sometimes i feels good to have a cup of smthg hot on ur table in this kind of weather.raining outside. real heavy thank god i got home fast . is it expressing its feelings on my behalF? hais . dun b lame,lucia.
dun really wanna tok abt it. i hate it.i'm a crybaby.boobleaghzblah. how i love alliteartion. y cant stupid me jus get a grip omn myself.hate ithate it.booboooboobleaghxxx .somehow playg bball din help. had a record bathg time jus now. just stoned think there under the shower... sorry mum for wasting water, its only this once=) hais. my sis went out to haf dinner.leaving me alone at home. with this weather guess i probably have to settle for maggi. maggi nooddles i mean. .. dun wanna tok abt it.feel real bad.its no one's fault..jus mine. MINE, somehow i really feel like giving up. but tt will mean being easily defeated.i want to be none of tt. but at the same time i noe tt i'wld b running away frm reality. i noe i do. i chose to live in a world of NOTHING, cos its so much better of. but i noe that's not good. but i jus haf to settle for dat. n jus tt. dun make sense.jus not much...will think out again later.. n i'm not goana b a crybaby..BOO i've gotta b strong. but i did tried. y cant i just do it? told u i wasnt up to it. y does other ppl can do it so well...but jus not me.?!?!?!? bleaghx, booobbobboboooooooooooobooooo. feel like going for another round of bball .thou my legs ache ..Hais