been thinking back abt the times i played netball with my sqm for nyaa with ms ng, it was VERY FUN. i practicaally enjoyed shouting, cos i love my sqdmates! but now, i no longer do. no longer. maybe learning to play it quietly is good, but i dunno, i jus lik cheeering. for my squadmates esp! dun noe if its a good thing not to speak, i still rmb what ms ng told me b4... 'if u promise not to scream and shout, i'll let u play C' not that i really wanted to be center tho, but it just like WOAH at least that was one game i really tried hard to control screaming. not anymore. nyaa have really made me noe netball better, and.. noe my strengths. noe that i'm in for defence tho b4 nyaa i have alwyas wanted attack. but i noe i cant do that well, neither defence too tho. hope i'l play netball with my sqm tmr if can! miss them!

alrights. tired. neeeda buck up loads. jiayous me!