BYEBYE RECESSWEEK! WILL MISS YOU. ):

you can actually preorder husband saya's new album "Capricorn" at major CD stores now (: there's two editions apparently; a metal box and a paper box. i dont know whats the diff tho!

recess week is almost over. ): i havent got the luxury to stay at home an entire day this whole week. ought to start looking at the projs and tuts thats piling HIGH. no time!

lu pls rmb to do your tuts and start thinking about projs. wo wei ni jia you!

the sand, the volleyball games, the jigong fans, the guitars, the lessons, the rocks, the nights, the mealtimes. snippets of everything, coming back all over. sometimes i wish i could spare me the emoing.

and i miss you.

i know i shouldnt, but i get damn sad over things i know i shouldnt. RAHH stupid lucia the worrywart.

the other day someone from wsc was asking me, 'then what do you want to be in the future?'. its my 14357400747058690th encounter with this question. but i havent got the answer yet. i dont know. i really dont. i'm an economics student who doesnt like banks. who doesnt like business-ish stuff. sometimes, even i dont know me.

i should really concentrate on what i need/have/must/should do. prof li said today that since i was doing okay at school, that would mean i could manage my time. two total untruths. why dont i ever fit into the mould of other people?

jiayou lu. six weeks to go. less, with the projs.