the double life of lu (and double left hands and right feets)

i feel like i've been leading a double life recently.
school by day, cambodia preps by night.

i can finally say im drained, im tired, im dying. i cant go on much furhter, really. thank goodness the end is near, or rather the start is. the team is fraught with bad news these two weeks. i pray that all of us remaining stay safe. wanqi shimin jinchao berenice stay happy and healthy too. i promise to keep them in my mind while im there. and wanqi didnt believe that i meant it when i said, i will go with her again. when i say it, i will. u've got to believe lu.

SOON, double life will converge to one. (:
two left hands and two right feet. HAHA.

my mind is drained, clogged and gone. i should quit complaining. but i cant... so i try.