who know of the panic that you grapple with, inside?

its a chair

no one.
panic.
struck,
things take time
to get starting
inertia?
excuses.

what do they know
if they've nv been inside
your heart.
what do they understand
when they think they understood.

when all things gone
you're on your own
when all things
fail
even panic cant pull
up,