wanderlust

"Tibet Travel Permits can now be processed again! After being closed for about 7 weeks, the Tibet Autonomous Region (except for Chamdo prefecture) is open again!"

i just felt my heart ache.
maybe some things, at a certain time, aren't meant to be.
maybe there is a time for everything. i hope the time is ripe the next time. :)

feeling wanderlust even though i've just returned from a trip. but hearing about people's trips make me want to travel too.

the world's too huge. maybe indeed, in the end, i won't be able to claim to have seen this world.

but it's sadness.

don't know if it was more anger or disappointment. but 'twas sadness.

maybe it was indeed reciprocal- the way things work; the way we work things. never entirely open, never truly honest. when would i be the 知音 i hope to be? when would i find the courage to be open? i'm tired, oftentimes. tired of finding excuses all the time, and then thinking maybe at the end of it all, there isn't a need soon. for better or for worse.

BAHHS.

一个人，也要快快乐乐的活着
繁忙中，也要开开心心的忙着

getting back the feel of mugging on weekends...is hard, but i can do this.
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back from a long trip overseas, the adventure that i've dreamt of didnt materialise. perhaps one shldnt count one's blessings way too early- i didnt step into tibet after all the excitement and preps. i was undeniably dissappointed, saddened and frustrated. nevertheless, visiting danba, zhonglu, tagong, litang, shangrila, lugu lake and revisiting lijiang was still an eyeopener for me. one which i shld still be thankful for. :) one, whose scenery (and bumpy busrides) will still be etched deeply in my mind.
i must make sure i make it to tibet one day. dreams will always remain. and they must be fulfilled. there must be a way to. :)
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embarking on another new journey. one which i want to work hard on. :) one which i want to dedicate my life too. one which i intend to work as hard on, as i did when i was in ntu :) jiayou lu!

electricity and the energy market- i must, will and shall figure you out.

journeys

back-reading blogposts and chanced upon this, which serves as a timely reminder to self.

i'm such a lucky girl, finally able to fulfill that little dream i've had since j2. i wish that i'd be as lucky with europe, japan and nepal. please wait for me (: i promise to count my blessings.

i know i'm a greedy girl. yet i understand that the perfect life isnt infinite travelling. i hope three weeks is just optimal and i won't miss anyone too much :) stay safe