readings :D

have been reading quite a bit this holidays. and i really enjoyed lazing at home, just busy reading. in books, one enter into another world with the characters, away from the world you think you live in. some random lovely quotes from the books i've read:

Knowing and feeling are two different things. And feeling is what counts.

And in my own imperfect way, I loved her.

People and places and feelings kept slipping away from me.

i concur. people, places, feelings. wants, happiness, thoughts. they never seem to stay with me. the happiness cap hypothesis.

hypothesis. gosh. reminds me that i must really do something about projf soon! stop procrastinating, lu. really thankful for my much more efficient groupmates. i really am.

and you keep hurting, again and again. until it gets to the point when you're numb. and then you stop hurting, because you can no longer differentiate between being hurt or otherwise

twentyeleven

some friends, you know that they are friends forever. (:
a series of meetups at the beginning of twentyeleven, after having missed them for much of twentyten. really happifying. diana, econsgang, cecs&peck tutucians, hkgang. growing old, i truly believe that one don't need many good friends; just a few close ones with whom you can pour your entire heart out to :)

in twentyeleven, i just hope everyone stay safe and healthy.
it's gonna be a year of changes and a very important year as well. i just hope i'll figure things out eventually, and stay happy all the way. jiayou.

;from

do you still rmb your 2010 resolutions?

2011 i hope u'll be better.

all weekend i kept thinking.
im tired. and drained. and sick of all that's going through my mind. i cant picture the future, yet i dont know what i want either. can i just give up?

becos giving up is so tempting. u dont have to face nonreplies, uncertainty, rejections or heartbreaks. u dont get affected. u dont behave irrationally.

the pessimistic defence.

回憶如困獸

super nice song which i just discovered (:

命運好幽默 讓愛的人都沉默
一整個宇宙 換一顆紅豆
回憶如困獸 寂寞太久而漸漸溫柔
放開了拳頭 反而更自由

慢動作 繾綣膠捲 重播默片 定格一瞬間
我們在 告別的演唱會 說好不再見