what do u mean he deserves someone better?

when blue is anything but BLUES

yesterday's chat spun off some thinking. there's really alot of things that i want to learn in this lifetime. some of it might had been too late, but some others could be done, if i stop feeling lazy and apprehensive abt doing things. i shall list them down so ten years down the road i can look back and see if any was fulfilled.

-i want to run a 10km race this lifetime
-i want to learn sailing
-i want a twostar kayaking course
-i want to learn musical instruments esp piano and guitar.
-i want to have a canon ixus
-i want to learn music in general
-i want to win an award in photography and in a sport
-i want to...

on another note, i think baguamate is really sweet because she jus msged the girls a really long msg to encourage eveyrone to work hard! i love u baguamate, always my swete old baguamate tho sometimes frm the mundane of everyday school, we dont talk as much alr (equals to we dun bagua anymore! )
i implused msged osy ytd becos i was feeling really bothered and wanted someone to hear. thanks dear bestest friend becos that single msg just makes me feel so much better that we didnt nee dto meet up alr.
classes and classies have been bugged by some weird bad happenings this week so i hope the week to come would be much better tho monday is already enuff to put me off into negativity because its triple combi, econs chem physics. whooho, and ive wasted three quarts of my weekend doing nthg in general. i need some mind clearing permanently, not the temp clearance running can do the job.

for now, pls constantly remind me i have broken my two-days-and-more a post wish, but its with valid reason lar. pls mugg hard.

and i feel quite offended abt being stereotyped by the straittimes sunday times report on bloggers. teens = angsyt posts? i am a very peace loving person okay. and i read anth report somewhr tht says abt the proliferation of digi cams and resulting in low standards of photography in genreal or smth. im not sure if digi cams being made like a necessity is good or not, but for one, at least it opens up the doors to photography for noobs like me to take some joy in enjoying the process of creating a photo- like framing, angle, composition and all.

ah wells, its really just me alright?

mental note: use hte internet less often okay! mental note 2: think of bestest friend present.