Dec 23, 2004

weeHee! went kayaking tdy (finally!!!)

ok, firstly cecs! sorry i cant meet u tdy! :D really really sorry! hmm. will try to meet u the next time u can! :)

oh, back to kayaking. ok, i was really angry with the pasir ris ppl! dun lik them at all! hmpf.

ok, gtta rush. just wanna thank all you guys who send me christmas cards! thansk. to
cecs! hey cheer up! :D though i noe u wun tell me who u're pissed with. haha
kezia doreen pamela my menteejasmine camille! :D merry christmas! :D

going out with jasmine tmr! :D hahas. haven meet for ages.

Dec 21, 2004

every boredom have a cure.

ok its me again. the bad habit of just coming up with random chim sounding erm...phrases ..for no reason. hahas

ok, my cure is to draft my new year resolutions! (yays -_-)
oh wells.
1. do the things that i like nd dont regret them (lik i'm now if you know what i mean)
2.be nice to everyone and go to THAT school with an open heart lar(come on lucia, you can meet lots of new ppl how exciting.! bleah )
3. oh wells. mental block. will come back one day!

my msna nd com is against me today! hmpf

Dec 17, 2004

stupid me

i feel lik the ultimate stupid person on earth.
shld have just chosen nj cos everyone nice IS there. and i wun be troubling myself over stupid stuffs lik this. argh! hais hais.
is it stupid to go appeal? /thinks*
dunno leas.

Dec 16, 2004

mans, the empty feeling coming back ALL over again. last time i felt it was after ccc.and now after i watched finish the MVP show and thinking abt how everyone will somehow have to get separated once again and how no one stays in our life forever .. the feeling is eerie! gettint this sense of LOST. just this empty feeling inside me.have the world becme one of mere emptinesS? couldnt emphasis more how scary things have presented themselves at me now. i mean...i hate changes. and i dont wanna leave. dont wanna miss a thing. dont wanna close my eyes and realise that evewryone ard me have moved on. and everything had changed. i dun wan to!

Dec 15, 2004

i'm sorta back! cos i'm in the library using the com lar. my hse com is. urh.. DOWN. very down i mean. cant load, and some window to some website keeps popping up.
i hate spyware and all.

aniw, hurr! was very happy to get bithiah's christmas card! yays yays. hahas! thank you!
oh and jasmine and siyu we must meet up one day!!! and cecs too! hahs.
went ikea teh other day and got this 3 tins. but i havent got a use for them! haha. and oh.. i packed my stuffs! now the table looks MUCH better!

ok, gtta go. :D the postin is out in 2 days! gah!