smth i've been meanning to say

there's a lot of things i wna say, but i hv been trying to keep it outa here. but too many, i cant.

i mean i sound like im carmen... but there' this one person admist my life who is lik getting all comfy in smwhr where i aint exactly yet found myself comfy in. and she's getting in fast, on those ppl tat i try to avoid. not cos of themselves but e wayy they do things. i am stubborn, mean, watever,... i just sometimes lik doing things the SN way. like letting eveyrone have a lil part to play in or smth like that. but these ppl dun, so yea, i try avoiding them to avoid making myself sad. so yea i can manage tat. but that certain you, sighh. have leading gtten into ur head, dear? hais, anywya i aint in any position to judge u, im jus another slacker, i guess.

thats one thing tat's bogging me rite now.

and on to another issue, i have got lots to complain haven i? sigh. irk, i hate the complainy myself. bahh.

whn u love someone, this certain person, mayb we shld all try not to ask to be reciprocate too much. i seen tat he alr have reciprocated and in time, you guys will be erm, a couple soon i guess. so yea, dun push things. i mean, eveyrone needs their own free time to themsevles, dun we? eveyrone have our own commitments to our frens and families, we cant always be with a certain someone. pls stop thinking tat it aint fair tat ur requests wasnt reciprocated. life's aint fair, alrite. sighh. if everyone asks to be reciprocated, no body in this world will ever receive any happiness frm those ard him.

on to happier stuffs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO e two SHERs.
SHERMIN AND SHERLINE! ;D happy 17th! amazing isit it, their names are so close and so are their birthdays. ytd and tmr. woho! meeting 3Ls for slacking cum sports session! :) yayy! buts its damn far at becca's. mayb can fit in some MUGGING! (: whee! bahh! im thinking of studyingg for once :)