in the last few minutes, i regret

exams are over. its this wave of unease and relief thats overcoming me all together. lost and a lil emotional this moment. argh i dun wan to emo.

its prolly the last few minutes to go before i leave for wsc, that i'm in this room, 72-3-1498 for this semester year. an entire year, two semesters here. i do feel a little lost for leaving. the next time i'm back, i would prolly be packing everything away alr. argh my heart cant handle this major feeling of lost. heeelpppp.

whatever it is, i did enjoy my time here, despite many times of feeling depressed and homesick. its a lovely block to stay in! seventy two! nice neighbours that i'm always apologetic to for disturbing and helping to keep the laundry. proximity to school, running around campus at midnight, complaining about mosquitos and having a jungle right outside the window. its a scenic, natureish place. i have learnt to love, and will now learn to miss.

i dont quite know what to do now. just let me take in the last few minutes here. i hope my brain stop thinking. the weather's perfect now. the afterrain. (:

THANK YOU so much, roomie THAM. you dno how thankful i feel right now.

i hope i'd wake up tmr and be told that what you said were untruths.
much as i know it is. i'm in denial. wished i hadnt knew. knowing is such a terrible feeling.