardly passes. jiayou jiayou my motivation buddy. though ive yet to find u a nice quote.
Natural abilities are like natural plants; they need pruning by study.
therefore, lucia must study hard to discover her very well hidden talents.
thank you fr believing in me. everyone.
i love my buddy with the blueblack hairdye too.
May 26, 2006
May 22, 2006
swayed
i realise im easily swayed by nice voices.
esp that of jingbaoyuetuan! jingbao jiayou! (: hoho. esp the very shuai lead singer.
that guy with the nice voice.
i really need to mugg in june, esp im v dead. jiayou lu! u know u can!
happy birthday twentytwo. altho celebrations were a low keyed happybirthday to 22. but lets make it up tmr at soccer! (woah, i really love soccer la, i cant kick for nuts. ) haha.
positive thinking lu. positive.
esp that of jingbaoyuetuan! jingbao jiayou! (: hoho. esp the very shuai lead singer.
that guy with the nice voice.
i really need to mugg in june, esp im v dead. jiayou lu! u know u can!
happy birthday twentytwo. altho celebrations were a low keyed happybirthday to 22. but lets make it up tmr at soccer! (woah, i really love soccer la, i cant kick for nuts. ) haha.
positive thinking lu. positive.
May 21, 2006
becos i was reminded ytd, i took out all the letters (a huge chunk! ) we exchanged midway on the trip. all the getwellsoons, all the reminders of my behviour in nano - saying i-know=you-love-me, being nervous whenever i talked in front of the group etc. i esp love my buddyteacher yiwen's handwriting, bugging jieying to write to me, guessing angel's handwriting, seeing peiqi torn btw sombat n anusak, being middlegirl to jeremy and his mortal jiesin, writing letters deep into the night, being angel no. 2 to aiping, mixing up ailin <3O and aiping <3 apple, proclaiming my love very openly for jaychou, looking into envelopes every morning and break for letters, dreaming abt sakaesushi w shiwei in the midst of the forest, looking at the nightly struggles bt sarah and lichin.
amazingly, back then, i was sometimes dreading being there. i didnt know, its just this homesick feel. now i quite regret not making extra effort knowing more people.
this post is disjointed. i promised not to make it lengthy. but i still did. so many things, too few words. just oen phrase, one i miss, one i love
May 20, 2006
today i would lik to refer to an entry which deeply strikes a chord with me, just so suddenly, theres this sadness over me after i read it.
how can i, how can i. how can i ever forget that night under the stars, sleepless, happy, excitingly waiting for shooting stars. my first shooting stars. ive nv been so in touch with nature before that. just the few of us and the big dark skies, lighted by those glittering stars that seems so near.i still rmbed after everything, we went to play some lame games, talk some crap and slept on sofas. but no i cant hardly relly rmb eveyrone whos there. i rmb theres yao, jeremy who stole my jacket, sarah, yongcheun, jieying, lichin etc. this whole lot of peope (: my memory is failing me and so are my memories.i miss the cool wind on the mountain top. i miss all those stars
and those times, squating down at the backlanes, washing plates, getting frustrated that its STILL OILY and lamenting abt the metal plates being irritating and the lack of detergent and smth i vivdly rmb is yao's determination to wash it CLEAN. he always have some motivation for all of us, asking us to take pride in the fact that the next meal would be clean plates for all. sth that slipped my midn hence. it doesnt matter how important/unimportant ur task is, it would surely make a difference somehow.
i reread and reread that line. we aint gna be back. ever. jus weeks ago i was lamenting abt the fact that i wun have the money to go on my own trip back again this yr. yet now, im deprived of the wish to even HOPE.
jus how much have i neglected my nanoexperience. just what have i became again
some mean irritaing girl, high without any sense, mean with no limits sometimes. :( bekind, becontented, lead a simplelife thats happy. where have all these things i told myself to realise last yr? gone with the wind. i miss i wish i love
yongchuen! congrats u smartie!
i <3 nice voices. not the man with it.
how can i, how can i. how can i ever forget that night under the stars, sleepless, happy, excitingly waiting for shooting stars. my first shooting stars. ive nv been so in touch with nature before that. just the few of us and the big dark skies, lighted by those glittering stars that seems so near.i still rmbed after everything, we went to play some lame games, talk some crap and slept on sofas. but no i cant hardly relly rmb eveyrone whos there. i rmb theres yao, jeremy who stole my jacket, sarah, yongcheun, jieying, lichin etc. this whole lot of peope (: my memory is failing me and so are my memories.i miss the cool wind on the mountain top. i miss all those stars
and those times, squating down at the backlanes, washing plates, getting frustrated that its STILL OILY and lamenting abt the metal plates being irritating and the lack of detergent and smth i vivdly rmb is yao's determination to wash it CLEAN. he always have some motivation for all of us, asking us to take pride in the fact that the next meal would be clean plates for all. sth that slipped my midn hence. it doesnt matter how important/unimportant ur task is, it would surely make a difference somehow.
i reread and reread that line. we aint gna be back. ever. jus weeks ago i was lamenting abt the fact that i wun have the money to go on my own trip back again this yr. yet now, im deprived of the wish to even HOPE.
jus how much have i neglected my nanoexperience. just what have i became again
some mean irritaing girl, high without any sense, mean with no limits sometimes. :( bekind, becontented, lead a simplelife thats happy. where have all these things i told myself to realise last yr? gone with the wind. i miss i wish i love
yongchuen! congrats u smartie!
i <3 nice voices. not the man with it.
May 19, 2006
we lost, but nv in spirit.
we may have lost, but i believe we didnt, in spirit.
HC-AJ bballmatch. i only caught lik last 10 minutes of it ): i jus dont like the team i support losing. it feels bad. and todays friday just came tumbling down after 4 days of good-okay days. just talk about feng shui lun liu zhuan. :( heh!!! okay, i think we did our best alr! 2nd!!!
aniw, something HAPPY! i finally met up w shuiying! even though its just a trip home. haha. i ought to be contended. (: and i met mavis! i havent seen that girl for damn long! still as chio as ever!!!! ilove the long tight hug when i saw her. one yr PLUS! (: whee. i <3 mavis! and becca and pan and the sixoh ppl!
ok, so i really dunno how to sum up my day. im pretty upset and its pretty bothering me that ajbball lost, but i saw many friends who i love which makes my day. jiayous!
if i werent acting strong most times, i would have cried a million times now.
HC-AJ bballmatch. i only caught lik last 10 minutes of it ): i jus dont like the team i support losing. it feels bad. and todays friday just came tumbling down after 4 days of good-okay days. just talk about feng shui lun liu zhuan. :( heh!!! okay, i think we did our best alr! 2nd!!!
aniw, something HAPPY! i finally met up w shuiying! even though its just a trip home. haha. i ought to be contended. (: and i met mavis! i havent seen that girl for damn long! still as chio as ever!!!! ilove the long tight hug when i saw her. one yr PLUS! (: whee. i <3 mavis! and becca and pan and the sixoh ppl!
ok, so i really dunno how to sum up my day. im pretty upset and its pretty bothering me that ajbball lost, but i saw many friends who i love which makes my day. jiayous!
if i werent acting strong most times, i would have cried a million times now.
May 17, 2006
i think ive found what we've been looking for at todays vball match. ive found some ajspirit ard! (: okay, i do get qt high cheering. one day i wish im some sports person people supports. but that dream lies far.
BUT WE'RE THE CHAMPS for vball ! (: yay.
this month have been qt good ! i jus like the feeling of teams that i support winning. as with redemption, as with the hwachong girlvball , as with AJ! (: im contented enuff having my wishes come true. i like having hopes fulfilled. it makes me a veyr happy girl! (: yay. thankgod.
BUT WE'RE THE CHAMPS for vball ! (: yay.
this month have been qt good ! i jus like the feeling of teams that i support winning. as with redemption, as with the hwachong girlvball , as with AJ! (: im contented enuff having my wishes come true. i like having hopes fulfilled. it makes me a veyr happy girl! (: yay. thankgod.
May 16, 2006
im no superwoman. just one stubborn lil girl.
May 14, 2006
hate to pretend to be strong
May 11, 2006
woah, i haven updated for ALMOST a week! if i do this tmr, it wld hav been a week. haha, i have been offline most time, though i do fall to temptation and come online for absolutly nothing at times.
this week, i fell asleep for two days running at around 9 i think, before waking at 11 to miss dachangjin and not have studied for chem. anw chem was EDTA! woah. haha :/ aniw, im really tired im not exactly making sense. wanted to go buy socks tdy, but i didnt again. HEH! one week alrr! was supposed to meet osy and tht girl, haisyo. nvm. :(
ytd on the bus this couple was saying the vesak day holiday is the last holiday before one more in three months or so. SIGHS i think i might jus die w/o hols! boohoos. i LOVE public hols!
badminton was very fun, other than the fact that me and jolene was thrashed qt badly. hahaha! but its okay la, its only a game! i love working out and jus sweating, tho i noe i stink. hoho. im really beocming qt senseless now, i forgot what i wanted to blog in the first place... ahh! i rmb
i decide to be a lil kinder to those around me, after like a million (okay, i exaggerate, a thousand at most) scolded me in both verbal and prose form, crazy or mean. i really heard it a thousand times. HEHS. so i guess, im really becoming qt a meanie and a tad irritating for myself, so i shld just shutup and be quiet. was just letting myself high cos its like the slackest day of the week plus no sch tmr, butbutbut i think the high me is a tad too siao and mean, so i ought to be... trying my best to be kind to everyone. say the kind stuffs, do the right thing. I MUST BE KIND.
aniw, yz on saturday is its last that we're officially going. :( i cant help but feel a lil tinge of sadness. afterall its all those saturdays spent. the kids tho irritating at times, are actually qt cute, and i think i do she bu de. pluspluplus stopping to go for yz means my saturdays are gna be boring, lonely and meaningless. :/ boos. esp when during chem or physics jo wrote a list of 'No ____ ' and it somehow links to no yz, no yupianmeefen, no macs breakfast and the list goes on. its perhaps not the experience but more of the ppl that i'll miss. esp last yr, mugging with the yz gang for promos (i think that helped alot), sudoko at the coffee shop with the yz gang and all. ohh oohh! and celebrating brokeback's bday. i wonder whether we can celebrate all the yzers' bdays. but i doubt.all the places we've gone in the excuse of 'mugging', the kiddy palace trips that take an hour? , the going into the room to be greeted with shrieks, the eveyr session that we all go thru. tho not all are memorable, remember-able, but i think the teaching at yz have made me closer to a lot more ppl. i cherish the experience alot (and not only the yupianmeefen and the milo(literally)DINOSAUR poster and the chocs i buy frm THAT 7eleven) . hahs. why am i so nostaglic? perhaps cos its been almost a yr now, and going for tuitioning have been somehting ive always prided upon since i always jokingly says im an angel and all that, i need EX (evidence, egs) . okay, yz and the kids and esp the mentors ilu! i hope this saturday goes well. (oHH and i mus rmb to call them tonight, it will be the last time that im doing my hate-able duty) .
this week, i fell asleep for two days running at around 9 i think, before waking at 11 to miss dachangjin and not have studied for chem. anw chem was EDTA! woah. haha :/ aniw, im really tired im not exactly making sense. wanted to go buy socks tdy, but i didnt again. HEH! one week alrr! was supposed to meet osy and tht girl, haisyo. nvm. :(
ytd on the bus this couple was saying the vesak day holiday is the last holiday before one more in three months or so. SIGHS i think i might jus die w/o hols! boohoos. i LOVE public hols!
badminton was very fun, other than the fact that me and jolene was thrashed qt badly. hahaha! but its okay la, its only a game! i love working out and jus sweating, tho i noe i stink. hoho. im really beocming qt senseless now, i forgot what i wanted to blog in the first place... ahh! i rmb
i decide to be a lil kinder to those around me, after like a million (okay, i exaggerate, a thousand at most) scolded me in both verbal and prose form, crazy or mean. i really heard it a thousand times. HEHS. so i guess, im really becoming qt a meanie and a tad irritating for myself, so i shld just shutup and be quiet. was just letting myself high cos its like the slackest day of the week plus no sch tmr, butbutbut i think the high me is a tad too siao and mean, so i ought to be... trying my best to be kind to everyone. say the kind stuffs, do the right thing. I MUST BE KIND.
aniw, yz on saturday is its last that we're officially going. :( i cant help but feel a lil tinge of sadness. afterall its all those saturdays spent. the kids tho irritating at times, are actually qt cute, and i think i do she bu de. pluspluplus stopping to go for yz means my saturdays are gna be boring, lonely and meaningless. :/ boos. esp when during chem or physics jo wrote a list of 'No ____ ' and it somehow links to no yz, no yupianmeefen, no macs breakfast and the list goes on. its perhaps not the experience but more of the ppl that i'll miss. esp last yr, mugging with the yz gang for promos (i think that helped alot), sudoko at the coffee shop with the yz gang and all. ohh oohh! and celebrating brokeback's bday. i wonder whether we can celebrate all the yzers' bdays. but i doubt.all the places we've gone in the excuse of 'mugging', the kiddy palace trips that take an hour? , the going into the room to be greeted with shrieks, the eveyr session that we all go thru. tho not all are memorable, remember-able, but i think the teaching at yz have made me closer to a lot more ppl. i cherish the experience alot (and not only the yupianmeefen and the milo(literally)DINOSAUR poster and the chocs i buy frm THAT 7eleven) . hahs. why am i so nostaglic? perhaps cos its been almost a yr now, and going for tuitioning have been somehting ive always prided upon since i always jokingly says im an angel and all that, i need EX (evidence, egs) . okay, yz and the kids and esp the mentors ilu! i hope this saturday goes well. (oHH and i mus rmb to call them tonight, it will be the last time that im doing my hate-able duty) .
May 5, 2006
LALALALA
everyone is sick!
nahh, ok, i think its jus me. oh well, and i think jo got it frm me and is sick. there must be this flu bug (IRRITATING) going around spreading viruses. jojo get well soon! (: i was saying we ought qurantine ourselves or smth. like we have sars. aha
weekends ahead, very much appreciated, no yangzheng, no studying out, no slacking out. good reasons to pop by a visit for ah ma and study too. i must put in more effort for studying! haha.
nic treated twentytwo to pastamania ytd. thanks man! haha. i think the most funny thing was that we were all stuffing money, notes, coins, anything... into his bag to pay him back. v funny! he was telling us tdy how he was on the train and he was like picking out all e money. ppl staring and all. HAHA i think its qt comical. its the tots that really do count! redemption! moreover i lik paying for my own meals so i can eat in peace, and choose the things i lik to eat w no consideration for price and burning holes in his pockets and all. great fun, neos and all. (: only thing was jo was v sick ): was supposed to meet osy too, but cldnt (AGAIN, for the hundredth time. ) SIGHS
mock rally in GP class today, really qt funny. thanks to minli who researched EVERYTHING, we actualy become the govt! hoho. social democracts! (: given, it was a relatively un-extremist case. and we only won the communists by a vote tho. HEH. rallying is no fun. but as they werre reading out votes, me and baguamate were cheering lik mad cos the first few votes were for social democracts and we got really high. hahs. i can feel the 'crazy' bubble in ppl's eyes.
for the weekends, i jus hope to catch up w homework, rest well, and get well. thanks jo for e orange juice! LOVES. cough flu sorethroat go away
nahh, ok, i think its jus me. oh well, and i think jo got it frm me and is sick. there must be this flu bug (IRRITATING) going around spreading viruses. jojo get well soon! (: i was saying we ought qurantine ourselves or smth. like we have sars. aha
weekends ahead, very much appreciated, no yangzheng, no studying out, no slacking out. good reasons to pop by a visit for ah ma and study too. i must put in more effort for studying! haha.
nic treated twentytwo to pastamania ytd. thanks man! haha. i think the most funny thing was that we were all stuffing money, notes, coins, anything... into his bag to pay him back. v funny! he was telling us tdy how he was on the train and he was like picking out all e money. ppl staring and all. HAHA i think its qt comical. its the tots that really do count! redemption! moreover i lik paying for my own meals so i can eat in peace, and choose the things i lik to eat w no consideration for price and burning holes in his pockets and all. great fun, neos and all. (: only thing was jo was v sick ): was supposed to meet osy too, but cldnt (AGAIN, for the hundredth time. ) SIGHS
mock rally in GP class today, really qt funny. thanks to minli who researched EVERYTHING, we actualy become the govt! hoho. social democracts! (: given, it was a relatively un-extremist case. and we only won the communists by a vote tho. HEH. rallying is no fun. but as they werre reading out votes, me and baguamate were cheering lik mad cos the first few votes were for social democracts and we got really high. hahs. i can feel the 'crazy' bubble in ppl's eyes.
for the weekends, i jus hope to catch up w homework, rest well, and get well. thanks jo for e orange juice! LOVES. cough flu sorethroat go away
May 1, 2006
some lousy sister, some lousy friend i am.
felt like some lousy sister and losuy friend too ytd :(
aft kayaking my sis msged that she had a fall and was at the doc's. but i didnt know the fall was so cham la! :( it was really bad when i saw it i jus wanted to cry. told her dun run alr still run. everytime run will fall and trip and whatevr. :( so i felt lik a losuy sis who didnt wnet home early to takecare of her cos i didnt know it was that serious :( so i hadda cancel threeeL outing tdy so i can takecare of her today and so i feltlik a lousy friend. its been like half a year or smth? since we last met, threeL tgt. sigh. and its always so hard to plan and meet and tdy was a good day but it didnt work out :( sorry dears
but aniw kayaking was great fun, jus that i prolly was v used to the kallang waters, peace and ranquil, that changi's choopy seas make me a lil SCARED. anyhow being scared for kayaking doesnt make it any less fun! (: whee i love the blow of the wind against my face, the water splashing and cooling me (tho im v cool alr) (: KAYAKING ROCKS! even tho we actually kayaked for lik 1hr and slacked another hr away on the beach, eightbucks was worth (: MUCH MORE. YAY! kayaking again soon!
and we ate subway! xinhui n cry are PIGS! they actually finished it FOOT LONG. omg.
im tanned! yay. amazing how the 3 of us loves getting dark so much while other people are just contented being fair! haha! hadda great time! im just contented listening to them grouse over np stuffs, laugh at one another, compalin abt irritating teacher, funny unit ppl etc. (: im just contented, this way!
shuiying! i wna meet u sooon! im hope u're fine! gave me such a shock when u called! JIAYOU! lovessss!

aft kayaking my sis msged that she had a fall and was at the doc's. but i didnt know the fall was so cham la! :( it was really bad when i saw it i jus wanted to cry. told her dun run alr still run. everytime run will fall and trip and whatevr. :( so i felt lik a losuy sis who didnt wnet home early to takecare of her cos i didnt know it was that serious :( so i hadda cancel threeeL outing tdy so i can takecare of her today and so i feltlik a lousy friend. its been like half a year or smth? since we last met, threeL tgt. sigh. and its always so hard to plan and meet and tdy was a good day but it didnt work out :( sorry dears
but aniw kayaking was great fun, jus that i prolly was v used to the kallang waters, peace and ranquil, that changi's choopy seas make me a lil SCARED. anyhow being scared for kayaking doesnt make it any less fun! (: whee i love the blow of the wind against my face, the water splashing and cooling me (tho im v cool alr) (: KAYAKING ROCKS! even tho we actually kayaked for lik 1hr and slacked another hr away on the beach, eightbucks was worth (: MUCH MORE. YAY! kayaking again soon!
and we ate subway! xinhui n cry are PIGS! they actually finished it FOOT LONG. omg.
im tanned! yay. amazing how the 3 of us loves getting dark so much while other people are just contented being fair! haha! hadda great time! im just contented listening to them grouse over np stuffs, laugh at one another, compalin abt irritating teacher, funny unit ppl etc. (: im just contented, this way!
shuiying! i wna meet u sooon! im hope u're fine! gave me such a shock when u called! JIAYOU! lovessss!

i just hope and pray you dun go too deep down. yes jo was right, too deep down, too far in, am too serious about it. its freaky how things got this way. i jus hope they dun appear that often to arouse your hearts.





