i changed my title! sometimes i really really wished to be just that bit more optimistic. i dunno how people see me, but i guess to myself, im more often than not a tough nut to crack. i believe im not one easy to work with, neither am i one to tell people what i dun like. see the contradiction? how do i work wth people when i dont tell people what i like or dont? hahs. i wished the world wasnt all that debate about being black n white or grey. i wished it was only one colour- that of happiness. i doubt i'll ever know the colour of happiness though.
sometimes i just like the feeling of going for yangzheng. there, there's always people i know and love. no matter how wronged and tortured we are by the kids, there's always something, someone to cheer u up. like today jiayong (the kids i was teaching, who grins v widely!) told me he got a girlfriend. den i ask who, he said charlene. though its like i really know who charlene is la! but their innocence and openess, i guess i something i marvel. so dont lose hope w the kids (: tho the THREEGIRLS are a lil loud, a lil naughty, a lil irritating and a lil rude. plus theres jo baguamate emily suyee yuk chinguan n mr brokeback! okay, there's two new peeps plus xinjie. i hope we get to joke ard more often. the yangzheng GANG is certainly expanding! (: YAYS.
i like the way nature makes me feel tiny, so it can overtake my entire world and bring me back under the same BLUE sky like i was in nan. i still miss the shooting stars i saw there. but i guess reality loves plunging you back when uve travelled too far. nothing much i can do i guess. only to continue wishing that the world is good
and i like how we always have something to talk about (:
my favegirl! (: 8 years!
common sight b4 lect! (: 
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