optimism to start it off

the new year, if anything, is scary. unknown. looming?

having said that, today being new year's first day, i shall TRY to approach it with some optimism and faith that i can go through this year, safe sound happy and well. (:

the past yr calls for reflections!
*i'm glad to be part of 2205 and 05ssixoh! two of the nicest classes! (:
*im glad to be inspired by Jay's music, and also sidetracked to MAYDAY's! (: i just realise that for the past year, i had neglected many of his past works that have inspired me thus far. hearing and listening to them again today still brings the exact smiles and optimism it brought years back! JAY FOREVER!
*I HAVENT GONE KAYAKING. that have got to be the greatest regret! it SHALL NEVER REPEAT! i must go kayaking soon
*i need to be less bothered about certain stuufs and stay HAPPY! happiness shall be my TOP pripority this year 2006! heck with people's attitudes lu!
*STAY CHEERFUL! ive receuved countless newyear greetings to ask me to stay cheerful and so i shall! (: (:
*im glad to have still kept in contact with my limited pri school friends! shall get a gathering going soon! i miss jas and minyi and yadayada ppl from sixC!
*im glad that osy wj mich yoshi crys cecx xh pecks kez have remained very close to my heart and they shall continue to be!
*im thankful to god for the opportunities He gave me to grow, and i shall rmb that no matter what difficulties it may be, there is always reason behind it and all i have to do is follow my heart and do my best and it shall all turn out fine
*im glad to be a maths rep! at least that made me WANT to complete maths homework! (doing hmwrk for one subj is better than doing none! :P )
*im glad to have nice caring teachers commited to helping me and motivating me along the way! i hope my luck here continues tho!
*im glad to have busstoppers shumin oli su to accompany me on the beautiful walk into school!
*im glad to have ran a xctry! i hope to do well next yr tho its a drag. its long tiring and draining tho ):
*i wan to continue running and loving running. i shld keep to my evening runs to clear my mind!
*im glad to be part of nanofive! i wan to keep intouch with EVERYnano member and bear in mind the unspoken lessons ive leanrt in nan
*i wan to cherish friends and be a good one to them and accpet ppl for who they are, not expect them to behave by what i expect them to. (sigh, there's much to learn in this )
*i wan to be more patient with the kids at yangzheng becos learning maybe a difficult process for some, even if we dun see it. different people leanr differently,and we shld make them conform to the MEMORISING way. patience patience!
*i wan to improve my photography skills and take photos that i am proud of. i wan to be confident of my skills and have faith and confidence in myself that the photos i take would be nice! (ms lee said that! :) shes my biggest inspiration in photography.) and be more commited to ps.
*i wan to continue loving stnicks! and be commited to snnpcc ccc! (: WHOSSH! gogogo campcraft! i hope they carry my dreams where ive eft it two years back.
*i wan to remain hopeful happy faithful joyful cheerful and smile from deep down everyday of my life!
*and lastly i want 2006 to end with no regrets, just tons of partying cos As would be over by then.

and for now, i want to treat myself better! (: (: (:

and complete my homework :( HAHA

HAPPYNEWYEAR world!