RANTings abt PEOPLE

perhaps its a habit thing. i dun like ppl to do things for points, for grades MERELY. it only goes to show how narrow we all are. really, there is no point doing things just cos you need to et it down on your portfolio that you did. just cos you dun wna be in a disadvantage when others are. in fact, simply put, i hate it. i hate ppl who do it. HATE such a string term, but... i see no point in YOU doing what you have no passion in. gone are those days when we do things with or without recognition in testimonials, because we want to. stak contrasts. speaks alot about the people today and those i see , dun they? i dun like. its jus me. bahh sometimes i wish i wasnt me. then i dun have to think so much abt the behaviour of people and think of how it SHOULD have been to me. i hate it. i hate being affected by the things ppl do, seeing ppl do things i dun like and having do nothing, having nthg to tel that person straight. lucia hates that. really. it drains my energy from me. its really draining. there's so many things of everyday that bothers me, yet i cant tell of any. argh irritatin sometimes, bothering others

came home damn late tdy. left sch like WOAH almost 8! haha. (: