and four; repeat steps one through three

cecs! I've tried tagging for the past weeks, and I can sign ur gbk :( anyhow, JIAYOUS FOR PROWLING. We'll meet up and talk and everythign else aft prelims and As! I've been wanting to tagg :( but eveyrtime cant.

one, you're like a dream come true
two, just wanna be with you
three, girl it's plain to see that you're the only one for me
four, repeat steps one tru three
five, make you fall in love with me
if ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one

okay, i havent been studying since i came back for three days, but tmr's a half day so yay. i promise myself i must study from tmr onwards. today, jus let me be. i admit ive been blog stalking :/ so i shant do that so often from tmr onwards. i promise i promise i promise.

sometimes i wished i could just stop. just stop and let all the other rushing people pass me by.i'd jus watch their hurried backs from the back, taking the path on, with my own pace. but i cant. circumstances deems so. :/

i was looking through the past one year's entry at haloscan(my trusty gbk). all the msges are really sweet. :) its just things like this that will make me look dumb smiling at the monitor. anyhow, its last day of term three tmr! WOAH. we've come a long way, yet the journey seems too short. i miss mrs seah, and sadly i cant go back tmr. i'll make it back one day next term. i will.

the coming one week holiday wun be much of a holiday. i must use it, i promise, for fruitful studying. im too far back, too lagg behind that im amazed at how unconcerned i am about my pace vs others'.

becks! i wish for u to be happy too! :)

i'm trying, i'm trying hard to bring a smile to my lips. focus darling me. no more blogging (unless its for a good reason) im v random here. :/

this is what we'll get. ;)

this is what we'll get. ;)

ive taken to taking lame pics like this one :/ DANG. but its true okay, dont we all wnat A1s and As on the cert? ;)

i wish there was all positiveness in this world. that way, lu will feel a much happier girl in more than half her life worthof days. but then again, im always reminded that like protons in the nucleus thats posiitvely charged, they need neutrons and electrons to neutralises the atom and so do our lives :/ im a good girl, i revised physics. but if only life was like a nucleus, i wont mind either. jus neutrons and protons, no negativities! whee.

I hope its mutual.

ive mastered (okay, not really mastered but, learnt and know) how to play HAPPY BIRTHDAY and TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STARS on e guitar! (: whee! arent u happy for me? ;)

shucks. less than two weeks to prelims. ive gotta concentrate and not think too much (or even at all) about other things. time will reveal itself, now, i must study! i hope i keep to this.last week of sch today, threeday week.

mich is super sweet to call me tdy to ask me to go back stnicks to study. thanks so much dear, someone ive missed so much and havent seen in months! many many months! but didnt cos i was alr studying in sch :/ but i missed her and joy (my happiness) qt a bit. alrite, stop being nostagic, stupid me.

becca told me once that her 'i'd rather not' can be used in many aspects. today i tot that 'i hope its mutual' can equaly be applied to many aspects, the it can refer to many things. yay.

and osy called ytd only to ask how to dl mp3! :( boo. but i miss her all the same! <3 altho she dont love me anymore, one sided love's the way to go aye :( i had a happy chat ytd. yayness.

books calling.

oh by the way, talking abt books, it reminds me, ive not read storybooks for a longg time! i need a good read, yet im afraid that once i borrow the book, its not a good read, and it'll only sadden me for not using my time to mugg instead. dilemma! i need good reads soon! (ok, in a months' time, i must get my good read! ) i need recommendations. my last book was kite runner and man, that was really long ago! it was in june1 :(

feels empty

I was looking through sixoh’s blog, jus suddenly felt like doing so. And I look through a zillion pics they took on the last day of school. And this empty feeling just came. It doesn’t help that jay’s new song qian li zi wai, is melancholic and all. Its about feeling that same lost that I will feel in a weeks’ time. Perhaps its all a preamble.

Feels empty
This life
When the bestest things in life leaves
They say all good things ends
So can I say its bad,
Only to wish for it to continue?

Feels weird
This life
Its like a fork without a spoon
A pair without its right foot
Its forgoing a part
Yet its forced away from you

Inevitable, you say
But thee must be a way to stop it, aint there?

I always stop short of taking people only because I know freezing expressions are perhaps the best use of the cam becos some say, pictures are the best memories. But im afraid I cant capture the entire mood into one frame, becos ive failed too often, I stop doing it. one day I hope I can succeed in bringing smiles forth. becos i want to keep all those 23 other smiles ive seen in class for the past 17months with me.

apple of thy eye

apple of thy eye

Today’s Friday and I think this Friday is great (: perhaps its from eating yummylicious kfc chicken or perhaps its the great company at kfc or perhaps its cos this week I’ve been stationery shopping a lot(which always makes me happy but its addictive and burns holes in my pocket) or perhaps its seeing buddy at such an unexpected time and after due absence from each other’s life or pehrpas cos this friday is one friday i may miss in weeks. this friday is good. thus far

kfc with jo and jas. yay cos lu is a kfc chicken lover. original one pls. and ive bought five pens this week! (: i really shld attempt to use pen buying to make my day cos it'll make me broke at the same time too. adn then i saw buddy at the train station, man i miss her. she's gtta prettier everytime i see her. ahah. and i reach home at six plus and decided that since ive slacked my afternoon away, might as well slack somemore and wenta RUN and took some pics. i need photography as a way of release. sweaty release (;

we discussed the importance of the Arts in society and all. and ms tan said smth abt photography being an art form being somehow ambiguous and debatable. but i love lit and poems even though i cant understand many of the meanings. i think its beautiful how few lines, can mean so much when structured in that particular way.

this week have been well spent and despite knowing that ppl are mugging really hard now, it worries me that im not rushed. :/ pls wake me up. two weeks is all i have until the preWAR.

my husband JAYchou is releasing his album (: YAY and what makes that happiness double is that its the second FANTASY and fantasy is my fave album of all times. yayness. septeight shall be my fave day in sept. and i heard my husband sing the song with feiyuqing and im not dissapointed! WHEE its still that good talented voice. no matter what others say.

i am a happy girl, but i cant say too much, cos if u say too much, it'll leave u. and i want to remain happy and contented lik i am today.

school's ending and there's prolly not much time we can spend as a class. ive been thinking (like jinggang always does, excpet that i think alone) about where to go from here, about where i should move on to, and whether i can even move on at all. i think i'll miss non uniform days becos lu have no dress sense and it'll only make me dread gg out even more. and i have less reasons to be happy abt. sch can be a happy place okay. and from after As, we'll all go diff ways. at least, what i'm sure is that my way wouldnt be a way many people will go. my preferred way. at least in class, i know much wouldnt. i will miss havign them as classmates, but before i do so, let me cherish them first.