i need to start believing. (: that whatever goes down, will come up, as i've learnt from running slopes. i'll keep waiting for the day when things start looking up; when rainbows appear again; when shooting stars start shining for me; when i get into the groove and love of E again. for such a day, i will work hard. i will i will i will. i keep telling myself i will.
perhaps becos thats the only way i can keep myself sane and away from the other possibility- that the fate is sealed, that its gone forever,and that things wont ever look up again. too traumatising a possibility to think of, so i wont.
happy 2010!
i wrote a milestones of 2009 in the draft posts, but i didnt felt like i've achieved enough to publish that. so i'll just count my blessings silently, and thankyou 2009. (:
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lucy dear! I miss you so much! We need to have a more successful meet up! (:
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