jus a perfectly random thought that pop into mind while talking to the ahoy president.

i dun wanna be in a relationship now. somehow i see those people in love, they're lik old. like grown up. like matured. if u get wat i mean... like the guy have to care abt the girl, and the girl the guy. lik suddenyl you have another responsibliy to take care of someone else. ok, mayb those in love dun see it as a responsiblity. yes. but somehow, one way or another, you are liek older than you are. older than what you actually can behave like. so with this thinking, i wanna have more dayys of being the childish person that i am. i dun wanna behave as tho i am grown up! aww.refusal to grow up 2. jus let me live in that refusal thenn. be the act siao person in school everyday. be the good friend to all my girlfriends. (: the trip back to stnicks makes me realise what is more important: friends. esp girlffriends. esp. stnicks girlfriends. and so i realise that at the end of the dayy all you wanna do is see your nice girlfriends and realise that ure nv forgotten and so you'll smile (: smile for them, and for yourself. true from the heart. (: - a smile