sometimes i find myself struggling to connect with people. it shouldnt be something so deliberate and difficult, but why am i facing such daunting situations?

its almost a daily struggle in my mind. whats with me? its not them, i know, its just me.

everyone wants to talk, but whos listening?
argh. i'm not emoing, i'm not.

maybe its just me, and my refusal to open up. i'm not them, i'm me.

how very me-myself-and-i.
i'm morphing into what i think of us. apathetic and shallow. i cant put into words, whats on my mind.

save me.