runnnnn away!

-i love jogging new routes! esp on days when my body feels okay for jogs! YAY. no aches in knees, no stitches on the sides, no uncomfy foot. sembawang isnt so far from yishun after all!
-i love the sweaty feeling (eek, i know) after jogs in the evening wind. even though the air isnt as fresh as i would like it to be,it felt great all the same! (:
-i hope i always rmb the feeling of jogs. and will always find the time to jog.
-i think this is my 158953979th post on jogs and how happy they make me. but still, i must rmb they make me happy :D jogs, not runs okay! i'm not some psycho runner, contrary to popular beliefs.
-time to get my lazy bones going. 42.195km in a month's time.long dist trg!
-im taking up the teaching internship. hurr, the need to shop for proper formal wear! ARGH.

there, i'm ranting all over again. ):

-definitely,maybe was a good movie! had great company with the econs girls at themindcafe too.
- i was so angered at what someone told me someone apparently said. i dun think anyone can identify with me with as much anger. ARGH. such a loser. i hate knowing. its such a lousy feeling.
-my roomie is finally HAPPY and can stop instilling guilt in me for moving out(: YIPPES

my posts are so wordy. :/

in the last few minutes, i regret

exams are over. its this wave of unease and relief thats overcoming me all together. lost and a lil emotional this moment. argh i dun wan to emo.

its prolly the last few minutes to go before i leave for wsc, that i'm in this room, 72-3-1498 for this semester year. an entire year, two semesters here. i do feel a little lost for leaving. the next time i'm back, i would prolly be packing everything away alr. argh my heart cant handle this major feeling of lost. heeelpppp.

whatever it is, i did enjoy my time here, despite many times of feeling depressed and homesick. its a lovely block to stay in! seventy two! nice neighbours that i'm always apologetic to for disturbing and helping to keep the laundry. proximity to school, running around campus at midnight, complaining about mosquitos and having a jungle right outside the window. its a scenic, natureish place. i have learnt to love, and will now learn to miss.

i dont quite know what to do now. just let me take in the last few minutes here. i hope my brain stop thinking. the weather's perfect now. the afterrain. (:

THANK YOU so much, roomie THAM. you dno how thankful i feel right now.

i hope i'd wake up tmr and be told that what you said were untruths.
much as i know it is. i'm in denial. wished i hadnt knew. knowing is such a terrible feeling.

revelations

revelations can just kill me.

its been bogging my mind since evening and i cant get myself to concentrate ): it came at a bad time, but i'm glad its was confided. it really does take courage to. which is why i was grateful it was me that was told. much as i know i couldnt take things like this. ARGH whatever, just concentrate for this 24 hours more okay! (: after that i can THINK for all i want. but i cant stop my mind. boohooohoo.

gosh. i need a breather.
and i need a confidant too ): ONE MORE TO GO! JIAYOU LU, U CAN DO THIS.

on a MUCH happier note, i'm meeting JOY tmr i think (:
yohooo! econs major come save your (lousier) singapore counterpart

jiayou!

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Originally uploaded by lucia!.

these are my study buddies. more specifically say HI to mei's xiao c on the left (: and my nameless eeyore on the right.

omg so brainless. WAHAHA

i've been trying hard at stats. KEYWORD: TRY
JIAYOU LU (: u can make it through! last stretch!

and btw, SORRY to the roomie for always being away. :X

and we were talking abt r/s the other day and somehow, some people are always looking for a right one. some others wait for the perfect one. depends on how you see it i guess. supposedly, i assume at least, you would know when it is THE one. and to even think of marriage quite confirms it i think!

alright, back to stats

i ought to be studying.

but i sneaked in just to remind myself

i feel loved today!
raisin bread! (: pods! FOOD makes lu happy.
but im growing fat but not becoming happier :S

fed mosquitos, fat mosquitos. I HATE THEM ):

thurs: i met jo :D
thurs: felt like a happy camping night in the room. haha. i dont know why i get the feeling.

i really
have no time
havent started on my econs mods
am panicking
needs to jiayou
dont want to fail my exams

hurrhurr.
i like studying but i hate exams.
is this considered a study-test dichotomy?

omg. publicadmin.

boohoo, i know i complain and whine way too much.

on people,
i like the way people's face light up when i ask them about their major. perhaps its something we all should learn from. enthusiaism in what you're doing. though oftentimes we lose sight and faith, we get deluded and eroded of interest by the mundane.

learning should be exciting!

on lecturers,
i like the way the lecturer talks about the subject. such passion and knowedge. he willingly engages in a conversation even after class.

if only all lecturers were like this.

i saw a pair of sunspots after astro class today. :D