Aug 13, 2005
Aug 12, 2005
;and i live in a deluded world but i dont care wat u think
sigh,bad lucks on the rise! i jus almost finished typing a buncha crap and its gone. irritating wat can i say? anyway its jus a buncha crap, shldnt matter much,but on bad days like days that i have, it mattered. sigh... wheres my becks to sigh with me? :( ur com get well soon leh! i miss u alr!
anyway jus was saying before blogger dumped me that derrick was out :( but hell, i care not about a bunch of things u say (the non-appreicatv ppl! ) that derrick sucks! hel, no he doesnt! and watver u think I DONOT CARE! haha. u havent had such a great impact on people, u sad thing. haha. derrick is good lor, its his uniqueness , his unique voice that makes huim special. think abt it, if u wan someone who can sing well, there's a whole lot of singers out there! why do we need ANOTHER one .yea? hah. yesyes. so derricks the man whatever it is., delusion call it all u can! derrick rocks! (:
and the jaychou/ reporter incident. sigh, didnt wna watch the news at first but think that dumb reporter really provoked my jay! thats y he's angry ok! u dun be so mean to jay!!! he's innocent! hmpf! i still believe jay is a good guy! (: he is he is!
yea. listening to penny's new (or not so new album) cd. lively songs but not too impressively impactful like the national day song! i havent even rmb it in mind yet! it jus aint catchy enuf? hah. wanted to write smth meaningful unlik my previous long un full of meaning posts, but if forgot alr. i think i think best when alone, and on the bus. i jus like my thoughts trail. but bad thing is, when i try rmbing them., they're POOF. gone. :/
anyway jus was saying before blogger dumped me that derrick was out :( but hell, i care not about a bunch of things u say (the non-appreicatv ppl! ) that derrick sucks! hel, no he doesnt! and watver u think I DONOT CARE! haha. u havent had such a great impact on people, u sad thing. haha. derrick is good lor, its his uniqueness , his unique voice that makes huim special. think abt it, if u wan someone who can sing well, there's a whole lot of singers out there! why do we need ANOTHER one .yea? hah. yesyes. so derricks the man whatever it is., delusion call it all u can! derrick rocks! (:
and the jaychou/ reporter incident. sigh, didnt wna watch the news at first but think that dumb reporter really provoked my jay! thats y he's angry ok! u dun be so mean to jay!!! he's innocent! hmpf! i still believe jay is a good guy! (: he is he is!
yea. listening to penny's new (or not so new album) cd. lively songs but not too impressively impactful like the national day song! i havent even rmb it in mind yet! it jus aint catchy enuf? hah. wanted to write smth meaningful unlik my previous long un full of meaning posts, but if forgot alr. i think i think best when alone, and on the bus. i jus like my thoughts trail. but bad thing is, when i try rmbing them., they're POOF. gone. :/
Aug 9, 2005
I came to realize that life lived to help others is the only one that matters and that it is my duty, in return for the lavish life God has devolved upon me, to help others He has placed in my path. This is my highest and best use as a human.
Faith is not believing that God can. It is knowing that God will.
By Ben Stein
jus read ytd, the email that ms tay spammed our inbox with aint that SPAMM ehh? haha. at least i found this exceptionally meaningful and went back to my email several times to read it again. this is part of it.
seems pretty philosophical yet pretty simple. i guess theres a calling in eveyrone to serve, to help. not to let others see, not to show off, not to try to be kind. i guess it jus calls. like a spontaeous thing that ur gut feeling sets u to do it. and yea, thats truely helping others' life. not thinking that u're the greatest by doing what u did, but jus hoping u can make a little impact and posiitive change. hahs jus smth i took home from the ocip meeting on monday. (:
its gna be hard not knowing any much friends there, hopefully will make some friends there soon. tho eveyrone seems to know each other alr except me... to really enjoy the trip i need friends. and prolly thats what i hope i'ld gain frm the trip, and insights and a whole new realisation.
Faith is not believing that God can. It is knowing that God will.
By Ben Stein
jus read ytd, the email that ms tay spammed our inbox with aint that SPAMM ehh? haha. at least i found this exceptionally meaningful and went back to my email several times to read it again. this is part of it.
seems pretty philosophical yet pretty simple. i guess theres a calling in eveyrone to serve, to help. not to let others see, not to show off, not to try to be kind. i guess it jus calls. like a spontaeous thing that ur gut feeling sets u to do it. and yea, thats truely helping others' life. not thinking that u're the greatest by doing what u did, but jus hoping u can make a little impact and posiitive change. hahs jus smth i took home from the ocip meeting on monday. (:
its gna be hard not knowing any much friends there, hopefully will make some friends there soon. tho eveyrone seems to know each other alr except me... to really enjoy the trip i need friends. and prolly thats what i hope i'ld gain frm the trip, and insights and a whole new realisation.
Aug 8, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OSY!
i think i owe u this so i shall write BIgg BIGG for you. sorry my screwed phone and i end up nt being able to celebrate for u! :'( sighs. but happppy happpy seventeenth birthday hoho! yea yea! (: so this p[ost is dedicated, away frm my ramblings tho im very tempted to rant on abt this CUTE LITTLE girl who kept smiling anf looking and waving to me on the bus two seats in front! haha. ok, i jus rambled. but osy, haha! this post is ALL for you being sucha a great fren these many many many many yrs and hours and months and days! (: ai ni!
i think i owe u this so i shall write BIgg BIGG for you. sorry my screwed phone and i end up nt being able to celebrate for u! :'( sighs. but happppy happpy seventeenth birthday hoho! yea yea! (: so this p[ost is dedicated, away frm my ramblings tho im very tempted to rant on abt this CUTE LITTLE girl who kept smiling anf looking and waving to me on the bus two seats in front! haha. ok, i jus rambled. but osy, haha! this post is ALL for you being sucha a great fren these many many many many yrs and hours and months and days! (: ai ni!
Aug 7, 2005
wheres da love
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin' in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't really know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't really know)
Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin' in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't really know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't really know)
Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
