madness can propagate. snapping out of it.

this week is madness lar. time pract on four afternoons and sis's grad on the one afternoon left= no afternoons left. add that to tons of homework and you'd know lu hasnt started re-touching books :( and i cant tell others to study when i myself havent. hehs. i can feel my pimples coming out and my sleep not gone well. boohooo. plus i hadnt satisfied my craving for keaiji! plus im lagging behind in homework. plus im very shagged this week! :( i hate lagging behind in tutorials cos its very stressful! ): its the DEADline thing. someone tell me its not just me alone pls.

:( ok enuff of complaining!

eveyrone's having a tough time, sure, i know. doesnt help that im a lazy bum and i must know that whats tested for As cant be completed in like two weeks ? if not why did they take two years to teach us then? but two weeks' my most optimistic guess alr. starting two weeks before As, that is. and gp is a fearful thing.

sometimes i think the mind can be such a destructive, unfathomable thing. i really need more time to understand people. things are only making me know lesser and lesser about how people actually are. its like the the more you know, the more you know you dont know thing. i used to think alot (note SIGN POSTING!- used-past tense). but then, im thankful that i learnt how to get out of it. i learnt that it isnt a good, healthy thing like eating veggies. and so i stopped thinking too deeply into things that gives me headaches. we're all ignorant, face it. in one way or another. so there really isnt much need (except in the case when u're writing essays for gp) to think too much about issues, or plainly random stuffs. we've too much worries to jus think about every single thing the world have for us. since we're alr ignorant in some way, being ignorant in one more aspect doesnt make us lesser fools. so leave it. else i think im going crazy thinking my brain dry doing all the worrying.

friends dont make you worry. they worry that you worry about them. at least thats what i think. or maybe ive just been a really bad friend all along.

now mugg. (: jiayou