; wonders

i wonder if you are the same,
if you still held onto that dream you talked about;
i wonder if you are still that righteous and kind person i know;
i wonder if you still held the same beliefs;
i wonder if you still feel the same.

sometimes even i dont know if i am the same;
if i still care anymore.
i wonder if i had changed,
or if i could still work those gpa miracles;
if i still cannot commit myself;
if i still avoid responsibility,
if i am still her.

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first day of lects, i'm already feeling the stretch. schoolwork, looking for internships, projects, quizzes, readings. year three wont be too kind on me. timetables: i'm still contemplating evolutionarypsychology. it seems rather difficult and biological-ish. i'll see how things go. i wont have too much time for thoughts to run wild, thankfully but sadly.

lu needs to stay sane. jiayou lu. gogogo (: