heart attack alert

think my heart will JUMP out anytime. its alr THURS!darling! its thurs and the stupid results arent out yet. i noe i shldnt say this but no matter how slim the chances,

i'm hoping
i'm praying

getting all hand and feet cold when yimin called just now. *froze* lor. so scared that its the result yet i SO wanted to know. oh mans, i'm a stupid dumbdumb .meeting wif ms ng tmr. think she may tell us only then.
but if its gd, why cant she tell us now rite? but mayb she doesnt have the results too yet. hais. i'm sure i'm goanna get a heart attck at this rate, wif the no of phone calls i get and jumping at each. oh wells,

a realli untouching poem at long last, half done cos i was scared to death by osy who said the result swere out alr.and no mood to continue whatsoever. pray for us.and i pray for you too:)

it doesn't matter whether you know
as long as we know
that now
a trauma we can overcome
its not easy
its always painful
noone wants to be hurt
but after the hurt
lessons will become clearer
friends will become closer
and from then on, we learn

its a painful step out
its a dilemma to face the truth
but only by making the first step,
can healing begin
and the dew clear away