we all need something/someone to walk out of the dark with

i need to write more, read more and think deeper.
i really want year4 to be good. year3sem1 last year wasnt good, it still taunts me sometimes. i hope history wont repeat itself in sem1 this year. the similarities in these two sem1s scares me. but no one understands those unfound feelings of fear. just like no one knows why, some days, things just dont feel fine. thankful for sunshine, always there to brighten my day (:

just watched a very inspiring tedtalk (: it can be this easy, being happy.

hotcaffemocha; grande; lowfatmilk; no whip (: