read;

"because it's when you read for pleasure that things stay with you" 

-from

i hope we, as a race, never stop reading.

Been back-reading my posts a lot these two weeks.
When things get lousy, I wished I was back in school. In school, all I needed to worry was my own assignments, my own lectures. I could ignore the whole world, I could ignore people who don't matter.

"In the world we now lived in, the good times were a hundred times better. If we couldn't catch that sparkle, only the agony would remain. Each new day was a struggle. In both the positive and negative senses." -hard luck

Beammms lulu!cheerup.

快做不下去了

And there's no way to stop this monster. But why am I feeling so blahh over it? When nothing else can explain, it must be the hunger.

for you and me, I hope I'd be a better person

Because as scary as aliens are, they're only reflections of ourselves. The alien that lurks sometimes, literally inside us. -Time (June 25) on Prometheus

There're days when your confidence dips way low; Days when you get all disillusionised and jaded.
I've always held that I majored in psy for interest. Yet, there was always this bottle of memories at the back of my mind, of those days when friends were extremely thin, cutting themselves under sleeves and along inner thighs, and losing themselves in a world no one could enter. Save the world tendencies, and reminders of the fragility of the human mind.
Things are somewhat happening now again, but I feel as lost as ever. It was as if I never did tt second major. Like those years never went by, and I didn't learn anything more than when I was a fifteen year old. Feeling helpless as ever, I dissappoint and I can't help.
Doubts and frustration. For all that I am, couldn't I do better?
Pray and hope. Fifteen or twentyfour, just keep going. One step, at a time.