some days

Some days, you feel like dissappearing. closing your eyes, hoping. as long as you don't see anyone, no one sees you either.
Just some days.

maybe the colours peppering this world aint rainbow, merely shades of grey, mistaken.

perhaps it's apt

"Maybe I was afraid of seeing anything as absolute. I wanted to keep moving, like a stream, and I wanted to go on watching everything from a distance. That's how I was. I felt close to people, but I didn't have any friends I could really share my life with, our hearts melting tgt. Something always failed to communicate." -The lake, banana yoshimoto

Goodbye, partner-in-crime. (: I still rmb that feeling of flight the first time I wore you. (:

Maybe there're indeed things that we won't understand, and never will. Things that other people are going through, choices people make, situations they are caught in. Although what I'm not even sure is if she does see, and fully understand, her own predicament at all. Just hope things will figure themselves out in due time.
Aye. That sucky life sucks feeling again.