I came to realize that life lived to help others is the only one that matters and that it is my duty, in return for the lavish life God has devolved upon me, to help others He has placed in my path. This is my highest and best use as a human.

Faith is not believing that God can. It is knowing that God will.

By Ben Stein

jus read ytd, the email that ms tay spammed our inbox with aint that SPAMM ehh? haha. at least i found this exceptionally meaningful and went back to my email several times to read it again. this is part of it.

seems pretty philosophical yet pretty simple. i guess theres a calling in eveyrone to serve, to help. not to let others see, not to show off, not to try to be kind. i guess it jus calls. like a spontaeous thing that ur gut feeling sets u to do it. and yea, thats truely helping others' life. not thinking that u're the greatest by doing what u did, but jus hoping u can make a little impact and posiitive change. hahs jus smth i took home from the ocip meeting on monday. (:

its gna be hard not knowing any much friends there, hopefully will make some friends there soon. tho eveyrone seems to know each other alr except me... to really enjoy the trip i need friends. and prolly thats what i hope i'ld gain frm the trip, and insights and a whole new realisation.