faith.

perhaps most time, i lose faith too easily. im sorry for losing faith in this belief that i promise i'll nv abandon. but somehow its the weird feeling that makes lucia an escapist. to be irresponsible, i could have said its innate, but i know its more of the nurture i put myself thr' than anything else that makes lucia the escapist she is. i mean, how difficult is running away when the other options seem so cold, so lone.

sorry mr zhongzhong and ms hoho. i ought to die for not gg! :(

anyhow xlb today! YUMM.

and its amazing how happifying a snail mail can get :) :) :) 100smileys, and more. cos the joy of opening the letterbox and finding a letter(not a bill) addressed to you, is well, very priceless. perhaps this is the sort of priceless things that the mastercard advertisment is referring to. for somethings like these joy, money cant buy. ;)

i hate to promise things but i promise myself i will hold to the faith for as long as i can. and for as long as people dont give up on it as well. even if i dun say so, i qt miss the class. very much in fact.

if christmas is anything, let it be the time i renew my faith in things i believe in. and let it be time i cherish things that i alw took for granted. you go girl. merry christmas! (in 3days! )

but the amazing fact is this yr is perhpas the first yr in a long long time that i ahvent sent out some of my cards by the turn of a twentieth. normally people will complain abt me sending it tooo early. omg i dunno what im doing :( the cards will nv reach in time. but hey, its the though that counts right? hahs. aniw if u dont get an xmas card, its by no fault yours. its just that this culture of snail mailing is quickly and veyr sadly for me, dwindling. hold to the faith in snailmail. i alw think its damn powerful! :) yay