Because as scary as aliens are, they're only reflections of ourselves. The alien that lurks sometimes, literally inside us. -Time (June 25) on Prometheus
Sep 16, 2012
Sep 9, 2012
There're days when your confidence dips way low; Days when you get all disillusionised and jaded.
I've always held that I majored in psy for interest. Yet, there was always this bottle of memories at the back of my mind, of those days when friends were extremely thin, cutting themselves under sleeves and along inner thighs, and losing themselves in a world no one could enter. Save the world tendencies, and reminders of the fragility of the human mind.
Things are somewhat happening now again, but I feel as lost as ever. It was as if I never did tt second major. Like those years never went by, and I didn't learn anything more than when I was a fifteen year old. Feeling helpless as ever, I dissappoint and I can't help.
Doubts and frustration. For all that I am, couldn't I do better?
Pray and hope. Fifteen or twentyfour, just keep going. One step, at a time.
I've always held that I majored in psy for interest. Yet, there was always this bottle of memories at the back of my mind, of those days when friends were extremely thin, cutting themselves under sleeves and along inner thighs, and losing themselves in a world no one could enter. Save the world tendencies, and reminders of the fragility of the human mind.
Things are somewhat happening now again, but I feel as lost as ever. It was as if I never did tt second major. Like those years never went by, and I didn't learn anything more than when I was a fifteen year old. Feeling helpless as ever, I dissappoint and I can't help.
Doubts and frustration. For all that I am, couldn't I do better?
Pray and hope. Fifteen or twentyfour, just keep going. One step, at a time.
Aug 30, 2012
some days
Some days, you feel like dissappearing. closing your eyes, hoping. as long as you don't see anyone, no one sees you either.
Just some days.
Just some days.
Jun 26, 2012
perhaps it's apt
"Maybe I was afraid of seeing anything as absolute. I wanted to keep moving, like a stream, and I wanted to go on watching everything from a distance. That's how I was. I felt close to people, but I didn't have any friends I could really share my life with, our hearts melting tgt. Something always failed to communicate." -The lake, banana yoshimoto
